a mass email headed "a random thought" from a MJ Lit teacher:

"Mr Wee and I were discussing P&P and he is of the mind that P&P should be under
the list of 'controlled items' (yes, like drugs and guns). He thinks P&P is
dangerous in how it perpetuates the myth that men like Darcy exist. Haha. (He's
just jealous). darcy's super rich, noble blood, handsome and intelligent.

I believe we need Austen precisely because men like Darcy seem to be extinct in
our day and age. Sigh. A girl needs to dream... ^^

But on that note - girls, it might not be totally wise to wait for a Darcy to
appear in your lives. Unless you don't mind risking the possibility of ending up
a spinster. hahahaha!

[Please don't cite this remark in your essays.]"

hilarious right? haha and incredibly random as well :) man, so cute lah. now, if only every guy was a darcy, haha! :P no im kiddin lah, my head isnt exactly in the air :)

wheeeeee~ youth camp tmw :) its time to party




some photos i took during teacher's day today. some more with sabrina and various other people's cameras! went back to tk despite original plans not to. was initially supposed to either 1. go to nat's 2. go out with jasmine etc 3. go out with will. anyway point is, landed up in tk.

btw 06A201 dressed up as witches. very nice LOL you see the pointy hats we got? :) anw the concert was more or less decent cept i kept figeting in my dress. first time i worn it out lol, i got it from melbourne :D and yes, i did wear fbt shorts under the dress, else how to sit on the floor?! LOL

have youth camp tmw, packing time! :D

tag replies-
hannah- its postphoned yet AGAIN lol
joan- lol i would not presume :P
weeyang- i meant phone ring, but hey if you all insist on diamond rings, ruby rings im fine with that too :)

today was a decent day cept for the few times when amin irritated me. and 06A101 is really quite a nice class. cos usually i dont speak to people who i dont know well or dont initiate, so i guess i never really spoken to any of them before. hahaha.

after sch, stayed back to accompany xiwen ken zukai and hang around with them and a whole bunch of other people too many to name. was fun just hanging about and i watched the teachers vs. phobos bball team match. haha they were so damn nice lah! hardly blocked and dropped quite a few shots that sorta thing loool. anyway they won by a margin still. haha some one was sayin that before the match they set that they'd just win or lose by a margin. like 'close fight'. HAHA.

and i saw kimbo today! shes so cute man and got a photo in her camera, so got to get it from her later :)

went to sorta play basketball with some of the phobos basketballers or the school basketballs including sheena in school u since i didnt bring PE clothes. so yeah didnt rlly run, but ok, i admit, its more fun that i have previously given credit to. haha! i always had this preconception that basketball was for guys who were chinese-Ed and wore baggy pants. LOL. sorry ichi :P

time to buck up and pull my socks up.
if you want to study or anything, give me a ring :)

no more procrastination. (i hope)

i was talking to ken on the way back home and honestly, my take on the chances of any one in our class retaining? not likely, with almost everyone trying to mug their socks off. and we arent slow thanks :D

but we cant beat those science muggers lah.
i shall aspire to be a mugger wannabe for once

today was pretty much a good day, i mean im pretty happy with the food vendors they pulled in :D haha sausages and ramly burgers and muah chee zomg lol! a mini food haven! :D i ate plenty i can assure you. yumm ^^

some of us went to sing weeyang happy birthday, a belated one during recess.

anyway was kinda stressed up during the middle of the day, when i realised how much i dunno, how close i am to retaining. ok, some people will just scoff at this cos i did pass my mid years after all (which is a small something in mj), but mid years dont determine now. like i was definitely not sleeping 5-6 periods a day last term, nor was i hooked on gaming 4 hours a night or sleeping for half a day straight. of course, now ive cut back on the sleepin in class and gaming, but the (over?)sleeping's still there. yes i am still tired coupled with the fact that strangely of the late, my health isnt as good as it usually should be.. i can see how hard the rest of the class is working (with the exception of one or two), no matter how they deny it. maybe to make me feel better lah :S im not even coming close to completing my past over dued hw, not to mention the current. i really got to buck up i suppose. no more fooling around, michelle. its only ONE month to go..

i got my lit essay on P&P back today, was disappointed. to me, while i was writing the essay, it was trash, but still i do expect a reasonable grade. i think im expecting too much of myself. i got a D, but point is i think that even if i had gotten a B i may not be completely pleased as well.

and i think since ive reached a certain level, i dont want to slip any where down cos i know i am capable of doing even more. too bad, its so much easier to slip down then to climb up.

anyway this thursday's teachers day, i dont mind attending the concert and stuff, think it will be fun to let loose, but im not too keen on the dressing up. lately i havent been too pleased with my reflection either. haha. its that perfectionist streak i suppose. and anyway i dont have proper 'modern-witch' like clothes! define the modern witch style anyway :S

anyway despite me panicking a little over the tutorials i havent set my eyes on for ages, and the empty notes, today was still overall pretty much a happy one. its amazin how a few sentences, or a short conversation can make you so damned happy. haha how retarded. i <3 my friends.

tag replies:
hannah- i dont mind screwin gp over tmw again :( damn the AQs hahaha
atmj- umm okay thanks i suppose
will- hahahah yeaaa i know!
angelala- ok i changed my mind, vball's kinda cool now :D LOL
qiuyin- hahaha thanks! we gotta hang out sometime after hy's O's :)
weeyang- LOL announce to the whole world right? hahaha
joan- lol you want or not :O
xiaowen- for you its special. you're allocated 'stalker' status. haha! :P oh well sue me

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Picky

You have no problem attracting guys - and even dating a littleIt's just around second or third date time where you start to see faultsIf a guy isn't near perfect, you're not into him.It's good to have standards - but yours rule almost everyone out.

umm like i didnt know that? hahahaha. ripped off sally's and sabrina's

anyway totally crummy weekend in terms of acadaemics, believe it or not i havent touched ANYTHING at all, so dead okay. :( been sleeping a hell lot. too much. tonight ill have to cram at least some hw before i crash to sleep again. and yes, i slept this afternoon too :S

not feeling too well either. some sort like thursday's condition, but slightly milder and not as dramatic. and body's all sore all over from 3 days of badminton and a day of vball and going slightly crazy when phobos won basketball :) plus today in church going wild while jamming session = drained. the thermometer registered 38.7C but i think its crap cos i dont think im that unwell. i have to start on my hw anyway... im as far back as it is already.

and finally, Happy Birthday Weeyang :)

PS XW UR DAMN RUDE LAH. silent stalker ahahah, always reading but never ever leave a sign of existence! no im just joking :)

my brother plays a mean guitar, girls, do you want him? :D

NOTICE:
HAS ANYONE SEEN/BORROWED MY THUMBDRIVE? :(
i cant find it and theres so damn much inside. old photos ive accumulated, past essays, CURRENT PW work. arghhghghghg. will the person who borrowed it, RETURN it? thanks! :)

you know something's significant if you keep replayin it in your head.

im flab-phobic. at least concerning my legs.

damn you lah liju. after EIGHT months of training, then you tell me.
okay. now im stumped, i never really noticed okay. and accordin to liju, its damn obvious. stupid liju.

