had a sort of arguement with her.

she came back home and started asking what time i woke up. i said 10am, which to me is a perfectly reasonable time. anyway thing was the night before i asked my dad to call me on my phone to wake me up or something at 830am cos i wanted to start workin early since it is the last weekday before the damned promos. he didnt call and i woke at 10. thats not the point cos it wasnt his fault but she threw a big fuss/tantrum all bout my discipline and that it was "bad to wake up late". ffs, 10 am isnt late. honestly, if you sleep for five hours everyday of the school term on top of trainings, you'd be dead tired too if you were human. i dont see whats wrong in a once in a while waking up late. afterall, most of this week too, study leave week, was spent in school, i.e i went school normal school hours. she started yellin that i was irresponsible and ill disciplined that i had troubled people to wake me up and i didnt wake up. so fine, point taken i said i wouldnt ask anyone to wake me up anymore. since she had no point to claim, she threw out a second condition, "only if you wake up at 8am (on non school days & weekends)" this point i refuted, after all there is no wrong in sleeping in a little later on say, saturday, after a long tiring pieceofshit week in mugridian jc. somehow she linked this with me not attendin last sunday's church service. if only i woke up 2 hours earlier, i would have gone to church. utter rubbish la! reason why i didnt go church on sunday is cos after church, my energy would be so sapped up i'd sleep the afternoon away and thats as good as wasting the entire day. besides i go for youth on saturday.. and i never ever not go to church. this is my first time in years. -.- from this she started yelling on how i was a complete slacker and that whatever talent i had was wasted. and that i should be doin tonnes of times better. and that i didnt put in an ounce of work. i got damn pissed i tell you.

firstly its as good as saying i havent done a single thing. and in mugridian jc, or even in the singapore educraption system, you cannot not do anything. 'slackers' in singaporean times are not the trueblue bonafide slackers. its just a relative term. i may not have mugged exceptionally hard, but completing hw itself is a damned chore, especially if theres no way i can ever complete them all. further more, i did do decent on mid years. it means that i DID something. and hello? ITS DAMN BLOODY STRESSFUL in mugridian. looking at my friends, the rest they chiong is scary. heck, you see some of them crying in the middle of class. it pressures me to no end.

she should just learn to accept her dear daughter has zero interest in studyin. but its a responsibility and a requirement to get anywhere, and i will fulfill it.

i dont plan on becoming a beggar, or working at McDonalds thanks.

its amazing how one minute issue can become so damned big. she just wants to win, needs to win. in most cases, i'd give in, cos i prefer to curl up in my own room and be left alone. in this case, she know nuts about how this damn system is driving me fucking crazy and paranoid, she has no right say and she should just shut her trap. her daughter is trying to survive in this system and she should be supportive for once. its no long the 1970s my dear.

oh and her parting shot as my father told me to go to my room to cool off? "shes just not happy cos i talked to her while she was watching tv"

that was the STUPIDEST thing i ever heard of.
i can respect you, but really, please leave me alone.

because of this i have to top the class again, and probably in every subject as well. i cant come in second, cos she will proclaim that yes her verdict is true, that i am found guilty for the crimes as accused above, which is all rooted in sleeping once in a while later than usual. -.-

its a horrible feeling.
especially since i know that im not able to mug as extensively as the rest of them

i think im one of the rare (insert expletive here)-head who blogs frequently during the chaomugchiong period for promos.

which equates to me WASTING time
since each post takes up a good half hour to hour at times while i contemplate what i wish to reveal, what not, or maybe just chatting online whilst blogging.

rawrr.



tag replies-
angela- you too! :)
melanie- LOL sally damn random lah :S
weeyang- aff, even if i got all As i dont think ill be satisfied anw :S and umm sorry cant rmb! :( haha my memory stinks lah. mugging is bad for health :S
anon.- haha thats one of the biggest lie, ever! i think you're quite delusional lol :o rofl
sherm- atta boy ^^
hying- hahaha OKAY and movies too! i have this long list of things i need to buy and shows to watch ;p

night biking is seriously therapeutic :)

my daily schedule is completely OFFtrack. rawr.
maybe id enjoy studyin if i did it at my own pace. then again, if i did things at my own pace and i had a choice, i wouldnt do it at all. its a plain lack of any interest whatsoever. its not pertinent in any area of my life.

