Wednesday, January 31, 2007
maths test over today phew.
not as good as i hoped to be, but not completely terrible where i'd sit up and mentally go "okay completely utterly screwed. shit." and carry a black face for the rest of the day. maths is supposed to be a subject im decent in by least!
anyway after the horrific test inclusive of all differentiation and integration, i just want to slackslackslack! went to the tamp west cc with kenneth. we slacked. came home and am online.
still slacking. cant bring myself to do a drop more of work! never mind that i havent prepared my tutorials for tmw, nor started on my hist and lit essay which are due SUPER shortly.
am going to chop off my locks. way too long and messy and hard to maintain! okay la it gives the whole attitude thing, but still! unclechoy doesnt like my hair very much since i never ever do tie it up. NEVER. NEVER EVER. not even during pe or training. i dont know how to tie it properly lor :( byebye to them this friday!
do you know what happens when your superduper tired? you get superduper high.
like now.
randomness!
my goondu friend was asking me what i'd do if im attractedto /like /infatutatedwith /gotacrushon someone.
answer?
nothing.will never ever 'chase' a guy la. i think its a gross concept, a despo concept especially for the girls. just be nice and normal lor. if nothing happens, heck. not your loss anyway. -shrugs.
maybe its just me. but ill never ever tell ANYONE that i like someone unless it has already been reciprocated or, it is over and in the past. not even my friends, my good friends, my best friend. no no no way.
its damn rare la if i ever open my mouth.
how close is close?
fine line.
too fine a line.
Monday, January 29, 2007
OH OH OH! im
such a horrible friend
but i just realised NICOLETANWANPIN is back in townnnnnnnn :D <3 <3 <3
hahaha ok la im a few days late, but my weekends are so busy to even complete my hw much less rmb dates which im so damn bad at! sorry la okay! :D haha im really quite happy shes back la. but in a few wks time she's flying off again! :( better meet up more :)
hahaha okay now for the down part of this post.
i dont think i can study finish maths in time for wednesdays test! :(
schools torturesome and i live in fear of gaining any more weight esle i cant fit into my new pair of jeans (which are dirt cheap btw!). the fears always there, but sadly, i love food > fear.
if you only knew His love.searching for more, yet to be found.
questions and answers, answers and questions. which comes first?
Sunday, January 28, 2007
weekends been a mad rush, my brain is almost completely dead now :(
church has been exhausting. today i attended two full services and one cell leaders training. on top of that, an extra class. you can imagine how TIRED i am
i havent touched school work AT ALL.
maths test this coming wk? -coughs. i dont want to talk bout it la. im feeling quite... stressed by the seemingly lack of time.
i think i will sleep VERYVERY early today.
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putting aside personal rights for service.
tbats a hard one. especially to people that purposely want to get on your nerves..
how ungrateful we all can be. 131st out of 148 countries in terms of happyness rank. altho there is some form of stress or whatnot, the 131 rank is too much of an extreme. i think we all ought to be grateful for a hell lot of things. like a stable political governance, no natural disasters, a general sense of economic stability, a decent standard of living. -shrugs.
service pretty much makes you reflect a lot.
im trying
Friday, January 26, 2007
schools been tiring and ive been falling asleep in almost every lit and gp lesson. :( i feel bad esp lit IS quite interesting after all!
maths test, lit essay and history essay which are all counted in the grades book ALL next week. how bad luck. and i havent any time this weekend to touch any of them.
went to tamp west cc with yh, brian & kenneth after school.
i was kinda in a weird mood. somewhat hyper, somewhat down. i think the time factor is seriously getting me down and out. im at a major disadvantage with even completing my hw due to the entire wkend being taken up. i cant rmb what i did this afternoon, i remember trying out some maths qns but i have no idea how much time exactly was spent. anyway still A LOT more to do sadly. oh, the mj badminton team was training that the ulu cc of all places coincidentally so went to take a look once or twice as well.
felt completely weird when i realised something. i mean i knew and i
did expect it but, seeing it in reality, in cold harsh terms' another thing altogether. define the exact feelings? its way too conflicted and complicated for that.
anyway a photo from breakfast on wednesday morning at macs with shinyu and jiayi who left mj for good already! :((( koped it from ichi's blog yup.
this weekend
will be a good one, im determined that it shall be so.