ĵụ ∙ ĵĕг ∙ яŭï ∙ снöйğ ∙ ѕнëŀ]² wassup? stress lvl. wassdown? mood preusem1&jellyfish says:
no la
[ĵụ ∙ ĵĕг ∙ яŭï ∙ снöйğ ∙ ѕнëŀ]² wassup? stress lvl. wassdown? mood preusem1&jellyfish says:
look at miss japan 2006
[ĵụ ∙ ĵĕг ∙ яŭï ∙ снöйğ ∙ ѕнëŀ]² wassup? stress lvl. wassdown? mood preusem1&jellyfish says:
nice ncie nice
michelle; its been sucha long way from home baby says:
WAHLAO
michelle; its been sucha long way from home baby says:
if you're usin that as your example of NON flabs
michelle; its been sucha long way from home baby says:
urm im sorry im a normal being, lets not even go there!

like i said, stupid liju.
this is one of my rare concerned points :X

pardon my sudden outburst of umm, whining? :S


talk bout an old song that just played on the radio. her voice is damn sweet lah :)

anw today was pretty much a good day. maths lecture was simple and i didnt have to do PE :D i was watching and laughing at a lot of people while they attempted to dance. ichi's and darren's kick boxing were the coolest lah! and mel said that this guy from callisto who looks a bit like jaychou, the dancin kinda cute cos of the way he moves. hahahahaa.

no gp test today :D

felt crap after school tho, i dozed on the study benches for a good hour. i didnt hand up my econs case study either. met up with sally xiwen hannah the rest of class etc before i went to the canteen, met monkey and keropi before the latter ran off to meet his gf. anw we ended up playing volleyball. im too used to play badminton i guess cos i always use one hand and my fingers or wrist to hit the stupid ball :X mayo angelala yaqi jeremykong shude eugene etc played as well. a whole lot of people lah.

OH YEAH
KENICHI YOURE MY OFFICIAL IDOL :D

haha damn cool lah the way he played bball. he led phobos to win the boys basketball interhouse games alongside with the likes of darren weeyang thaddeus kakwai (and the rest of whom i cant rmb). darren and kakwai have dammmn good chemistry; an assist and a three pointer was pulled off :) weeyang made a few nice against the board shots, i mean, so damn tall lah! hahaha. thaddeus' stamina damn power, played both matches, the entire game. he was the only one to last two entire games. ken made two 3-pointers as well, one of which was the deciding shot right before time was up. he looks dammmn cool and natural on court lah. go ichi! hahahahha and along the way to the toilet i heard this girl squealing EH THAT PHOBOS BASKETBALL TEAM GUY DAMN COOL, DAMN CUTE!! LOL :P all in all, all the players were damn bloody good.

oh and the phobos girls won floorball as well. so proud of you serena! :D

today was a brilliant day which ended off just smashin :) you dunno how easily happy i can be hahaha ;)

it meant a heck lot of me, but i guess no one will ever guess this one out. props to my secrecy. ^^

and i met CHUA WANYUN at payaleba mrt! :) so cool ok, i ended up talking to her for an hour or so at coffee bean at singpost. i miss chua wanyun a lot, havent seen her since the vj-mj soccer match. :)

i want to meet up with my girls (joce and joy) on teachers day at tk. ive a good mind to skip mj's teachers day. im not too keen on dressing up and dancing in them in the middle of pasir ris park thanks. but i was thinking that, if too many pple skipped teachers day, kinda bad lah. cos i got pretty nice and good teachers after all! but i rlly wanna go back to tk to meet my friends.. :(

shall see how.
anw today marks the end of the interhouse games and sadly, the start of revision for promos. arghh. i wish interhouse could be everyday.

oh! and i got some tan today from all the sun :D yayness.

one sentence, one look;

ok its 12 am and im stuck on economics case study dued tmw. doesnt help that loads of it isnt in the notes and they are all long winded 8m questions. rawrr. i got a bad headache and am still feeling the fatigue and whatnot, i want to sleep!

theres still maths tutorial to go.
:(

dont mind me if im cranky tomorrow.

to show you care.

today was a hell of a melodrama.

first after history lecture i felt like walking crap, so i went to the sick bay. slept from 9am till nearly 1pm when the counter lady knocked on the door and i woke up :X anyway i missed every damn lesson. including GP test. i think i may have to do it tmw and i dont think im up to it :S

badminton, when i warmed up with geraldine i din feel too good already so i ran off to buy brownies cos i hadnt eaten anything the entire day cept for a chicken wing. haha anw weeyang what you asked thaddeus to tell me was dammmn gey. LOL. played mixed doubles with thaddeus, against callisto's albertus (the national top seed) and another girl. i was kinda intimidated lah and played like a mouse in the first set. second set we won but after that set, i just couldnt seem to breathe. like everything rising up and clamping inside. :S anw we lost the third set by a few points. hell broke loose right after the game lah. i freaked just about everyone out cos i kept choking and choking, my vision was blurred and i was shiverin quite badly i couldnt walk properly at all. anyway i was escorted out to get some fresh air. it was really bad for nearly half hour, it felt like everything was being sucked in and nothing could get thru my wind pipes. mel hannah sally zukai mei seaweed jeremykong jacob thaddeus angela etc were hovering about on and off and they were damn freaked out lah. sorry guys, for scaring all of you. :( i think half of the whole bunch of people in the hall (councillors, those practicing for teachers day concert and for interhouse game) saw okay. so malufying. mr foo and mr yeow even came okay :S okay lah, i think why today like that cos in the morning i was already sick and i didnt have proper meals at all.