its just a responsibility, nothing more.

its scary when people place an overemphasis on things as mundane as studying. sure, you need to study to get thru school to get a job. but is it so neccessary, if studying completely takes over your whole life and it only makes you feel incredibly bleak? or that it causes you to question your self worth, and shake your self esteem?

for me, its happiness above everything else.
of course born and bred like any other Singaporean, theres that inate niggling feeling in you that wants you to whup everyone else's asses, especially if you've done it before. aff, its plain disgusting the way we're all shaped. afterall, its good to be content for a change...

i want to be content.

HADY MIRZA WON SINGAPORE IDOL.
as expected. ^^ he's the more versatile one whose vocals take on a whole new meaning to pristine clarity. he deserved it more than that ah beng lah. haha okok jonathan is okay i guess, but he doesnt appeal to me, neither physically nor vocally. at least hady got the vocals to pat.

OH and today's result show was what i was waitin for la. i like the songs the other finalists sang esp nurul's. choice of song was niceee am gnna download the song later :) and they all sing better without the pressure from competition lah. joakim included, so much better! hes cute haha

anw went to school today, had consults, played tennis, studied a bit.
i got some of my tan back after last fri's tennis and today's! and no la, i hardly play them just that the badminton courts (hall) is blocked up with tables and halls for exams, so cant play badminton :(

i dont wanna be anythin but extraordinary.

i pander i await
it had never felt this long before

all my burdens Unto You Lord;
the Rock upon which i stand

singapore idol.
hady deserves to win. his vocals are obviously much clearer esp when you compare the song that they both sang. and, jonathan quite beng lah honestly :S

nothin much per se
but i guess, maybe its time to step in into the rat pack, the rat race.
just for one week.

im tryin. :(

upon the Rock of which i stand,
i have the peace of heart.

today was pretty much incredible; mellow, smooth sailing day
yes and i managed to play some tennis after school before extra chinese with ken kakwai zk. i got abit of my old tan back :D yayness. haha nevermind that tennis isnt as fun as badminton. aff, some of them were laughing at my strokes. got a bit of that badminton thing going on lool

i thank God for today, for my friends, for being there for me.
things been botherin me lately, but today, it all felt so good

i didnt sleep in that over an hour long extra chinese class either! :)
and i kinda got the hang of SOME vectors. like finally lah. finally.

to my dearest friends, don't give up. give it our best shot for the next one week and its ALL OVER. lots and lots of love as always. :)

i know He's on my side.

the Rock upon which i stand;

haha i PASSED history essays test. whoots, what a laugh. but qn one was complete rubbish lahhh. all the same, it gives me a sense of hope and a little more motivation to bother bout history, since i seem to have a sliver of chance after all :S

- and we're fine.

even if i seem like i dont want to talk, just being there can be good enough..

tag replies:
huiyi- you too, for O's! :)
avy- id like to know too
xiwen- hahaha i hope so too lah. i mean i seem to expect more than im putting in :S see how lah hahaha
sabrina- damn EVIL okay sabrina :( hahahah ummmm yeah lah darren busymann ^^ but then again, whack you nevermind lah :D
sally- hahahaha dammmn random okay kwongyingma

we're all actors,
and damn good ones as well.

be it for defensive reasons, pure laziness or just for the thrill of getting away with all those fronts put up

sometimes i wonder whats real.
who's real.
who'd stick by you in the tough times.

even a halfwitted twit would respond that he would stick by his friends;
but talk can be too cheap sometimes, all words and no substance.

when youre happy and have everythin going for you, people flock to you like bees to honey. its pretty much, when you dont, when you're down and out when you glimpse what could be real

its too easy for people to flock to you like bees to honey when you have it all going for you. humans are inately superficial, materialistic. its just to what extent.

tag replies:
jiayi- hhaha you should know la. one hand got grotesque another hand got scandal in CLASS :o LOL :P
sabrina- CAN RECOGNISE OKAY. ^^ besides whats wrong with darren? hahahahahaa
angela- zukai's ALWAYS scandalous lah :D
joan- haha okay only lah
avy- lol? poor boy.
heppe- ROFL. whos this anw
jacob!- hahah you too! :)

the weeks comin to an end, it seems all too fast already.
i accept what awaits me.

