church makes me :))))))))


school holidays are here, supposedly.
the fact that its holidays didnt really register till today- its my first day not going to school.

somehow tho, time is still extremely packed and i feel like im being pulled and yanked about from place to place, from start to end, from a to b to c's schedule. i dont know if i can last it and at the same time, days feel too short for my liking.

i hope im just slightly down in the moods cause' im not yet fully recovered from the food poisoning episode.

i guess i need to be PERKIFIED. (ha-ha mj biz club's perk cafe's stupid perk me perk you)
some of the youth kids went to watch Pirates this morning, and i had tuition :((

i hope the usual formula still works.

leaving the house for church already :)
certain things always make me smile -


but i cant help but feel - so tired.

dont leave me behind,
dont say goodbye -
pick me up dont let me down
lets fly on high ;


10 Way how to Dump a Guy is hilarious
its a movie alright, not some how-to-do-manual =.=

collected my phone today- FINALLY. i missed it. its back in action with camera function :))

am so tired- the contacts are killing me, been out the whole day school and the beach trying to read my history.

rushed bought part of tiff's bday present while picking up my handphone at the NOKIA centre. its NICE. i lurrrrrrrve such things.

YAY TMW PRACTICE and FOODTASTING IN CHURCH. YAY :)

incoherence-


"what fools these mortals be" -puck, midsummer night's dream.
sometimes, how true.

its not bout ownership
its not bout possession
its beyond that; free will
and passion -


we're breaking free
- we're soaring, flying
get to the place that we wnna be
if we're trying,
cos we're breaking free ~


even when your hope is gone, move along
move along, like you know you should


:)

songs are love.

okay, so maybe i didnt recover as fast as i thought i did :((
- pretty tired/sick still. i woke up way past dinner.

im DAYS behind my so-called studying schedule - yay i rock

going to school tmw for history is the pits. SBQ doesnt seem as simple as i thought it would be. darn.


and i wished for more-
its probably one of those things that will never happen, and i know it too.

Fill my life with song
And let me sing forevermore
You are all I hope for
All I wish for, and adore
In other words please be true
In other words
I love you

nice song

sam's sickness was quite minor i think - he was happily comp gaming in the afternoon yesterday.

GP exam was pretty tough. i was talking bout Cuban Missile Crisis and Sri Lanka for AQ on nuclear weapons. i hope i dint mess up. its supposed to be GP after all..

thanks to all those who wished me well on my tag or thru sms :) im almost as good as new as sleeping nearly the whole day yesterday. heh :)

am hungry but the canteen's closed :((

wnna go shopping!
hahaha tim too. he called me after my gp exam and we were going on and on bout shoppin and styles heh. :)

we're gnna dance dance dance in the freedom we know
we're gnna dance, dance, in the freedom we know
we're gnna dance dance dance in the freedom we know
cos' the freedom we know, is gnna last forever

intense agony.

i dont think ill like food as much as before now.

food poisoning and its effects at 5 am SUCK. almost like a pregnancy. was a total jelly fish this morning. slumped over my bed, the table, mom's bed, living room sofa and at the doctor's. wobbly, churning. didnt go to school, could hardly make it past my own bed.

am feeling slightly better now.

sam had food poisoning too, during O level chinese which is total bad luck. but at least he didnt look as spastic as i did. and hopefully, o levels is as easy as it should be so at least he should pass.

and i wanted to study today.
- its back to bed.

church this weekend is pretty great :)

BE ELECTRIFIED! band prac today in one word - ENPOWERED.
perfect, or near perfection, practice. especially the first 6 songs were GREAT :)) its like rising into another entire level by itself. atmosphere, music, people - all just right. and we managed to do EVERY song la. in slightly less than an hour :)

"For where two or three come together in my name, there am I with them." Matthew 18