but everyone was so damn nice lah! they ran about to carry over the big brown benches, got me warm water, everything! haha and jacob was the royal servant who did most of the fanning. LOL. thankew, i rlly appreciated all the care and concern, every action meant a hell lot to me. :)

and finally i have to apologise for the way i played in the match. it was crap esp in the 1st and 3rd sets. 1st set i was dammmn intimidated, 3rd set i was simply out of it, with the whole breathing crap. but regardless of whatever fears, sickness, thing is, i didnt play anywhere near my best. thaddeus damn suay lah. the last time i played mixed doubles with him against miranda's florence and derrick we lost as well. :S sorry thaddeus, sorry phobos :S

and pierre you idiot. he thought i was crying after the match cos we lost by a margin. thanks yeah. hahahhaa

and its so damn sad badminton interhouse games is over :( sighs. it was fun while it lasted. overall, the houses that i played girls doubles won all with scores like 21-7. lost two mixed doubles games. eeks :S

i love all you guys out there who were in the hall supporting me, during and after the match as well as those who msged/called me to wish me best of luck :D

lovely :)
and for tmw i dont care what, im gnna stay back and watch all the phobos matches. :)

tag replies:
JL- LOL. riiight :P
manel- mines wavy too, BUT out of shape :S hahaha i know i miss melbourne too! and the hot chocs
hannah- but today ok already right :P hahahahahaa
melanie- what video :O
nicole- i miss you :( damn australia lah
weeyang- LOL damn bad you know! and what u did was gey ;) hahaha
angela- love ya angela, thanks for everything :)
sabri- will do :D hahaha
zukai- LOL zukai, thats so rubbishy. hope that overall phobos will still do well lah yeah ^^

today started off good with macs, thanks to xiwen :D weeyang said to come early to school to do hw but nooo he was late. like 805am LOL. anyway had photo taking after maths, was kinda fun but the shots that i did with xiwen were sorta... um dumb. ok not cos of her, but cos i kept blinking for half the shots they took due to the flash :S but the decapilated heads picture is the most interesting AND best taken one. :D we even borrowed the big chicken chopping knife from the chicken rice stall lady hahaha. you can imagine the number of people staring at us. i mean, zukai looks psychotic enough, not to mention with a humongous knife. :P

things went down hill from there, particularly during GP. the notion of gp, chiang and yesterday PLUS amin sitting next to me, of whom repeatedly kept whackin his elbow into my back and singing horribly off key PLUS pure exhaustion despite the numerous vitamins, panadols and pain killers ive been taking lately. (i took like 3 panadols today)

im not suicidal kay. just so happens that of the last two weeks, after trainings in particular, my entire self will seize up, bad. that explains my on and off right bandaged right ankle. thus the pain killers i grabbed from the common fridge. point is, the panadols and pain killers arent workin anymore, and it explains my odd bursts of energy during school as well. haha, so, sorry if i seem irritable, tired or downright in a bad mood kay? :) anyway im gnna hands off those tablets already. dont think its doin me any good.

i also raised my voice at darren today, cos he said something in GP which i just snapped back at. sorry darren! LOL. it was kinda a last straw with all the crap happenin as mentioned above. econs tutorial was hell, and i didnt pay any attention at all.

things only improved after school. well shinyu, you know we love you :D hahaha that aside, me sabrina sally hannah darren and amin went to cartel. but only the girls stayed to eat with mel joinin us later. we had a really good and long talk, its so nice to know my friends better. point is, many people think that 06A201 is super united lah, cos we go everywhere together. i mean, we do like each other, and we joke and fool around, but we dont really know each other more indepth-ly i guess. point is, today we were talkin bout a few rather significant issues..

OH and when i said i wanted to try to be nicer, melanie, sally, hannah and sabrina LAUGHED okay! :O especially mel. and i was told i often do this roll-eyes sort of expression. i mean, i dont roll my eyes, but its the expression on my face lah. dont ask me why, cos i dunno, ask them! anyway i aspire to be nicer, and less bo chap. it would seem i mumble too! hrm. this i blame the braces kay. the metal drags my mouth down, sorta heavier :P well, my point is proven when u hear Paul Twohill talk. he slurs and mumbles too. hah!

it seems that i reek of attitude without knowing it. its all subconscious i guess. and im gnna try to smile more, really. (just maybe not at amin hahaa)

that aside, i feel that although its ones right to have his principles, one should not place them on others. and its sad to have a seemingly perfect world collapse around you.

oh and hannah pierced her ears. i wanted to pierce one more but noo after seeing the way she nearly freaked out i got cold feet. :( SEE LAH HANNAH SIM! and we took some neoprints, the girls inclusive of kakwai and zukai. darren, xiwen and amin left much earlier.

got pretty much cheered up by my lovely girls. <333

i dont feel like going to school tmw, im.. well, exhausted. but i have to turn up for interhouse lah, unless i break my feet or smthg drastic.

tag replies-
sabrina- LOVE! hahaha heck bout that anw
JL- loool how am i supposed to know man? :S haha i dont know darren as well as u do XD

today good point was that AGAIN i managed to stay awake thruout the entire history period and extra hist remedial. even tho i thought my essay presentation had some loopholes as i did them in a hurry yesterday, most of the rest's were more so in pieces. hist remedial is surprisingly more interesting, more effective, interactive and i wont feel like im gnna fall asleep :D

bad points, chiang complained to the vp bout our attire. i got kena-ed, tho i insist my skirts perfectly fine. honestly i wont be a tart -.- i have way more class than that, bozo. and really put three fingers on someone way smaller (like melanie, no offence dear) and three fingers on me as measurement for skirt length isnt fair. im like so much damn taller hello? unless my fingers like 5x fatter than melanie's or smthg. it ought to be more in proportionate, the skirt.

during gp, he went all psycho and wanted to keep the entire class' handphones. honestly, its stupid. and after the gey parent-teachers meeting, ive always kept my phone away, never ever figeted with it during lessons. i refused to hand it over. firstly, i dont agree with the rationale and secondly, its not in the school regulations. and guess what chiang did!

he called my mom.

we were debating the issue over the too-long drive home when she picked me up at 745pm after badminton interhouse. i wasnt too happy lah ok, to keep it short. i know its so much easier to comply and just obey the redundant directions anw. but i feel like im short changing myself, my stand. haha ill shall see how la. but i dont like the way mr chiang goes bout, i prefer him to discuss it openly and maturedly with us, one to one if have to. i dont like the going-behind-the-back to complain way. its JC, we're not 14 years old thanks! we may enjoy havin fun, but if you are willing to sit down and talk to us im sure we'll be open to it.