- feasible vs the idealistic.
lets see how two direct opposites clash

and incase i dont blog for the next two days,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XP :)

found this interesting haha, sort of a revision of 23rd Psalms just for students. esp MJ ones


LOL :)

anyway they changed my worship team :( it was THE best musician set up okaayy. but not so bad la, my new arrangement is still relatively decent haha. i got the same people cept for one, but all in different arrangements. like xp drummer boy's playing bass and xw the pianist is playing drums. LOL lah.

school is but one word, dull.
will be utmostly glad when the whole thing is all over AND THEN, maybe we can be more alive. keeping awake in econs and maths, heck ANY class, is a torture. im really trying my best to keep awake. pure lethagy.

i guess mostly im have the peace of the heart, which is really important, no matter how daunting the task is set up ahead of me. the MANY things i have yet to complete. but hey, i trust and i believe for His help. ill make it. even if not, im sure there's a purpose for everything and ill learn to accept it there and then

but ofcos one still hopes, that ill make it and ill make it good. hahhaa

SOLID PROOF that XP is a mugger :o
in CHURCH and of all subjects, history :S hahahahaa.

newspapers are so damn interesting nowadays

north korean government makes US supernote- fake money.
imf makes a good political read
and views of Singapore too.


when it all falls apart- the veronicas

i think im losing sight of a lot of things.
today was pretty much a downside day, am extremely tired, and to top it off, nothing particularly amusing happened. i mean, its 06A201 we're talking about.

hah.
and yes, i see the beginning of some sort of class segregation coming up.

and the psycho in me is vaguely amused, interested in the unrolling of certain other events.
we shall see.

i chuse to not to disclose what i know about other people. hah, you'll be so surprised.

i miss the first 3 terms of school.
i hardly see jasmine pierre dennis about in school anymore, cos their in science :(
i hardly get to talk to my secondary school good friends much, we're all choked up with our all schedules

i hardly know what the heck im doin anymore

im getting ridiculously anal.

arts stream is fun, but it drives you nuts as well.
conrad is a good example. DAMN YOU CONRAD :( heart of darkness is a disgusting book.

but even worse, they turned Pride & Prejudice from a simple old love novel to some... over analysed piece of junk. take for example, princess diaries. it can be your P&P in 50 years and who knows, they might just take it as some hidden meaning lit text and go analysing why the princess kept tripping or something like that. -.- its stupid.

lit is such a bunch of crap sometimes
and yes, im banging on about it cos im struggling through Heart of Darkness. i havent even read finish the book la.

and im way behind my schedule. i cant seem to pack everything in 2 hours a day. rawr

Sometimes I wonder what I really want in life;
And if its all going to pay off..


And I wonder why I am so unmotivated as well, and nonchalant about almost everything. I cant give two hoots about anything. And in times like these, I wonder sometimes, if I would give a crap even if my parents or some friends got into a major accident.

Harsh but true.
I, myself, do not know the answer. I find sympathy and comfort so awkward sometimes. Honestly, how do you comfort a person who's in pain?

When im in pain, I just want to be left alone, at least for most times.
Its nice when people care, but it can get too suffocating at times.

I am extremely open in most areas, but the things that I never talk about, I safeguard very jealously, and intensely. Things, no one else will probably ever know, things that I myself, hate to think about.