God, i reallyreally need your help this time.
Thursday, January 25, 2007
some one cut into my running path today during badminton training. anyway my knees swollen AND purple. :( its UGLY. well, nevermind bout the pain, most importantly is that its not a permanent blue black yup. ugh i wanted to wear skirt this coming sunday lor :(
anyway i was looking at my phone la and this girl in my church is SO DAMN CUTE OKAY. if i ever really really like kids, shes THE reason. okay la this isnt the first time im saying this!
SEE? so cute right? hahahaha :D
i totally forgot there was econs consolidation tmw. how screwed!
aside from that and boring GP lessons (which i slept a good hour plus today), schools been ok. well if you dont wanna look into the grade aspect yup.
tmws FRIDAY.
i look forward to weekends and church tho it eats up SO MUCH of my time.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
tiring school day. straight lectures in a row. i couldnt keep my head up during lit lecture at all.
anyway went to meet kenneth who was not in school cos sick, and completed some integration. am supposed to be reading my history notes now but my brain currently looks like really mashed up potatoes. i have no idea how im going to last the long day tmw which has PE AND training as well. bad luck.
i wish i had a 'free-er' weekend; theres no such word of course. even
one empty afternoon would be nice. its nonstop activities day after day, week after week. i dont know how long i can last. weekends are quite worse than weekdays ironically.
well, heads up, heads right up.
its only the fourth week of school and our ever favourite economics department sent us their love through a whole compiled set of revision essay qns and case studies for micro AND macroeconomy of which we havent gone anywhere near completion. subtle way of telling us, WAKE UP LOOK AT THE MULTITUDE OF QUESTIONS YOU HAVE TO BE ABLE TO DO in this so very short months that will make up the horrendous year. college days pasts way too fast.
i wish i took h1 chem. no point griping about it now of course but still, sometimes you cant help it!
i mainly feel happy when i see some friends, and when the school day ends, and when the sleeping hour arrives. other that than, im about to become a walking zombie. im so damn tired, smiling is more of a chore than ever.
next week, history essay, lit CA essay, maths test. bloody brilliant isn it?
lets see who wins. me or time.
the start of tmw will see a grouchy me :(
Monday, January 22, 2007
school was pretty fun today. ahaha. now dont drop off your chairs. why? cos all lectures and tutorials were pretty easy to understand. nothing that i DONT understand anyway. unless i was half asleep or something.
anyhow pretty worried bout revision for last years work! i have this miserable sinking suspicion that i have forgotten EVERYTHING. i dont think any subject is remotely safe at all! and this year, i seem to have become incredibly
STUPID in maths which is ironically my best subject despite being an Arts student (at least according to grades). tsktsk la. i think its just integration. missing those lectures on integration completely screwed my foundational understanding of it man. :(
worried? damn right.
still slacking? sadly so.
was suppose to go complete my hw with brian and kenneth after school today, but instead i was attracted to the noise in the hall on the way to the library with them and happily slipped in to play for more than a good hour! badminton is still damn fun la. i adore the game for its technicalities, though the process can be a pain in the butt.
i dont think i quite believe in relationships in JC. especially in the first year of college. you have to find yourself, find your placing, find somesort of emotional stability especially with the different sorts of people you meet in college, and the horrid long school hours that makes everyone snappy and irritable. throwing a boyfriend or girlfriend into the equation merely screws things up. of course, most people did think they pretty much figured out themselves all along. how true that is, however, is a different story. of course, my list is still stuck in that bottom drawer which i do not think i will compromise. who wants to compromise their happiness? im pretty much happy with things now. i have God, i have some good friends and that is enough. i dont need the world. i dont need everyone to agree with me; that is simply not possible especially with the increasingly antagonistic ways of some of the fellow human race.