- how true. the power of prayer, or worship, as a team. way to go! :) and of course, many thanks to the people who made it all possible - junlin joan xp xw samuel timothy and uncle steven for controlling the mixer/sounds :) keep it up yeahhhh. and of cos' to the Great One Up There :)

havent touched any work in the whole weekend. HEH

oh and i sent my darling phone for repair. to fix the sploit camera laa. so anyhow, anyone who smsed me in the afternoon basically got their smses wiped out without me seeing it :( and im using some GEY nokia phone which is without colour screen and is probably from the age of Nokia8250 but uglier and fatter and just one grayishgreen lump. hurhur. ill only be getting it back wed or thurs.

gnna try studying tmw with chuawanyun. i realise how LITTLE time i have with Youth Anniv drawing nearer and nearer. first full rehearsals on thurs. excited, but feel the need to juggle my time properly la. if i cant manage my life properly even in something like personally not so significant as studies , how am i suppose to lead others in church? yupp.

feel like moving to livejournal.com

i enjoy locking my posts and making you wonder. hehh

omg









so today i tried studying in east coast beach since there was no school.
interesting heh.

tried lah.

anyway i went to parkway also i find the type of refillable metal clutch notebook i needed to file all my church msg notes, youth oikos prep, daily devotion, prayer items etc in. YAY. but so ex la 16 bucks for a plastic notebook cover..

shall go SHOPPING tmw! (for a change) have loads of things i need to buy, long hiatus from one of my favourite hobbies heh. going after youth service and i hope all those sickos are better now. heh heh. sick people la :) and youth leaders installment tmw!

and the youth bulletin looks pretty okay too :)

as for soccer finals on fri, MJ got second place la. but its okay :) its really cool to have gotten so far already la. and rj really did play a good match. they are even better than last year. and i saw an old friend too :) he looks so MUCH older. ancient, practically :P

slack slack.
:)

holidays are LOVE.
at least they are supposed to be.

"I wanted more than just an ordinary life
All of my dreams seemed like castles in the sky
I stand before you and my heart is in your hands

I can't help but ask where's your heart at-
There's so much left unsaid,
And sometimes I want to walk away
But will you tell me you want me stay?"

in other news, anna gave birth to (famous) amos middle of last night. that makes me an aunty- DARN sounds so ancient la :P but heh heh the photo they smsed over seems quite cute :) his name is a bad thing tho, cos it makes me think of eating those cookies. and theyre disgustingly yummy =D new additional to the family, i can already predict how all the Grand-aunties and grand-uncles, especially the grandaunties, are gnna coo and fight over how long they can hold the baby. world war 3, battle of the grandaunties. haha sounds interesting. will only visit them this weekend tho; i havent done any work today yet- came home and crashed to sleep despite telling myself minutes before that "MUST DO WORK OKAY!"

yah, and i did managed to get out of Colosseum :)
despite climbing over in a rather unglam manner. thats what you get when you carry that kind of sling bag that gets stuck in front of you and the soles of flat shoes practically has no grip. the back gate behind the tennis courts were much easier tho.

anyway gnna get some work done now. i just kinda woke up ^^

interesting day.
we're being held against our wishes in school.

after school hours is Sports Day a k a Colosseum. this is probably the day i see the most unity in Meridian as yet. like amazing, overwhelming.

haha, united in trying to zhao school and skip Colosseum la. hundreds tried to leave by the main gate, the side gates etc. yah but all either LOCKED or guarded by teachers; you can see the crowding streaming backwards in gloomy faces from the gates la. we have our very own Meridian Jailhouse.

anyway i was gnna climb over the hidden back gate behind the tennis courts. its a good idea k. ive done it before last sports day to leave early after i done my track officiating. but anyway telling one about the gate and then having the whole CROWD following, is a bad idea. guess what, we made it over and while waiting for others to get over, some PE teacher practically ran after us and jumped over the metal gate too. got caught la. but at least no one got reported. probably cos' tonnes and tonnes of people are trying to zhao, they can exactly punish or kick out the entire school can they? but it was quite hilarious. we heard a loud "RUN" and we took off. but coincidentally a taxi leaving school with some teachers came past, so even though we could have outrunned one teacher, we cant outrun a taxi right? hahaha. i was trying not to break out into laughter.