We haven't talked in about five days, and im up to there with it.
Im almost done with the damn thing altogether. I think im going to give one last chance and I wont ever bother about it again once ive made closure.

tag replies-
sabrina- haha that was SO SARCASTIC lah! shakes head-
nicole- mhm i dunno i was hoping it was some CUTE downunder GUY lah ;) haha
jacob- haha its different! i was original, by least ^^

SCANDALOUS: one pair of gays (footsie!), and two unlikely pairs (jiayi & zukai, sabrina & darren). thank God, fake ones ^^


im freaking useless at vectors and i want to scream.
if only it was like trigo, i could easily not give a hoot about it. too bad its such a damn major topic and i dont get ANY of it.

dont tell me im exaggerating either.
i assure you im not.

i fecking hate vectors.
screw you. that and summations.

the rest are cakes, when prodded will collapse.

:( ive never been so angsty in a blogspot before :(

natasha's baking is damn nice la :D
she'll make a good housewife. smirks ^^

today's worship, i think my vocal range is SHRINKING. lack of practice lah. i mean, where got time?! in fact my keyboard at home is only sitting away, collecting dust :S but ill get back at it after promos.

yes, and gaming too :D i miss gaming, well as much as i did before haha.

i'll do everything for You,
even if im not the slightest bit interested in it.

and really, when you read more, you find more and more hidden gems,
and YES i agree, the direction lies in one word; evangelism. thats the reason why i picked the last song today :)

im hooked on the veronica's when it all falls apart

: guys can be more emo than girls; how disturbing.

and i think, the worst thing you can ever do to someone you care about, is to ignore.

ill be taking off braces after promos. 30th Oct.

CANT WAIT.

the promos still seem ages away. dont think the reality of it has really sunk in, good.

and today, it was raining like crap. and stupid me forgot that there was ANOTHER bus that could bring u to mrt station without getting drenched, from a different bus stop. jasmine laughed at me :(

i hope tmw's worship goes all good, havent led in some time cos of other duties and stuff.

06A201 is plain lunatic

current class craze-
words: 'hamsum" and "kom-firm"

haha and esp that phrase "hamsum" is also used on this poor boy that they dont really know. haha but accordin to sabri, theres no hate. rofl.

my 'mugging' takes place 2 hours a day from 8 to 10pm
its not much, but its a start ^^

tag replies-
manel- hahaha okiee. anw MUG hard yeah ^^ btw wanna come along w me to melbourne end year? ;p
jacob- yah LAME rofl
sabri- you wanna come all the way to katong meh? hahaha
hannah- yah :(
weeyang- thankew i suppose? mug is :(
shinyu- haha WOW lah shin. two instead of one. lol you win ^^
jiayi- such constant reminder :o but yah i need it rofl. my SRI LANKAN maid! wheee~

okay ive kinda mentally gone thru what i need to cpmplete in three weeks and i am...

depressed.
very much so :(

i didnt realise the extent of what i was to cover, especially with the likes of Lit and Hist. i always assumed Lit was a subject you neednt give two hoots about. and as for Hist, as retaining is NOT an option, looks like i have to start studyin for it after all.

at least with mid years, i knew what i needed to cover, so i just hit the most crucial spots for all subjects in 3 days since i was overseas the rest of the time. but grrrrrr, thanks to my extremely laid back, lackadaisical mannerisms in class this term, i can safely say i dunno most of this terms, and forgetten most of last terms'. lets hope a quick flip thru will just do the trick.

dont be surprised if i dont update for a bit,
cos it'd only mostly be about why am/am not studying, what i have to study, why i am so dead, and if i have that little sliver of hope to grab hold to.

probably only interesting socially memorable days will be taken note of.
gah.

i cant believe my life is reduced to such a state.

hands off the pc, teevee, and over sleeping.
and hey! even reading those bloody history notes will do me more good (i hope) than those trash shows like america's next top model.

after all, whos figure is more important? the figure of some lauya wannabe model who ive never heard before, or those figures that will taint my report book for the next year and half, and make or break my supposed bright and shining future?

the answer is only too obvious.

pray pray pray!

everyone says
you're capable, you can do it.