btw today i was quite amused by a stack of J1
science stream GP essays! pardon me la. lets not mention some of the queer grammar mistakes they made. but anyway, some of the terms they used (although by itself may have been vaguely impressive) were highly inappropriate and ill-used to the extent of hilarious! you can see the students attempting to combine the familliar secondary school style of using flowery descriptive language with some sort of (perhaps, misplaced?) arguement in the essay. the effect was rather interesting. it brighened up my day la HAHA :P sorry la i know damn mean but it was quite amusing ok! :D ok la i know my standard english is not fantastic, nor by any means, mind blowing. but at least, there is some sort of flow and structure as well as the right use of words at appropriate junctures!
the j1s really amuse me.
is it a demarkation of being old? LOL
its merely a year, but seems quite a difference
Sunday, January 21, 2007
whole lump of events this weekend.
definitely dramatic definitely affecting definitely exhausting.
three; trapped and enjoying
two; sparks aflyin'
one; lost, and the finding, the securing of placing
none; trasping around forest, dense, of text
lots of people i know are currently now in different states of The Game.
the looking, the finding;
the trying, the hoping;
the fighting, the leaving.
make or break.
who wins anyway?
its scary.
after trying __(number) time too many, disappointment aplenty. hard lessons you'll remember. cautious, wary. too wary?
anyway really tired. i havent really been home since i left the house at 9am. my brain is dead, my face looks like hell, and all i want to do is curl up on the bed.
pardon the riddles today.
procrastination.
and oh bother, i cant find my half done gp essay on the computer :(
I DONT WANNA REDO.
freak.
Saturday, January 20, 2007
weekends are swamped. i havent had the chance to breathe yet. class this morning, and my teacher thought my knowledge on the subject matter was an absolute horror. so much for being a decent student in mj eh? roflll. went to meet kenneth after that, some sort of house-hunting excursion for sometime before i traveled to church. cheer up la :)
church today was rockinnnnnn
im serious. pastor rachel's teaching was cool, worship was cool, uncle siowhui's msg was way cool too.
puts me in a very happy mood nevermind that church eats up my ENTIRE weekend. i have a total of like 3 hours over the entire weekend to do my homework can?
so pro right :S
hahaha i believe i can do it with His help.
ill be signing up for three days Ignite conference in march and going for church camp the last wk of hols in june right before block tests and mid years respectively still. if i honour God, he'll honour me. yup
but stil... ugh. mugging SUCKS :(((((((
i <3 livewire
i <3 God
Friday, January 19, 2007
s sq-ed day.
i hung around in homeroom, did some definite integral tutorials while waitin for brian to finish his class! my legs are aching, and the textbook (wrongly placed) in my sling bag made my shoulder sore worse. i hope the blueblack from badminton yesterday fades away soon! anyhow despite a bit of a mess in school, we finally made it to MP library quite late past four. haha i mainly read Gatsby la. like the maths tutorial, i REALLY cant do trigo integration man :( i have a huge problem with trigo rawr.
yanhong joined us after her trip to NUS.
kenneth, who was sick half way in school, came to find us at 6 plus! poor boy hit 40 degs la :( he can cook eggs on his forehead and face ^^
all pretty lethargic from the LONG week.
but hanging out with s-sq has never been much disappointing! in fact, it was quite fun :D today was till like 930 pm lah.
haha i realise how
OFTEN i see them man.
EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. hahaha but im not sick of them yet. i dont think i will be. theres a sense of easy comfortableness even if no one wants to say anything or has anything to say.
comfortable silence. i appreciate that, because its too easy to fall into an awkward lapse when no one has anything new to talk about.
anyway i was like eh we hang out so much but i realise that theres not even one single photo of the four of us. not sure who said but, it went:
oh yeah, but quite scandalous must keep it low profiled! hahahahahahaha so rubbish lor :)
<3
lots of things to do this weekend but i feel pretty screwed. i live in church on weekends. BOTH days. ugh. SO MUCH WORK TO DO. rawr. weekends are busier than weekdays. can you believe that, for an mj j2 student? aff.
i havent even completed my church essay on evaluation of the missionstatement and our progress nor picked my songs for worship. sighs
long night.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
tired.
its like everything has been rushing past me, far too fast to catch hold. maths quiz today was a big kill on the mood of the day. without the formula list, i was pretty much dead. anyway my brain died on me and i couldnt even remember how to diff and integrate sin4x which is REALLY sad la. maths is supposed to be one of my better subjects, but look at the way it is now :( anway i was dead exhausted, no idea why, and i slept thru GP. thursday are almost always awful days for me. the longest day PLUS pe PLUS cca. ok la badminton isnt that bad. its just tiring, but you get a kick from it.
time seems to past WAY too fast in j2.
the main happy point of the day was that dennis zhu the pig came back! :DDDDDDDDD hahaha it was REALLY good to see him and thanks for the hersh eys! :D i <3 chocolates. you have to come baclk more often la. it was quite like old times..
on a separate note, friends can be a good thing.
stable ones.
freak, something just completely spoilt my night. i hate it when ANYONE bangs into my room and
demands to use the laptop when im using it especially when i jlust started.
freak freak
freak.
sometimes, what id love, is for people to leave me alone. at home, in class. no i do not need tao hear your various comments and i honestly do not want to waste my energy sparring words with ANYONE. im tired and have more than enough things to settle than to waste my bloody time on you. so if you have nothing good to say, save it, and just leave me alone. and if anyone is wondering why im subdued in class, NO im not depressed NO im not suicidal NO im not angry.
i think catchin up on my work will put me in a good mood
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when the worlds fallin down
in You i will be found
im running into Your arms
always, always and forever
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
everyday so far has been pretty good, ive been pretty happy aside from being VERY tired. been coming home EVERYday at dinner time or even past dinner time. and not that my school has been ending late either. past three days ive been ending at 145pm but been hanging out alot esp with yh, kenneth, brian and some of the phobos two ogms!
i <3 phobosTWO la.
its like one damn big family.
especially S-Sq. haha all the stupid jokes about ahgong, and various phrases i dont want to name in fear of a resurgence of its use have been nothing short of hilarious.
(admittedly i am a little anxious of how certain things will turn out. in these cases, i can only see it far too clearly. well, its just hoping for the best and living the moment.)
the work load, however, leaves much to be desired.
im not on top of ANYTHING. it feels horrible.
im half way thru my hist outline which is dued tmw, i havent start anywhere on my maths quiz tmw, and theres still the income notes that i havent understooded a single bit as well as that horrid Environment GP essay to complete :( i HAVE to somehow get them done by friday. my weekends are absolutely off limits! i practically live in church on wkends.
discipline is the bane of my very existence.
but other than school work, michelle is a happy girl :D
pretty much.
swamped swamped swamped.
lets hope i dont DROWN in this system.
mhm a side thought, but anyway i
am happy and i do smile and such, but perhaps its only at my good friends that im comfortable with. -shrugs
does that tell you something?
Monday, January 15, 2007
i have no idea if im a pessimist, but i had this slight nagging feeling from the start.
still, its amazing how QUICK the cracks can start to appear. disturbingly so.
how fast can you patch it?,
before all substance drips out, drips, and drips empty.
precariously so?
i hope not of course.
"come and go" - a most unfortunate part, and perhaps even one of the most brutal truths, of this life.
i wished things were simpler, on an even ground. complexities; round and round. s-sq? perhaps c-sq would be more appropriate.
intricacies. manoveurving your way through the thread-thin boundaries of a web.
its crazy to emo after quite a few good days in a row.