spastic. and here i was, looking forward to some good rest for a change.
am very tired still. and sick :(

sometimes, i love school so so much.
this is one of them =.=

that end is sooner or later, that i know for ages- ill settle it soon.

been accompanying serena to eat today. and hoho, i pulled a 17 for Austen essay :) amazing since i thought it was one of my lousier pieces of work done in a mad rush to meet the deadline.

am ponning sports day tmw. if i were a j1 i wont mind spendin my time there. but now, its just a waste of time la, no offence. like, i'd love extra time to sleep. the eye bags are getting darker and uglier i swear. and i have been sleeping before 12 this two-three days. ugh :(

shall go for thurs soccer match tho :) should be fun.

i need a spurt of adrenaline rush, wind in hair.
maybe night biking might just be the right fix.

being sick is awful. i hate the feeling.
i havent been this sianed/lethargic/grumpy in ages and ages.

i wish friday would come.

proper school mon tues wednesday thurs
BUT colosseum's (some kind of sports day) on wed, soccer finals against rj on thurs and almost certainly holiday on friday even if we lose soccer heh heh.

feel like ponning everything outside of curriculum la.
still have yet to recover from the flu bug, am pretty much tired/lethargic tho not as bad as sunday.

a shut of the door, no matter how polite or nice, is still a shut isnt it?

been thinking lately, most probably how taxing, how pressuring, how thankless this job is gnna be. everyone's just gnna expect you to do it, expect it to be done well and blame you if anything goes awry. i dont think i can be perfect and im not completely sure if i can handle it ALL.

what i do know tho, it will be the Right Path. at least for me.

i can predict a tirade and whole spectrum of emotions. i only can hope that what i so strongly believe in lifts me up to fly. fly above it all.

i still have faith, i have hope.

i just pray that its not gnna be too turbulent a route.

im tired of un-conclusions, of uncertainties
its not for sure
but yet, its not ending.

its put on hiatus ever so often of the late, and once in a while, it appears to disrupt the usual flow of the stream..


unsettled feeling,

its quite hard to put certain things away sometimes.
and this is one of them. spanning across two long years or so. ups, downs.

such a conflict.
i want to know, for a change.

pick me up
- when i fall down ;


not in a lousy mood la; but tired, cranky, tired.

and ive finished all the medicine. darn darn darn.

5 essays UNDONE. but gnna go sleep now.
partying is fun but two days in a row is amazingly exhausting.

YAY. have given jw jl their presents and joan hers!


haha i forgot to mention, mj beat sa in soccer yesterday :)
so its here we go to the finals on thurs against rj! how exciting. and hopefully hols on friday too =D

anyway am SO TIRED this morning, i had to drag myself out of bed to make it in time for extra lit lecture at 830. good thing my class after that was canceled :) going to church very soon, for pracs, youth service, then right after is mid summer night's dream at fort canning park. i wonder if i can make it on time.. hmm.

oh and i lost my voice :((
screaming and singing at the top of my lungs with two other crazies yesterday but i didnt lose it till THIS morning. gah. hahaha dunno how im gnna prac tmw, but there still WILL be practice la. im taping it down as well, to check for stage prescence that kinda thing.