as you can tell, after school, i was not in too good a mood. doesnt help that 3 people (geraldine, christopher, thaddeus) didnt turn up for badminton interhouse, i was not too happy lah cos i didnt know what to do with the lineup. but yah its not their fault, i mean all three is sick. must be too much IHGs. LOL.

good point of today. WE WON :D
against Triton.

we gave up 2 matches, they gave up 1. we won the other two. :D well done, the guys doubles :) my match we won as well, 21-11, 21-7. i played lousily lol. and somehow, me and my partner kept losing in the first part of the sets, but we shot ahead straight on later. point is, the difference between off match and during match is too large for comfort :( dont like. anyway i love my racket. its damn pretty.

i know i said that life was getting dull with the monotony and routine of school, but this is really too much. :S

-EDIT- OI how come my interclass so little people cant come to support? :( hah must be the damn hall too stuffy. you'd sweat like a pig. sighs

tag replies:
jacob- :D EH CAN I COPY YOUR CHINESE WS? hahahaha :)
singaporeboi- umm i know lots of singaporean boys, so yah i dunno which one you are lol. pls identify thanks :)
adora- what can i say? :P sometimes it can be a good thing.

they said i crushed all your hopes, your dreams and your life all in a single swipe;

did i?
-ponders.

its no point looking back i sppose, but i cant help but feel immensely guilty, bad, heart stabbing, to know what i have caused, what i can cause. i had thought, with time, things would come to pass.. to me, it was the best way. it still is.

i guess, i can only ask for your understanding and forgiveness.

"love was never an easy thing"

today i wrote a long letter that i'd never post. i guess it'll just sit in the bottom of my drawer till it comes to a point where it holds no meaning nor significance, and ill destroy it.

i dont think im worth anyone's time of the day. its not worth it.

an awkward day added upon the nasty migraine i woke up with. dragged my self from class to class, dreading every minute. oh! a single good point was how i amazingly managed to keep awake during the entire duration of history today. i give myself a good thump on the back :D hahaha so proud of myself lah :)

i feel like crap.
i wish i could be the most supportive person ever, but i know im not, and i cant be for the reasons that it goes against what i believe in. but im trying tho. i really am. finally its all down to the person in question; any decision is yours alone.

sabrina's blog gotten itself into a big hooha. i respect that she is willing to stand up for what she believes in, and what she feels is right. haha, but you honestly cant expect to not have any detractors lah, not when the blog is online for all to see. that being said, i <3 sabrina ng huay min :D

as im caught up in my own world, i can feel my friends slipping away from me. according to one (in)famously private and exclusive source, shawn, he reckons you cant have too many friends. hard to maintain, he says. okay call me selfish, but i wont mind knowing the whole damn world. all the nice people anw :P now, if only i had all the time in the world, and the energy as well..

badminton today was fun. got praised by mr foo instead of getting nagged at to run more hah! and me and liju were bouncing along to upbeat and catchy songs that some bands were practicin for teachers day. so fun lah! :)

interhouse games is like an ongoing play or musical. its SO FUN TO WATCH :D

OH and i love my new aircon. love love love.
those who are lookin out nice christian songs, check out hillsong's Mighty To Save and planet shakers' Pick It Up. :)

tag replies:
melanie- it shows the extent of how HOD haunts me days after i read the stupid thing :(
reyes- LOOOL. NO OKAY. not queer. im normal. you're the weird one who jumps around on tables :X
chris- :)
shawn- you still owe me lunch dont forget..
sabrina- HAHA you sure thats gnna happen? :P love ya huay min!





new layout, but its only temporary just for a slight change before im back at my old crash; and burn one. i like things simple. this current layout has one of my favourite songs - breakin' free, in it. im not too keen on the super long entry scroll down thing :X it looks messy; at least to me.

i need more apparel, i need to shop! my wardrobe is getting seriously limited. no, dont :O at me, im not a shopaholic nor am i a spendthrift. im probably so picky; thats why i always end up with similar things. :S anw wish i had more time, to sleep, to enjoy myself, to complete my work, to do everything i want to do all at the same thing. goodness knows, how much ive cut down on my activities and im still living on the tetherhooks.

youth session today, just hope they arent gonna change my worship team too drastically :( i like mine the way it is. okay lah, i like really competent players, not that the rest are lousy or anythin. plus im used to working with them laah. sighs. oh btw, xw's hair was funny haha! i kept laughing at him. youth encounter during Sept Hols, hope i still have time to do some revision for Promos then tho. the mid year revision was.. pathetic. i didnt have any time at all with 2 and 1/2 weeks overseas, a week in school. i was probably only 'free' for 1/2 a week. :S oh well. i really fear the promos. of course i want to pass. that is the basic. hah, i think even if i get straight Cs i may not be very happy still, and we're talking about MJ okay..

i think i am, in a way, quite a hyperactive person. i cant sit down for too long, else i'd figet. if i cant figet too much, like in class or lectures, and the pace of things slow down, i'd fall asleep. okay i may be mostly lazy in sports, i mean i do play them, but i hardly go out of my way to sweat unless i feel like it. (okay its dependent on my mood) and i can assure you that my brain is always working lah. thats why sometimes i can sleep 10 hours and still wake up feeling like ive not having slept at all! your brain doesnt always shut down when you sleep.. anyway point is, i'd like some understanding from those teachers who have taught me, am teaching me, or will be teaching me in the future. its not that i want to sleep in your class okay. i have been desperately trying to keep awake, particularly in some lessons i.e history and chinese and gp. my eyes are aways fighting hard to stay open and by the end of the lesson, im more tired than ever. and please help me by making your classes more interesting can? no point reading me the notes i.e. secondary school style, i have to say that i am able to read decently, with 17 years of experience under my belt.

desperate times calls for desperate measures. since sometimes i know i will definitely not be able to stay awake very soon, i'll just speed read the whole pile of lecture notes ahead of the teacher. its the only thing i can do, really.