Sunday, January 14, 2007
today, in short, was a
GREAT day. nothing short of great.
church was brilliant
and then i rushed back to meet yh, brian, kenneth at parkway (they were pooling) before going to my house. supposed to study la! hahaha. -smirks. i shall not elaborate any further. anyway thank God for such fantastic friends :)
anyway we forgot to eat dinner and only realised it at past 845pm before we decided to go for a nice walk to ECP before it was too late! we came back over an hour later past ten! weather-wise, brilliant. it was cool windy and we did plenty of stupid things which were quite hilarious including attempting to dance/learn/teach Accidentally in Love on a jetty all dark and without the music too. rofl. gayness. all in all, a great day.
S-squared. smirk smirk smirk.
<3
Saturday, January 13, 2007
yesterday (friday) was pretty much a brilliant day! 13 of my phobosTWO darling freshies/freshmen/yearones came to my place to slack and fool around. we met the bai-ka kenneth at tampines to do the neccessary food shopping amid much hilarity and arrived drippin wet at my place due to the awful raining weather.
anyway yes i
did help cook okay! and wash too! dont be too shocked. hahaha it was just campbell soup and organic alphabet macoroni la, it cant be TOO hard can it. and yeah la, of course i did get some help :P haha played rounds of cards including Indian Poker which is quite a stupid game but rather amusing, with much eating. (we ordered pizza as well!) by this time yanhong had turned up as well :D
most of us went pool after that. not my first time for sure, but anyway was so completely tired and wiped out from the past few days of training/school/activities that i more or less fell asleep at the pool centre for a short period of time!
anyway most left after dinner leaving only me kenneth yanhong brian hen. tralala that was i think, the most shuang part of the whole day. we were mucking about in my room and everyone was fighting for a bit of my bed/pillows/etc. hilarious.
all in all, a brilliant day :D
phobostwo is like family <3
i really feel the stress/pressure already. its pretty awful, and its ONLY the 2nd week of school! everything is going to steam roll from here. the climate is about as bad as the promos, but one of even more nervous anxiety and trepidation towards a greater evil :( i really have to buck up, i shall not slack so much anymore. i havent been home past few days early due to various dates with friends/school activities and so on. but from now on i promise to do my ALL my tutorials. or okay la, try to, at least.
no matter what, ill keep my head held up, always. nothing can be as bad as the early teen years. and for now, its just grades. tho in a sense it IS make or break, it isnt and will
not be the end of the world. i believe in a bigger purpose out there :D i do quite miss my church friends. ive been so busy and caught up with school this week that i have not had the time to
even chat with them online!
anyhow a friend talked to me yesterday in school. the definition of love? i think its pretty complex. but what i know for sure is that love, is a CHOICE. you just got to find that person who you can enjoy, work with, deal with and stick to it. theres no such thing as perfection of cos. but obviously, you wont try to work something out with someone that is at odds with your own principles. that is plain... foolishness.
haha, of course the hard part is, finding that person that you can enjoy, work with, deal with. how hard is that? plenty.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
today started off good and cheerful enjoying breakfast in macs, in quiet in peace. recess was fun, as always.
things started going downhill from there, lessons were horrific and today was plagued by a series of migraines, stomach cramps, and even dizziness. throw in a certain person's caustic remarks from my class, i wasnt in any good mood at all tho i
DID try not to seem too off color. of course, another person from a class or two down had to throw in another remark at this unfortunate point (during lunch) which only worsened my headache while i was TRYING to study econs.
and yeah, i read only three lines.