- and these are what friends are for ;

tis a pity the whole bunch of the rest didnt join us. heh but i think they had fun twistering, card gaming, fooling around too la :)

love!

omg i am SO HAPPY.
official weather forecast today was rain with thunders in the afternoon.

but guess what, God is so good, I prayed for no rain till i reached home and not only no showers AT ALL (which is so unlikely since these few days have been pouring like mad), the moment i reached home, it poured :P hahaha.

the party celebrating jun wen, jun lin & joan's birthday - cum - slack day went great. gayed with joan, biked with sarah tim joan darren, twistered with EVERYONE, taiteed with xp darren jl jw, screamed sang went crazy with sarah jl, ate, bought birthday cake (from coffee bean YUMMY chocolate) and so on. it was SO FUN. tim is so excited hes already starting to plan for the next one lmao.

the planning was quite complicated, but its so fun, it all paid off =D i hope joan, jl jw are happy yeah :)

tmw one big rush. lit lecture, tuition, church prac, youth, then midsummer's night dream.

thank you God for everything. for lovely friend, for the weather, for everything.
- always and forever

:)

still happy, tho sick :(

i just fell sick today. gah flu bug :(((( i left school two periods early

I WNNA PARTY TMW YOU KNOW. sigh

and i hope it doesnt rain! :)
PRAY it doesnt rain man.

been on perpetual high lately.
and two days in a rowwwww. the bus thing again heh. totally rocking.

did my Q T so much earlier today, at like 6 pm lol. but its better la, since at night im always cramming things, might forget it lol.

today was pretty exciting anyway. I WENT TO A PASARMALAM WITH SERENA AND SABRINA after school! hahahahaa i havent been to one for years and years okay! just went to take a look before heading home la. picture this, three JC students in school uniform at a stall looking at STICKERS. tinkerbell, spongebob, winniethepooh, spiderman, snoopy, princess, all got. lmao. quite pretty and darn cheap la. i sound so spastic, but i guess im finding joy in all little things. like going pasarmalam heh :)

and at night, planning for friday's beach party of sorts! phone calls, mass msns and all. hahaha i cant help but tease nat and xp and joan and jl a bit. twas' fun. LOL

a good half the school week's gone! make it thru tmw and its almost the start of the weekend fun! :) its only one more day. hehheh.

and do you know how WEIRD it is for your dad to tag on your tagboard? hahahahaha
shocker.

ive kinda decided im gnna get a necklace from chomel soon :) yay.

cant wait cant wait for everything :)

loads of :) :) :) :) in this post!

love!


shopped with nat, we concluded all the items that we needed to buy heh. YAY :) but yet AGAIN, i didnt buy a single thing for myself :( hahaha

went to xpxw's house after that. xw only came back MUCH later, when we were nearly done with the collage. but its not bad la! except my handwriteing but that cant be helped la, the stupid wood smudges the handwriting.

anyway im utterly grateful to the Big One Up Above.
everything in His time will go right. seriously. trust and wait in Him, and you'll understand in due time. im so grateful for SO MANY breakthrus this year; in burdens in baggage in friends in relationships in youth in church. and you know what, im glad He withheld certain things certain information from me. if i had known some of them, i would have cracked so much earlier on. everything is happening at the right time. like how the youth is moving now. how relationships are working out. and im so THANKFUL for that. thankful for every little thing that He's shown His hand at work.

haha i love God so much la. He's so real even in small everyday things; like yesterday's incident.
and i love all the Livewire! youths so much too. every single one of them. hard to believe? but its true..

of course, its not ALL pitch perfect and lala glory, but everything is gnna work out towards there. i have faith :)

cant wait for friday.
but ill so have to study HARD today and tmw, else ill feel DARN guilty for partying the entire friday la k.