and worst come to worst, i guess ill have to 'cheat study'. :P

shant ramble on, but heres my love to all you
especially to 06A201, youth group, the cartoons (frog, monkey, keropi), joce joy nicole wanyun, and the whole load of people that im too lazy to name you know who you are

spare my cramped fingers please

today, spent the afternoon supporting interhouse matches. :) haha it was rather fun i have to say, and i wished it could have lasted longer and that i had taken part in SOME of them cept that its quite a waste of my time lol. friday is my most free day of the week seriously, and just throwing it all away just like that makes me feel a bit.. guilty i suppose. especially since i know i didnt do too well on my maths test today. i kept copying the wrong vector numbers down, and redid qn 2 THREE times, imagine the amount of time i wasted! sighs. but i didnt manage to study for it either, since i got home late from badminton yesterday and was quite tired. anyway that being said, the test wasnt meant to be a hard one, and all the questions are answerable in that it is shaped like previous tutorials questions, or a simple manipulation would do just the trick. of course, then again, its vectors, the name itself give many a headache. i dont like vectors :(

and i was thinking, if only the promos wouldnt come, if only now, right now, could be forever. despite the (slight) stress before, im beginning to enjoy interhouse games. and i wish interhouse badminton could be everyday, everyweek of the year.

i have to be more self disciplined.
i keep saying that dont i? :S

okay so maybe, just maybe, i can admit i have been taking looks at lately. haha, well, theres nothing wrong with looking. LOL. the good thing bout being swingin single!

aside from that, me and a close guy friend were talking bout parents and relationships lol. and then to marriage. i wonder whats on his mind. sounds rather.. unsettled. anw all you dont freak out, marriage is the last thing on my mind now. :S

oh btw i do not believe that even if you like someone, and the other reciprocates, you have to do anythin bout it or get slotted in a relationship. its too easy to like someone. and its just as easy to not like the same person after a period of time as well.

that bein said, how do you know whats really true?
(over) emotions muddle your head.

and ive got too many real live examples now and before to prove it

today, i stayed awake for most of my lessons i think :D yay.

gp essay was a pile of rubbish, it was on celebrities and the junk i sputtered made me feel that a fool afterwards. hah. paris hilton and nicole ritchie were key examples so you can imagine the superficiality of the entire damn essay. shit, i dont wanna fail :(

badminton interhouse today:
phobos vs atlas, phobos overall won i would say. the double guys match was really interesting okay. 4 school team members, it was so. damn. exciting!! hahaha. they were all really good lah, but i felt phobos was the better team tho. not that im biased. haha. anyway my match today 21-7, 21-5 to us :) zukai kept guilt tripping me lah! "EH DONT BULLY THEM" kinda thing while i was on court lol, so i didnt show any particular show of strength. anyway my racket strings snapped while kaisheng was using it before i could play my game lol, he really freakd out. derrick was nice enough to help me cut off the rest of the strings. :) haha anyway ive dropped my racket and liju's one as well, both off to restring and mine also to regrip :D ill pick them up tmw after school. i love my racket lah, i was using ying xieng's one today, not as shiok. the only one that came close to the feel of mine was thaddeus'.

anyway, what gripping the racket wrongly can cause:
:S ouch can. applied lots of cream think ill go down by tmw. and I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING FOR PE :( maybe i can use that ankle thing again as an excuse. i mean it does hurt still, but not excruciatingly so.

anyway, the zip earrings i was talkin bout earlier :P NICE RIGHT :D


and i am really gonna try to be as supportive as possible to this particular friend. just that another particular person in question better not take advantage of it lol. my patience is only so short. its really all for her. however, allow me a few more days to squirm before i can get used to it. :S *squirms x10000* :P hahahaha.

and gosh, i hate waiting; for anything. :(

tag replies:
shawn- no problem. btw WHY IS YOUR HAIR STREAKED WITH GREEN? :S it may be barely so, just so lightly, but GREEN u know :( youre weird lah, out of a sudden do this kinda thing. hahahaha loser ;) give reyes a hug from me

maths lecture was a horror. the lecturer was screechy and talking too fast for me to even copy finish whats on the screen. what made it all worse was that science class next to mine. they kept making so many stupid and loud comments that one would think that none of them came close to passing their maths mid years, or even secondary school AMaths. its understandable to be enthusiastic for the subject, but not loud, complacent and arrogant during a lecture. some of the 'answers' and comments were uncalled for seriously. they werent funny either. an example was when, differentiate 'sinx' = -cosxsinx? HELLO? they said it so confidently, so brashly. com'on lah, think before opening that wide gap. mel and i were especially annoyed being that we were sitting on the ends nearest to that class.

today was quite a lousy day. i fell asleep in urm, lit, hist, gp, chi and even econs. yes ECONS. that bad. i was that tired, well thanks to that problem in the middle of last night which had me up till 4 am. =.= its not settled anyway, but tonight ill have to finish that awful Conrad Lit essay first before i can plunge into it. and really, its past 11, and im still stuck at urm, 400 words. a proper essay would be approximately a thousand words i think. i started at like 10pm lah, cos i was sleeping earlier. slept from like six till 10 :X hahahaha tell me ur not jealous :P sighs- you have no idea how exhausted i am. okay yes i game, but thats not entirely just it. i still do having trainings, church duties and events, and other programmes that have me on toe end. okay, i admit, im straining from end to end. talk about a tight cord and tension

anyway wore my oldest flipflops to school today :) most comfortable pair with pair with that ankle wrap haha. recurrance of old injury, i didnt even realise during playing in the courts yesterday. it was all numb rather, it started hurting only after i got into the car back home. but i think it will be fine by thurs, it has to be.

okay the famous phrase from Heart of Darkness, one of my Lit text: "the horror! the horror!" sums up my view on this particular issue that im not keen on. ughhh.

taking quite a long break from my essay lol and my good friend from overseas is online! wheee~ shall complete it later. :D

okay today, skipped history and PE, half wanted to skip chinese as well. wasnt even feeling too good the entire day lah.