lets see how true that proves to be.

i think im just damn blessed by God cos ive been slacking way too much, and i passed every single test this term. or rather the last term lol since its the start of a new one. and i dont believe that anyone can be on this 'lucky/God-blessed' streak as i am on, regardless of intelligence.

im prayin that He will help me zoom 10x faster in my revision. i sure as heck need it

and,
i WILL start my revision today
but that dont mean ill be up to 1 am either :S

OKAY
im not gnna wear those really fitting jeans for ages to come, until i get myself back to shape. i dont quite like what i see.

all the trying to study and eating is making whats left of ANY figure go down the drain. ill stick to skirts till then. sighs.

:(

i definitely losing muscle definition :(
-

OH! btw im kinda happy that brad pitt still loves jennifer aniston lah, at least according to those (reliable?) tabloids. i mean, they used to be the symbol of hope and a decent marriage in a place as whacked up as Hollywood after all. and i dont like that he shacked up with angelina jolie so easily. i mean, there are plenty of hot and nubile actresses around after all, so he is going to dump angelina for let say, eva longoria now? okayokay, im hoping they patch up, even though i like angelina jolie. but i prefer her as an individual than part of a pair. :S

haha okay this is so random lah

1 Corinthians 9: 24 - 27
i guess, fight on?

1 Corinthians 10: 31
So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.

its so damn hard sometimes to be a living example, in every single thing you do.
including your attitude towards others, even people you cannot stand; or maybe you just dont give a crap about your studies you have no interest anyway, but it all comes back to that phrase again. "for the glory of God" - things that have to be done, i believe in it, but it feels like some sort of a burden at times.. especially at times like this.

one is bound to have slip ups one time or the other
but i think i slipped up far too often.

some people make it seem too damn easy.
-

drained i suppose.
running on empty

ill reply tags another time.

joce came over yesterday, i think i ate more than i studied, we brought food and ordered additional macs at 1 am :S
heck it wasnt even studyin lah, i was colouring my paper

rawrr.
but having the chance to hang out with one of your really good friends from tk, was really fun.

haha, but major guilt trip lah.
MAJOR :(

God bless me. i cant retain, i really cant.
its the anti-thesis of 'michelle' lahh :(
-

its good to enjoy singleton.
i can attribute several reasons that i shant bother to name..

carpe diem?
i wish.

did i mention i enjoy doing PW now? hah. escapism

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as down to earth and reliable. Overall, your true self is reserved and logical. With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress.

hahahaha yahhh i always seem oblivious ^^

Your EQ is 140

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

I TOLD YOU LAH hahahahaha. my parents used to say i had low EQ, cos im plain bochap. and since only biggest losers get under my skin, i know of one big loser in mj ^^ sorry, dont mind me, i couldnt help but take a hit at you, you know who you are..

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice themYou take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be pickyYou aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounterIt may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

yeah, my church guys tell me that all the time :S

a friend said " michelle equates to nonchalance"
hmm?

blogthings is so damn funny lah, you can spend HOURS on it :D

starclique.com is one of the most retarded things ever. i was receiving lots of invites lately, so i wanted to check out the latest 'craze'. yah to join you have to submit your hotmail address book, so, my apologies to those who received my trash invitation to it, DONT BOTHER JOINING. waste time only. i just added my entire address book lah, cos if you want to choose who to ask you have to UNCHECK everyone :X such a nuisance to uncheck, so i just added everyone lol.

anyway went to parkway with nat today, bought tim's birthday present ^^

joce is coming over later :D

and yahhhh i havent started any work today :(
i hate this.