- have you heard of the One called Savior?
have you heard of His perfect love
Have you heard of the One in heaven,
Have you heard how He gave His son
'Cause Ive found this love -

whoah. im suddenly craving to go shopping.
like REAL shopping with flexible cash and for dressy clothes! hahaha. i was viewing the forever21 site and crap, i just realised how LONG since ive bought something i REALLY liked. which was the oriental futurestate top during the chinese new year period.

tmw im going shopping, but not REALLY shopping. gah.

but anyway i saw that AUNTY today. haha chua wanyun la i mean. shes still EXACTLY the same. and yay, i totally miss her heh. something like good old days. and she owes me a treat for going all the way to tampines sport hall to see her! :)

holidays im gnna go buy slippers, flipflops, wallet, and hopefully a few dressy tops as well as a couple of bottoms. i swear, im DEPRIVED. i have no time at all to shop :( cept when im rushing to buy someone else's present that is. eitherwise i hardly have the luxury to kill my time on a whole afternoon of mass shopping.

rant rant. but anyway ill be happy to see some of my church youth kids tmw :)

hahaha. its amazing how easily happy i am these days.

cant wait cant wait. shop, make, gay, party, midsummer's!


"dance dance dance in the freedom we know
b'cause the freedom we know is gnna last forever"

im happier today.
things are settled, set in dust, and in place. :)

the unity of teamwork eh.

youth worship practice was quite good heh. but its not YET perfect la, so must practice more heh.

and HOT! date on tues with nat to go shopping and after, a friend's house :)
and combined birthday PARTY on friday. yay

life is good.
hahaha as for studies, ill do what i can in my free time and leave the rest to God.


cant wait for Be Electrified! and the new youth tee etc. YAY
cant wait for Planetshaker's concert

am so tired, so ill sleep earlier tonight for a change. no more late night trying to fix problems or whatever

2 battles in like.. 2 weeks. wow
we win of course :)

its all about combined teamwork and nothing but that. :)

im looking forward to cell
im looking forward to Be Electrified!

no matter what, as long as you got the Great One behind you, you know youve got it down to pat. just perservere on!

dinner at Swissotel for dad's birthday cum mother's day.

am VERY happy now :)
worship was decent on top of that. thank You for blessing me.

and tmw's practice will be good yeah :)

love!

- the past is gone, move along move along,
like you know you should.

in more aspects than one.

oh and i havent touch a single piece of work lmao.
but finally i can sleep the FIRST good night in the entire week. roxsox

woke up this morning with the same feeling like a nasty hangover. a really nasty one.

havent been sleeping well the past consecutive nights over some things
yesterday i managed to sleep earlier than usual at 10 plus, but lol i received three calls while sleeping lmao. a blur and a daze la, i cant completely remember what i said now. only that my brain was half dead..

issues and events the past day(s)
some :( some :)

youth prac, youth service later :)
dinner later for mom's day and dad's birthday.

im still worried about that one thing.
very so. gah. so conflicting la. i hate being caught in that kinda situation. :(

anyway joan made me a new blogskin, its NICE :) deep red is a great colour. ill load it up later on.

workload is horrid. i have no time.

the week's ending :)
rushing to ikea tmw then to find kenneth before his class, then going to practice a bit with joan etc before SPIDERMAN :)

i cant wait.

but SO MUCH WORK LA ARGH :(

- you said we'll be alright

heady feeling, so temperate
with stars seeming so bright,
and warm shadows silver-sandaled
dancing on the sands, oh the joy,
where everything seemed then oh so right.

chorus: but im asking you now
why am i crying, crying tonight?
tell me now, why am i crying tonight again?
where the pain consumes, and salt into refreshed wounds,
tell me now, why am i crying tonight again?

you told me i meant the world to you,
you made me feel like i was your everything,
but with each high, you slammed me back
down low again, painful, excruciating.

tell me why we're on this destructive circle,
it never seems to end,
im so tired now, but yet my heart only seems
to want to be stuck in this Lion's den.

you eat me up, spit me out
try mend me back again,
but im asking you now,
why are you breaking me like that?
i dont want to be crying tonight, again.

maybe i wont want to be locked up in this cage no more
maybe i want to spread my wings and fly
but maybe its coming to a point
that i dont want to be crying tonight, again..

; tonight again
april03'


im glad im way out of the secondary school phase. the emokid phase, way before emo got commercialised and overdone. haha.