OH EVERYONE COMMENTED ON MY CUTE ZIP EARRINGS. most of it went like "i really want to pull it" LOL :D but of course dennis zhu and pierre yim always want to be different lah, insulting me is like this big hobby of theirs or something. haha

badminton interhouse- mixed doubles, played with big thaddeus against florence and derrick. it was one of the worst games i ever played, i even forgot the serving area rules! and i even lost my cool on the court and saided the f word once to my own horror. i kept apologisin for it and i think they were laughing. and it seems like if you put in point counting and all the different rules for me, im screwed. i think my primary school phobia of competition badminton has not been completely gone. game sets - 16/21, 12/21. talk about trashed. rawrr. but anyway mei didnt turn up today, and one of the guy who was supposed to play for us (phobos) was held up in urmm, london. the cambridge trip lah. so it was kinda messy and really last minute, the line ups. but even before the matches, florence, derrick, tingmei and then thaddeus and a few others were scolded by the teacher in charge. cos the cap for main team players was 2 per house; and miranda had three- tingmei, florence and derrick. anyway aside from being a nervous wreck, and my brain suddenly turning to putty, playing against derrick didnt make it any better lol. okay yes, im half scared of him on the court, so i know he will just smash his way anywhere regardless who. plus his face lah! hahahaha. i think today should be the worst matches overall played by phobos. seriously disorganised. and i MUST GET MY HEAD INTO PLACE. rawrr. seriously lah. really sorry for how i played today lah, i think some other people were expecting better and so was i? haha dunno. anyway kaisheng won his match as expected. ive checked out the other girl teams, sort of. i think it will only get better from now on. yeah esp with the london guy back in place :)

what was hilarious was the callisto and triton match. small thaddeus (sch team) with some nonbadmintontrained girl and albertus (sch team) with some nonbadmintontrained girl either. it was funny lah! when albertus smashed the ball down and it somehow hit the other girl, everyone went "oyyyyyyyyy" LOL. ungentlemanly i suppose? ;) and he kept apologising. then later on whenever both the guys sent the shuttle to the girls, it was always very nice pushes across the net, not even half way past the court so that the guys could easily retrieve them. talk about nice haha. and everyone was laughing and cheering. so nice lah i tell you both of the guys. they could have just smashed their way thru and finished the game really fast but they didnt.

anyway i think my game is all down to my mentality. i think the big thaddeus could tell i was (quite) visibly shaken. he kept saying, relax, dont worry and so on. his badminton is better than derrick's actually btw. oh and florence managed to retrieve 2 of his smashes which was impressive as well :) that aside, maybe this proves one thing, im not cut out for competition. not until my head's in the right place. i really thought after all these years, my primary school phobia was gone, but it seems, not entirely so. damn it, really :(((

and a last reminder to myself, please sleep earlier the night before. 330 am isnt gonna last me the entire day of school.

replies to tags:
weeyang: haha go die ok. i know what that term strawberry means to u soccer boys! and NO its not true :(
sabrina: hahaha i rlly hope so too :D
shinyu: LOL lucky girl!
nicole: i love you too :D eeks sounds lesbian. nevermind. but point is, I HAVE ENOUGH HAIR THANKEW. your just jealous cos u dyed yours and its still DARKER than mine haha! wheee~ and nope im coming with my family, but i want first priority for the week plus that im in melbourne kay! :)

okay all of these holidays, ive done nuts. feel sooo guilty. and how did i spend my time then?

apparently i clocked up about 30 hours of gaming :X erugh. its addictive and tmw im so screwed for what i didnt do :( die lah.

conrad is a pain in the ass. he think he very cool is it, write so ambiguously? rawrr.

anyway i fixed my badminton shoes today and had jap for dinner. yumm. i love jap man. OH and ive book plane tickets to Melbourne. heh. 4th Nov - 14th Nov. :D NICOLE IM COMIN TO VISIT YOU! well i bet u the june melbourne trip people will be so jealous lah! hahaha

now, only thing thats gnna block my path to a nice holiday: promos. i CANNOT screw it up kay. its not just a matter of time in retaining, it has to do with selfpride and intelligence too. at least for me :X

btw i really agree with what Sabrina says on her blog lah. i suspect that i never really cared for most of them except merely as a friend or a close friend. hah. and you know how friendship has its limitations. there was probably only one that i really felt for. but even in the midst of it, half the time i wanted to kill him. lol. heck, i admit, when it comes relationships last time, i was damn stupid. but not stupid enough to know when to end something when i realised it was a waste of time, for either of us. i never was the cry-ey, reluctant, fearful sort to call it quits. its a matter of knowing what you have to do, and ending it fast, tho it may be said to be brutal, is the easiest way to recovery i assure you. probably those failed relationships are the reason why im cautious now. very cautious. i dont want to waste my time or anyone elses time for that matter. most importantly, i dont want to hurt anyone really. i know what i am/was capable of. or what anyone is capable of, if you dont do things right.

of course, if only the Right One would stop taking SO DAMN LONG to appear lah. hahaha. but its okay, im young and ive many things to accomplish first.

that being said, i aspire to be able to play keyboard like that PlanetShaker keyboardist. hes damnnnn zai. really. and of course, worship leading wise, a wider range, stronger vocals, develop a more consistent style. God knows what it is now.

listening to: Take It All, HILLSONGS :)

replies to tags:
angela: good taste :P the current hillsong cd Mighty To Save is REALLY NICE!
weeyang: haha i dont smell, at least not even by 1/10th as much as soccer boys lah i assure you. all the mud. eww. LOL
shinyu: haha how was u for you? did anyone step on your feet? :P

okay slacked off today as well, went to Planet Shaker's Concert!!
music wise, the keyboardist was WOW. nifty fingerstrokes and all. and the drummer was rlly amazing too. haha when can our church drummers do those stuff eh? LOL. coordination was not bad, a few minor glitches. the concert it is was decent, it was the people who annoyed me a little. there was this pudgy boy who kept swinging his arms round in wide circles and jumping. nothing wrong with that, but problem was that he kept jumping BACKWARDS. not by a little, but by a lot okay. he was getting into my face and he smelt. like those soccer boys after training lah. hahaha. i kept nudging the back of his shoe with my toes but nooo he didnt get the repeated hints. urgh. anyway preconcert, we were drawing up everyones faces. the most spectacular were kenneth and xp. kenneth had face paint on his HAIR lah! and xp had extra eyebrows drawn hahaha. hilarious i tell you. anyway after the concert me and sam bought the latest CD and got them autograph. sam went as far to take photos with them using my phone camera.

the best songs of tonight - always and forever, evermore

i think hillsongs is getting really good tho, not that they were bad in the first place but they are outshining planetshakers which was my old favourite with songs like reflector and open up the gates. anyway, favourite song of NOW -

TAKE IT ALL, HILLSONGS
Searching the world
The lost will be found
In freedom we live
As one we cry out
You carry the cross
You died and rose again

My God Ill only ever give my all
You sent Your Son
From Heaven to earth
Delivered us all
Its eternally heard
I searched for truth
And all I found was You
My God Ill only ever give my all