BUT thank goodness for
badminton.
it cheered me up greatly. training was remarkably slack today!
the usual group goofed about, and some of the J1s do seem really nice! some of them like quite seh la, from main team as well. i really miss badminton of the first three months in j1. its not been the same since
admittedly i do keep an interest in maintaining some sort of an image.
bout econs tomorrow. OH GOSH. HELP ANYONE?
im hoping tmw's gathering goes all fine.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
overseas will not work
main land is an empty sea.
interesting msn conversations with various people tonight. some insights, some laughs.
never mind the guilt of it all. i havent done ANY work i feel like absolute shit-o. also nevermind that that word does NOT exist in the cambridge dictionary. (i dont work at this time of the night)
some people you have to leave behind eventually.
who tho?
who?i dont want to, but a fact's a fact.
physically wiped out. i dont know why im
this exhausted, this is seriously not normal.
too many times i feel lost in the crowds
in the big school that mj is.
acquantainces too many.
far too many.
went to see the J1's CCA Recruitment.
pierre's phototaking took so damn long! and sitting in the middle of zukai pierre and derrick during lecture is absolute.. torture haha! half the time i was dying of embarrassment half the time i was trying to stifle my laughter with the incredibly stupid/gay things they can come up with. and as you have guessed, i didnt learn anything from this maths lecture :O
love is such a tricky thing.
i dont believe in the whole fall-in-love-in-first-sight crap. fallin in love in first sight with someone's LOOKS, maybe thats more possible. itd be much easier for all of us if God just presented us a scroll with the person's name when we turn 18 or 21. that'd be MUCH easier for goodness sakes'
and i definitely do not understand who in the world who propose at an age of
20. its plain crazy and illogical.
anyway i have known for ages overseas relationships are the most unpractical things in the world, and the least likely to work out. but disappointing people is so hard.
i wont compromise of course.
on a completely different note, i cant wait to drive :D
and im still trying to figure out the balance.
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
was supposed to find pierre to do some catching up on overdued work. obviously that didnt (and would not
ever) turn out ever too good! hahahaha. hes full of crap la. ok actually i completed like um half a maths question :S i really got to get the video from shu de of the scandalous version of Tokyo Drift!
met some of the phobosTWO people at atrium after school :D so cute la haha some of them kena slotted for second round CHOIR. roflllll :P i think its hilarious. anyway happy are the days that i can end so early! never before, with double chinese periods 2, 3 times a week last year! yayyy lol. oh and pearlyn and jocelyn were so sweet to write a card :D its going into my letters' box!
feeling rather cheerful as tmw is all lectures and NO TUTORIALS i.e. no dued homework yet! :D
of course econs case studies is always a pain in the ass.
complete that and mclaurins' id be pretty much happy :D
school still does kind of feel weird without the likes of shinyu and dennis and so on. pretty much quiet in class. jabbering can be quite unneccessary at times. feeling rather lethargic and sore still. shall hang around school tmw for CCA selections! would be rather interesting i would say ^^
btw
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABRINA NG HUAYMIN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZENG JIAYI!<33
Monday, January 08, 2007
first ACTUAL day of school.
it felt completely weird. no more orientation, no more freshies, no more cheering. just holed up in class after class. im still trying to get used to normal school again.
seeing the J1s makes me, in one word,
envious.
they were just wandering around the atrium while i was running to my next class (already late as usual lol). some of them looked so young. the fun for them, starts here and now, while im pretty much flooded with notes to copy from past lectures ive missed and stuff to read up as well. its only been a year, a REALLY short year. time seems to pass way too fast. im kind of feeling lost already in the work pile. anyway i hope they enjoy this time period of slacking. it wont be
as fun after this, not especially in year two.
i pretty much miss Orientation. i pretty much miss PhobosTWO as well :(
too bad i didnt get to see them today besides that one time before i sprinted to class.
class feels weird today, without shinyu without mel without sally and soon, without jiayi. i didnt get to see any of my outside class friends either, who would have cheered me up greatly!
needless to say, i was in quite a quiet mood today cept for the Lit period when they had this weird guy come in to do Drama with us. it was mainly quite hilarious with some of the ridiculous acting everyone had to do.
still pretty much exhausted from the past wk's activities. i slept from 4 to 8 pm today, completely out of it. PE wasnt too fun, since when running rounds around the track is?
im just looking forward to the weekend when i get to go to church again :D
Sunday, January 07, 2007
ive been pretty much picturing it.
yes, its been a long wait. but like pastor rachel says things dont happen overnight. i reallyreallyreally hope it works out.
serena sent me an sms about schoolWORK that kinda kicked me out of rahrah-land back into reality. so much i havent done. a hard slap in the face to wake up
rather lethargic now.
i shall stop gaming once and for all. a lvls are up and i dont want a bunch of Cs.