ANYWAY school was mind blowng today. like one BIG rush. but i cant wait to FRIDAY. hurrahh :) so excited CAN!

music rox sox
and so does LWY!
heh, loads of love la :)

SPIDERMAN 3 on FRIDAY night!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! :)

omg so fun, the bunch of us hanging out.

much MUCH love!

highlight of the WEEK.
plus NEXT friday. omg highlight of the MONTH.

im completely HIGH now i tell you.
:) :) :) :) :) :) :)

completed the austen essay last night, so yeah im pretty happy.

the book we're doing for cell in june, Experiencing God, is really good. come with an open heart and expect God to work in you for sure =D haha despite that the colour is darn ugly and all :P i mean, how cute can old man Moses be? lmao. anw i wrapped it up and everything and sorta designed the front. so yeah its great :)

cant wait for the weekends, band practice and such.
and i got SO MANY birthday presents to do :(
joce, joan, jw, jl . hahaha all the Js.

the rest completed already la :)

i WANNA WATCH SPIDERMAN3. hahaha even if all the rest dont want, still hot date with jl? :D haha


i realise im a bit different in church and in school.
in school, im undoubtedly more subdued, restrained. a bit like i cant be what i really am sometimes.
the cheer is decidedly less. i dont smile so much, laugh so much.

you ask me why i love God and church so much?
because its much more REAL. im not saying its 100% so, cos no one's perfect and that'd be heaven, but its really as close as it gets, so much more than anywhere else.

i love my livewire! youths to bits la :)
haha even a few of whom makes me tempted to pull out their hair sometimes ^^ lmao ;)

practice was decent. but it came to a point where my ears were being DROWNED out. you can only take how much or how long of fast LOUD songs haha :P

and oh SHIT. i seem to KEEP forgetting to do Forever. gahhhh.

church is loads of :)s and loves.

but ah, school is majorly screwy la. i HAVENT completed austen essay, sampling tutorials, NOR hist outline.

and i cant get started on them till like... 9 pm?

some people dont think im pure chinese. SO WEIRD!

anyway start of the week soon again,
but cant wait for saturday ALREADY.

i cant wait for 19th too :) yay. party party :)
we'll plan it properly after all the mids la =D

the past is gone, so move along move along
like you know you should ;

r e j u v e n a t e d ;

anyhow went to church a little grumpy cuz of some spat over timings AGAIN. but church never fails to cheer me up la :)

working together with shortie, garang, smallboy, gaybestfriend, blurkid, muthusammy is fun :) we solved the technical problem downstairs already. more or less anyway, which makes me very happy =D

and i kinda made my mind up bout something yah :) i dont know how on EARTH im gnna do it, but ill get there. secret shhh!


have YET to do austen essay. so screwd.
and i got to rmb to send my phone for repair argh before the 12 months guarantee is up!



YAY I LOVE LIVEWIRE!
and of course i love God too :)



oh and Happy 18th Birthday Jocelyn Chen Siyi! (6 May)
- many well wishes for the day and loads of love!

weekends are here :)

lunched with joan. both of us are wiped out today. tired yes. anyway sorta completed the skyscraper modern unseen analysis finally, tho its not particularly well done. but heck. ive still austen's and loads of econs :(

oh and i think just as plate washing together is romantic, the key necklace thing i saw at perlini's today is damn romantic as well =D haha im sorry im sucha sap lately.. anyway joan has seen the pendant. and its DAMN NICE. and damn romantic can! like its saying you've got my heart for keeps. awwww! lmao. im getting damn spastic lately. i think tiredness has been eating into me.

printed some youth photos today :)

somehow i feel like im running so close to empty.
i need rejuvenation. before things eat me up.


lift me up, when im deep
down under
say you'll be there, the
outstretched hand that
pulls me through
and holds the light,
that illuminates.
tough times or joy,
matter not,
- its called together.