Jesus we're living Your Name
We'll never be ashamed of You
Whoa o oh
In our praise
In all we are today
Take, take, take it all
Take, take, take, it all

Running to the One who heals the blind
Following the shining light
In Your hands the power to save the world
My life

replies to tags:
hannah - HI HANNAH :P haha i havent done my hw either!
pierre - yah now you know. hahaha

and its time to game :)

i really gotta get started on my work.
REALLY GOT TO. :(

tmws planet shakers concert. ~wheee.

it can get kinda weird when people have a thing for you, isnt it?

replies to tags:
pierre: i know you miss jasmine lah, BUT DONT TAKE IT OUT ON ME OKAY. hurhur.
weeyang: ha ma is agreed. :) but i dont like the scandal. at all..

i went to the library to find xiwen, completed my chinese essay but it was rubbish really. and gosh, ECONS essay is such a pain! that 25mark question seemed more like a 100mark one okay. firstly there were 4 market structures to talk about. talking about one had me at 2 sides and 1/2. crazy i tell you. so 4 market structures => TEN sides?? :O :O i gave up after doing one market structure haha.

anyway ive come to the conclusion that the guys that like xiwen are mostly ha2ma3 s!! you know, ha ma xiang chi tian er rou??! (toads lusting after a swan) hahahahaha. really okay! and worse part, she seems to be more partial towards ha2ma3s :S dunno her lah.

SO. all you HA2MA3s out there, drop xiwen a line if you want someone whos really too nice to you lah. :P :P LOL.

rahimah rahim got kicked out of Singapore Idol and she expected it. she practically sprang up even before her name was called. funny thing was that, it was JOAKIM who cried, not her. lol. ironic.

my pw groups in a mess and i hate all you econs teachers :( seriously, an online elesson is one of the most stupid things that you could think up of okay. rawr. Heart of Darkness is a pain in the ass, I DONT LIKE.

what i like though, is my hair color :D natural with many shades of brown! best of all, it reminds me of chocolate :) wheee~ OKAY dont mind the pics, thats the most cam whoring i do, that is, on my hair color. HAHA :D

yesterday, picked up my new specs, not used to it tho, its kinda heavy on the sides.

some church friends came over for dinner and watched teevee after soccer at east coast. we caught Singapore Idol. Jasmine Tye surprisingly improved a whole lot this time, and hah! i still think they are dead biased against Joakim Gomez :( :(

anyway i dislike TODAY.
i anticipated a quiet day by myself, but no, this isnt happenin at all.
not at all. -.-

(yes, my moms at home lah)

she keeps banging in and out of my room, trying to talk to me every other second, or running her fingers thru my things which i dont like lah. im a nit picky person, i like my things in a certain order okay. so hands off!

most importantly, i want my peace and quiet. i can eat lunch at 10am or do nothing but game till mid afternoon but its non of anyone's concern okay, especially if you want to stamp down your heavy disapproval. i know what i need to do, better than any of you. i tend to work differently from most people lah. but i have to say, im still faring okay, so lay off.

you know what, im gnna find xiwen at the library or go find joce. i need to get out of here.
bad.

really wiped out. went to school for national day concert, it was quite boring really, cept for the teachers dance and the dance society thing. i thought xiwen played decently, but i felt vocally, they picked too hard a song. either that, or the singer cant sing, of which i prefer the former choice. i didnt get up in the ethnic do, was too lazy. stumbled out of bed late so i just threw on any white shirt and jeans.

anyhow econs case study, i wished i had revised last night cos i seem to have a semblence of everything, but no concrete understanding argh. :(

we went to orchard after school, half the class. initially was supposed to go out with pierre to shop for a lot of peoples presents but that goondu got kicked in the face with a soccer ball yesterday lol. what bad luck. anw i bought Jasmine's present already hahaha. i like it :D and did a couple other shopping including a new pair of earrings. you know how much i love them! spent over 30bucks and another 10 on cab fare cos i was wiped out after that. oh yeah and we caught part of HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL at hmv :D we were all splayed all over the floor watching. the guys were half watching half sleeping lah.

replies to tags:
sally: haha your hips got muscles one what didnt you know!! :D
pierre: no, its just that youre a loser and you want everyone else to be one as well :( shame on you!

rawwrrrrrrrrr
apparently badminton makes your hips grow wider/bigger in order to strengthen your upper body or smth. i mean i heard of this before, but i merely dismissed it. now it seems only too truth lah. like EEKS okay. i was trying out that skirt that fits me perfectly, and it is more fitting around the hips now. sighs. :(

PROS of bigger hips:
according to jocelyn chen, bigger hips = give birth easily and extremely fertile (???). but i dont think i want kids too soon! heck, im not even remotely maternal now lah. lets look at the current situation, michelle is swinging single all thanks to her all famous 15 criterias list. guys, you wouldnt want to know what it exactly is lah okay! :S

CONS of bigger hips:
according to chua wanyun badminton expert, if you stop training, they become FATS. big time. and that i dont like.

pierre was saying that why not i quit badminton, then itd all go down. (but of course he said it in his usual very deadpan you-are-a-loser manner). BUT BADMINTON TONES YOUR LEGS LAH! and its a really beautiful sport.

anyway todays training was lousy. wasnt feelin too good. infact i went to sick bay for 3-4 periods and had a really good sleep for once. thing is, sparring on the court and playing points is vastly different. once the counting and the specific rules are applied, i screw up everything. that aside, im gonna chop my hair off soon. its way too long and uncontrollable for my liking lol.

replies to tags:
jiayi: hahaha your bag is SUPER bright lah! lets not wear ethnic tmw anyway :S
jasmine: wheee~ thankew dearie. haha cant wait for you to come back man :) but i wont be the only one :P
angela: wow i should be honored then :D
manel: haha we'll see lah, with my gaming and all :) and really uh YOU BETTER NOT LAUGH. hahaha
xw: you better mug head you toad. and i still cant believe you thought i was hitting on you *groans* :)

haha i went to the optics shop, made a red pair of specatacles. espirit, pretty nice. so i think, at least thru my blurry vision ;) lol.

i feel like skipping history and PE tmw, see how. i could do a lot more with two periods than attend those two. like sleep for instance :D

sundays are irritating, without fail i get scolded after church everytime. i cannot sit still during the messages lah, if i do, tendency is that i will fall asleep. :S haha anyway had dinner guests today, and it made me wonder

maybe elitism in the form of passing down from parents to children do exist to some extent. i was just looking at all my parents friends kids. mainly all doing quite well lah. RJC, Gifted Ed, what have you. haha then i think of myself; failure lah! not in top jc, not doing very well. loool. so much for that elitism. if only i was topping the level, if only i was in the top college, a whole bunch of if onlys.