OH yesterday was watching Singapore Idol and JASMINE TYE looks kinda um fat :S her dress her jeans all seem too tight and bursting at the seams :S hahaha i never really noticed it till now i guess. oh! and joakim gomez looks cool with specs ^^

tag replies:
jon.k- haha everytime i see you in my house i go OH NO. lol, you shd know why ^^ damn gay btw
denise- you're welcome :)
sally- really?? umm OKAY you join and ill go support you with placards. hahaha DAMN FUNNY LAH cant imagine you dancing about on the stage rofl.
weeyang- so you think you can sing is it? bet you sing worse than amin, and he sounds like a frog without diaphrams :S hahaha, dont bully sally!!

tag replies-
mel- who doesnt :( plus your 'prepare' yourself is taking ages hahhaa :p
shinyu- o.o attack who? :OO rofl
sally- umm are u sure? haha why suddenly say that?
qiuyin- :D study hard for end years!
bibi- BIBI :D hahahaa
xw- we insist ^^ like TODAY okay?? lool
ethan & lili- umm?

okay been majorly slacking off, superduper guilt trip lah. and yes i just woke up :S sighs. promos seem to be doomsday for me :( &^*& everyones mugging, and worst thing, i want to, too! rawwrr.

for the record i havent started on any revision.
:(

i should hands off the computer more, my laptop's too distracting!

oh yes i cut my hair yesterday and its SHORT. hahahaha well it'll grow back before adeline's wedding i believe.

im sounding more desperate day by day, promos is turning me into a complete psychopath. OH the highlight of this week tho, is JOCE is staying over my house on friday! :D yay i miss her so much. and maybe JOY will be able to make it as well hahaha :)

and sorry nat, i know i was supposed to go shopping with you today :o

4 names you go by: michelle, mich, michelle, and michelle
4 things that scare you: going to hell, failing promos, not meeting the right one, becoming super ugly
4 things you are wearing right now: FBTs, converse tee, black and purple earrings jas bought from england, mickey necklace
4 of your favorite bands or musical artists (at the moment): hillsongs, planetshakers, kelly clarkson, click5
4 things you want in a relationship (other than real love): faithfulness, fun, no disagreements, comfortableness
4 truths: im taller than you (probably :p), i game, i eat, i love music
4 physical things that appeal to you (in the opposite sex): nice legs (not skinny thanks), pleasant face features, a good height, and some pacs ^^
4 of your favorite hobbies: music badminton eating sleeping
4 things you want really badly: to be more toned hah im losing whatever stomach muscles i had :S, more clothes, slingbag, umm nothing really
4 places you want to go on vacation: been to most cept for africa or europe.
4 things you want to do before you die: get married, achieve something spectacular in my life, expand the youth, have a good holiday without getting guilt trips
4 ways that you are stereotypically a dude/chick: i wear skirts, have ear holes, likes shopping, and i prefer guys to date ^^
4 things you are thinking about now: why its 2 pm and i havent started studying, why am i gaming, i need some chips, take it all by hillsongs!
4 stores you shop at: mango, topshop, isetan, ummm, adidas?
4 people who should do this: xiwen, xiaowen, chris, jasminetan

ripped off joan's.
shall tag reply later :)

history essay test today was in short: @^!%!&@*!
i havent even read my extension notes, so there was no way i could cococt anything for essay one lah :( essay two slightly better. anw usually for history essays, you usually dont have the time to even complete your essays, but brilliant me had more than half hour to spare. :S yes, i had that much, or rather, little, to write lah :(

i dont wanna retain cos of history.
i will start my revision this week! and i mean it... those who count yourself as my friend, do me a favour and NAG me to start pls :S

ken was so nice lah to come all the way to school to pass me the calculator shina borrowed from me ^^ anw i finally feel that PW group is finally moving, wheee~ we about to complete a decent first draft of WR, finally ;) we were all chatting bout relationships. seems like when you get older, the more complicated it gets rawrr. now, only if God can just give us an enclosed message with our future partners names to open when we're 21. it makes things so damn much easier, doesnt it?

haha, guys suck lah ^^ root of all evil LOL. mel and i were telling ken that guys were the root of all problems and that guys sucked. and poor ken was busily defending the male species.

i <3 mel & shinyu & everyone else in 06A201! God blessed me with such nice classmates hahaha

i really must mug lahhhhh. everyone is, BUT I HAVE NOT :( talk about mega guilt trip.