; together

we dream a dream.

tagbacks:
jl- GARANG LA :)
xp- haha i didnt know you read! and what guniang man! you also then? lmao
lee quan yew- poor guy, you dont know how to spell your name? :( LOL

got some badminton trophy for the league thing. quite hilarious la. but the trophy is JUST SO PRETTY tho i prefered the silver one better. yah i got the gold one for the girls section, but silver is a classier colour.

weekends are NEARLY HERE :) such love.
but you know what, i still havent completed skyscraper analysis. gah. like, horrible.

i believe in frankness but in tact as well. i feel that a point has come where things are seen more clearly. i keep my head on.

and dish washing is a lovely symbolic concept.
- yes, im still hung up about it LOL.

a couple of cute msn conversations today :)
loads of laughs and spasticness.


the weekend is nearing..
behold.

haha we seem to have started a new trend. the plates-washing trend all thanks to my earlier posted romantic theory.

i started with "I'll wash the plates with you"
then jl's nick is "You'll wash the plates for me" because of our joke and our agreement to put it up till sunday.. but now, OTHERS have jumped on the bandwagon:

jw's "Aiyah i help you all wash plate la"
then xp's "What about the cups?"
then nat's "I'll break all yr plates for you all"
then xw's "I'll help you guys bury all the broken plates :)"
then jw's "So sad, no more plates :("
joan's "What plates?! i want the bowls"
and now tim's "I want to do the cups with xp"
jw's updated "Bowls are mine, dont touch them!"
and samuel's "Have you heard of a dishwasher?"

there's still others like "dishwaters are too expensive" and "get disposable plastic plates then" but im too lazy to update ALL already. so hard to track when keep changing man. haha but its like a running joke la :)

LOL
haha i wonder if the rest like sarah are gnna jump on the band wagon too. haha so cute. and omg i started a new SPASTIC trend.

in fact, tim's asking jl whats up with the nicks. hoho.

OKAY that means they ALL know about my "romantic theory". ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! malu-fied and paiseh. omgomgomg i didnt expect so many to see it, or read this blog man. hahaha. so paiseh okay. i think jl is having FUN tho, haha :)

hahaha. oh and i met dennis the zhu earlier :)

spastic people make me smile =D

maths wasnt hard as i thought it would be. cept probably the probabilities question, which i know nuts about. either ways, i had wayy too much time to complete my other questions. but yah in my delight, i forgot to do continuity correction for normal approximation LOL

still cant seem to find the right type of fabric coloured glue. all of them seem too FAT to draw anything on nicely :( joan brought my materials from ikea for me =D l

half the weeks gone, half the weeks to go.


a dash!
- orange, green, skyblue
luminous on the overhead
upon every new daybreak,

the narrow path, or wide
no matter, what seeming to be
may what not, but choose and
be right,

for the end is near, the
future wont be drear,
lest it be not mere hope,
but tis when You simply believe.

- open gates ;

labour day is labouring indeed.

was relistening to a diff version of Take It All for the electric parts that i hope xw can do using the effects on the keyboard.

anyway i so think that washing the plates together with my bf is damn romantic la. HAHA. jl AND brian think im crazy. i dont mind, seriously, despite being used to doing it only rarely.

haha but i think it is just so. damn. sweet la.
firstly, its proves that hes not a male chauvinist who cant step into the kitchen to help out. also, its sort of like bonding time, intimacy. and its sharing responsibilities. you know you can depend on him for help. and the only time its gnna happen is when you live together so yah, its definitely romantic. HAHA. its like a symbol of a stable relationship. and besides, its nice to know that time can be spent together, even on the most minor infantile things like washing the plates :)

jl's nick is You'll wash the plates for me
mine's I'll wash the plates with you.

lmao. cheesy crap :)

oh yay. i talked to four of my youth kids todayyy on msn.
joan xp jl jeremy. my brother doesnt count! haha.

i miss them already omg

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