and most importantly,
if only i was hardworking,
if only i could mug.

thats pretty much it i guess :X

WHY IS EVERYONE FISHING MUGGING! :( :( :(
from the perpertual muggers, to the jocks, to the councillors, to the slackers.
rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

no fun :(

haha, it amazes me at WHO reads my blog. *grins* kinda interesting. ;)

i want too many things, i expect too much of myself.
i really need a break.

anyway some random guy asked me for a date. :X
i was stoned after school and gaming, and duh, i practically scared him off with my black tired and pissed off face. hahahaha, and i always wonder why people get a not-too-good impression of me. its that face lah. lawl, oh well! :)

OH YEAH
HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY CHRIS!
with lots of love.

life seems pretty empty now, if you get my drift.

blogging has ceased to be therapeutic, nor memorable. its come to the point where i blog because it comes to down a routine.

the days are long and bland, and anything out of the ordianry are more often than not ought to be kept quiet about. therefore i have nothing to blog about.

dont be surprised now if blog entries dwindle down :X

it amazing me how some people are irritatingly irresponsible. ask you to confirm attendance, that person in question should jolly well do so and stop making me chase for an answer for days. if dont want to attend, say so, and i can put those orders for tickets already -.- stop wasting my time, my energy. and dont spoil my day.

regardless of how nice you are, acts like this ultimately puts me in a bad mood. i dont have the time in hell to wait for your response every damn day of the week. and come on your not a fecking twelve year old. dont tell me you can effectively run your own life, and dont tell me you dont know how to take the stupid public bus. if i know how to take it, you jolly well should know how to as well. we're not here to be your chauffeurs. *glowers* ive nothing against being nice, but its come to the point whereby, being nice, is being too nice.

my patience has reached the limit and it doesnt help that this has been one long and lousy week.
i shouldnt have bothered attending school this entire week at all. ive learnt nothing.

today was a painfully slow day, despite ending at 12pm :X
slept thru just about everything cept maybe recess.

and yes, i shall control my tibiaing and sleep more.
and i shall cut down on the teevee shows and actually DO my homework
and i shall not go out everyday
and i shall try my best to run on the badminton court.

it seems like miranda will win the interhouse badminton, from its line up so far. -shrugs.

after school ended, the class was in a state of hysterics over the work we had to hand up by the end of the school day. the various chinese worksheets, maths assignments dued as well as AP questions. what a flurry, and incredibly tense too.

after going to the library to complete my vectors assignment, went to check out altas house badminton trials. and yah i played in the school uniform :X SO HOT OKAY :( but today somehow my fingers were quite wobbly, strokes werent as sharp. infact, some easy shots i even missed. was quite annoyed with that lah.

anyhow im gnna take the weekend to try complete my work and catch up on some sleep.
that means cutting down on those truckloads of storybooks and the ever exciting tibia.

lessons were a pain. history was pure torture and so was double gp. the thing that really perked my day was badminton.

against my preference i had to join the phobos badminton interhouse games. :X im not too keen on competition lah. kaisheng came back to play badminton, first time in five months! :D it felt a little like the old times during first three months. trainings are okay now i suppose, but first three months were unforgettable. he's still quite rusty, but im sure he'll pick up the pace really fast. played against a couple of girls, and yah just now gotta decide what i wanna play. somehow playing with girls is much easier than with guys :D cos im the only girl on monday and thurs trainings lah, girls and guys make a marked difference. anyhow i better learn to run on the court :S sighs. im such a bum lah.

and about homework, i have to say ive not touched my books at all in quite a few days. am feeling ridiculously guilty, ill try to get to it tomorrow, hopefully! lots of work, and revision to do before next week

one issue in school makes me really concerned and i have to say at times my heart is in my mouth. haha.

and JOAKIM GOMEZ STAYED ON SINGAPORE IDOL. hes the most interesting thing bout it lah, else i wouldnt even bother wasting my time to watch lol.

' Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans,
I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow. '

i hate waiting :(

oligopoly test, passed tho i had reckoned earlier that i would have flunked it, didnt have the chance to study for it. but anw, tho the grades not good, hey its still a pass :)

im in some cybercafe trying to game and its bloody annoying. this bunch of guys think they are freaking damn cool. they punctuate EVERY sentence with a c***b** or a what the f**k. EVERY DAMN SENTENCE OKAY. once in a while its understandable, but not every other seconds. so darn irritating -.- we're talking bout 100x more crude than Mohd Amin here okay. losers.

raawr.
:(

i cant wait for planet shakers concert and ndp holidays next week. nevermind that it means that ive to complete those economic essays which i so dread. it seems the majority of my workload centres about economics. :S

my eyes are tired, time to sleep.
oh and i love the book vending machine. i picked up two books today instead of one. one a day's too little haha :P

i want to go SHOPPING

i talk lesser now, thats pretty much obvious. my friend commented on how blood shot my eyes are, and as of today, i fell asleep thru out half the classes :S and my nose is usually stuck in a book. being sucked into a land where you dont exist pretty much appeals to me lol.

JC is quickly losing its appeal to me. the only thing that keeps me thru is my friends, and the need at the end of the day to secure a reasonable pay job that can vaguely interest me.

now on a lighter note, if my Right One could sing as well as Troy in High School Musical (preferably on a lower range LOL), that'd be so cool haha! yah i know this is completely random lahh. and speakin of the Right One, when Sally Kwong saw that famed list of criterias, she went EH THAT SOUNDS LIKE MY DOG! :O

the effects of all those strokes and push ups have made my arms really numb and sore today. i play like a retard now, but whatever, badminton is not my priority. i have no desire whatsoever to make it to the 1st team. that means sucking up more of my time and energy, of which i have not enough already. but my racket's REALLY PRETTY LAH. it appeals both asthetically and physically. its orange and black, as most of you know it :D its not as light as a titanium racket, but it does fine for me :)

lastly, OI ROLC YOUTH gimme ur planetshaker's concert confirmatory lah! &#*%^ take so long to reply zzzzz i need to go get the tickets you know!

i rlly want to sleep :( have to start on a whole pile of work first tho, and its already 945! die lah.

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