short quiz:
now-
what are you sitting on: my bed on top of two (different) heart shaped pillows.
what are you doing: EOM :(
what do you wanna do: sleep watch tv party but ace promos anyway
who do you love: darlings from 06A201, jasmine pierre dennis (they set as a set ^^) and a truckload of other mj friends such as my chinese class, damn hilarious and so on. ALSO, livewire! youths as well as my deaerest bestie whos been so damn busy in melbourne nicoletanwanpin as well as um the orchard moppies.
who do you like: in that way? hahhahaa. ask me yourself ^^
what kinda guys do you like: tall somewhatathletic somewhatintelligent somewhatdecentlooking DONT SAY IM FUSSY :(
what kinda girls i like: hahahahahaa. any type, im lesbian :O riight.
who i can never like: um, darren from youth?? LOL no offence. and amin.

finally HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE! :) many happy wishes.

the rest, heads up ^^

when you play with fire,
expect to get burnt.

too bad singleton's not for me, at least not for life anyway ;)

was chatting with a friend online, a particular cheese, anyway point is, my head is leveled and clear and am being ultra cautious ^^

it kinda brought some memories back to head anw.
computer is bad, i was supposed to read finish my notes :S

its not happening

tag replies
joan- LOL. like i said, auction for it or smthg
will- hahaha when it come out then say k? :)

went to school with adora at 11am to study for history test tmw. history is the ultimate pain in the ass to study for. rawrr. i kept bitching about it lah whilst i tried to figure out and arrange my damn notes. it doesnt help either that the notes are shaped like a mere story book; it is not done in a clear, analytical style. some of it isnt in correct chronology anw :S

i wrote down notes for what i studied today in point form, and yippee, i did one and a half sides on end of cold war >< i havent even touched extension of cold war okay :(

ok i admit i was kinda distracted lah, with history being so damn unappealing, but i tried so damn hard okay to focus. im no way near completion for tmw's test, and ive to do vectors for tmws maths consultation and WR for tmw's PW of which im half way i think. i dont want to write a rubbish report and hand up for handing up sakes.

and yes by 345pm, i was tired exhausted and fell into a deep sleep on those icky canteen tables for 3/4s of a good hour :S

tell me why im even bothering to slog my guts out (at least for today) for history?
yah okay, i dont wanna get retained lah :(

still am not feeling well. sick. how disgusting, just when i have SO MANY THINGS TO COMPLETE! sighs

latas people.
hope a couple of panadols will do the trick

am feeling rather sick now. ok, scratch that. am sick right now :(

that plus history test on tues, plus the fact that ive not so much read my notes before = stress
then too much stress = crazily high

sighs. i tried to study history, but i kept falling asleep lah :(
bloody thing.

anw haha LIVEWIRE! photos rock, there's joan's photobucket as well, go get it from her. but we all look damn retarded in them lah ^^ my current favourites are aim!, ruth & 'daddy', as well as throw kenneth and throw xp :)

loaded more photos into my phone. i love the 1Gig flashdisk ^^

am rather excited bout tmw, get to get what my friend sent from overseas. it was posted to xiwen's :D hehh.

time to sleep, gotta wake up early to find xiwen, then get my sorry ass to school :(
lata

okay, i deleted my posts, seems like too many photos = problem.

if you want the photos, get the link from me, sms me, msn me whatever.

anyway yes, back from camp at church :)
praising God, friends, eating, sleeping, eating, friends, jam jam jam!

have to go study history later :( sighs. stupid test on tuesday
maybe later East Coast Park with some of the youth :D

i really have to mug?? so much to do, dunno where to start, dont want to start either. sighsighsigh

tag replies-
nicole- haha its a dress bought in melbourne! :P
jasmine- did you pon school :O :O :O LOL ;)
hannah- yup, but kinda weird lah. maybe the whole email thing reflects her um single status?? hahaha
adora- hah back? lool
jiayi- you act like youve seen him before! hahaha. i bet you are lydia in hiding riight? regret chasing after um wickham? LOL <33

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