'I take them to your cross and leave them there
Captured by this grace
I’m free at last '
greatest gift, by matt redman.
Saturday, January 06, 2007
how was ORIENTATION?
pretty good :)
im
reallyreally proud of phobosTWO la. especially on the last day when i saw that they were cheering the loudest :D hahaha. the campfire wasnt as wild as last year's O2 but as long as the j1s enjoyed it, its cool. anw phobosTWO was super sweet la. they gave all the ogls (i.e me yanhong marilyn kenneth jasmine) this cute star thing on the last night. so sweet right? :) on thurs night, the day before campfire night, we were pretty much rushing to make the freshies' gifts late at night. the initial idea was to stuff gel into the tiny bottles and fit the letters spelling PhobosTWO out. however, attempts to stuff them with gel using a variety of spoons, straws and even ChuppaChups sticks failed miserably, and the Yoshinoya staff thought we were half crazy to ask them to chop off the head off the lollipop and the lady at the BahKua stall glared when we took some toothpicks to fix the letters in. also we couldnt find the normal macaroni letters, only the organic version which is really quite expensive! in short, we were desperate to the point of shameless haha! we finally settled WITHOUT the gel, and with the letters in the bottles.
anyhow pretty good ending despite everything. and i got a darker tan i believe! :D
superduper tired, sore all over still and left ankle is still pretty much problematic after MMM, which started being completely unbearable on the last day hence resulting in me being rather quiet on that day!
got quite a bit of work to complete, but im really in no state to do anything much.
youth today was not bad. food as always, is <33
i missed my class, LOL.
ps JASMINETANRUIHUAN thanks for the card and the lovely earrings! <33 haha totally pocahontas :D
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
to sum up the first day of J1 Orientation in ONE word?
exhausting.
waking up at unearthly hours of 5 am is a horrid idea. anyway at first i was quite disappointed that the freshies were quite quiet la, cos our batch was definitely more wild!
okay, but then again its only the 1st day so yup it will definitely get better and it did as we did CSI and Accidentally in Love and so forth. with MMM tmw, ill trust it will only get better and better.
as for CSI, YAYY
PHOBOS NUMBER ONE! :D
hope im not missing TOO much lessons. sigh. i was pleasantly surprised that i looked forward to seeing my classmates again :)
am going to sleep. early for a change.
am unbelievably TIRED :(
Monday, January 01, 2007
i took a total of THREE strolls to the beach today.
the first time was by myself. i was in a plain lousy mood and i was praying as i walked to the beach and back.
second time with darren and third with all of the rest of the youths!
thank you God for cheering me up :)
i asked and
i received.
the Experiment on the beach that me tim and joan conducted later with the help of sarah, was quite successful. our hypothesis has been proven correct. it was quite hilarious to see events folding out according to our estimation. point is, xw and xp will always be the
North Poles and the rest, the Souths. ;)
anyhow Indian Poker was fun. the point of the game was to play with only your good friends as the forfeits were like hugging someone else. (i feel kinda bad that some people werent allowed to play la.. but i sure would be uncomfortable hugging someone i dont particularly know
well) anyhow hahahaha saboing is fun. of course i got sabo-ed. poor timothy la. haha its THE gayest rumour ever. it was quite an interesting night, all taken in good fun between friends :)
thank you God. you gave me much more than i expected.
lets hope tmw shall not be a boring day.
as for hw... ugh. lets not even go there.
as to the bunch who were playing Indian Poker tonight,
thank you for the fun. i needed it :)
planning to do for this saturday :D i hope they enjoy it.
