Friday, June 30, 2006
woke up late, but early enough to make it to macs in time. that being said, jason and krish were the latest.. haha ;)
the five of us i huiying jason vaibs krish went biking. it was quite hilarious lah, but by the time on the way back i was too sleepy to bike properly anymore. i was biking at an ahmah pace. anyhow we biked about 21 km, from macs all the way to tanah merah ferry terminal and back. it was quite fun lah :D
and now for tonight!
GERMANY VS. ARGENTINA :) :) :)
im for germany all the way, but ive to admit argentina has a decent team. that being said, germany is still a much faster and aggressive team.
germany will win.i cant stand forwarded emails, i dont bother reading any of them regardless how 'sweet' or 'meaningful' they are or what not. or even worse, chain emails. yuck. today was annoying, in the span of 5 minutes of being online, i received 6 forwarded emails by the same person. -.- they just go into the bin, i really wonder who in the world (ok, singapore) has the time to read so many forwarded things and forward them to
more people! argh.
Thursday, June 29, 2006
today was an incredible night;
after a whole day of shopping and strolling (okay, actually speed walking) about town and parkway, i collapsed at home in a heap only to be assaulted by questions on photoshop.
yes, my dear brother has enlisted the
entire family (and extended relatives and friends) to complete his extremely troublesome and pain in the neck D&T project that required some stupid poster done specifically on adobe photoshop. first he enlists my help into the designing of his poster; as i was in the midst of the exams, i told him to find xw, whos another whiz at it. my parents had to run all over town to print his stupid poster on A3 size. then today, more revisions to be made on the design. editing done by yours truly. but had major problems with saving into jpeg file and gif and psd. AND my brother is in a tight shit cos its due tmw and the printers close at 8pm. it didnt help that my brother had a sort of a quarrel with my mother over why the tight schedule and irresponsibility and it just went on.. so, after the entire family attempts to fix his design and file image problem, his other friends arrive with
other problems from
their d&t project. :S fantastic i tell you! now my dad, brother, aunt christabel and uncle wh (siblings of my dad) are ALL helping my brother print his poster now, cos no commercial shop is opened at this damned time. my uncle's own company has some printers lah, so they are all there now fixing the thing up since the printer isnt connected to the computer and what not.
amazingly complicated i tell you. :S
and in between i caught a whole lot of shows; im such a potato couch
7pm - chnnel U taiwanese drama
8pm- channel 5 Phua Chu Kang
830pm- channel 5 Singapore Idol
9pm- channel 8 cop drama
10pm- kim possible on disney
1030pm- totally spies on disney
11pm- channel 5's commander and chief
and i gave up some where there. i never. ever. watched. so. much. tv. in. my. life! usually max an hr or two. im a busy person lahhhh.
and
TMW, i shall sleep :D
hurhur.
if theres nothing the melbourne trip people, maybe ill go find xiwen. or sabrina ng hui min. we are all bored people.
singaporeans can never keep their butts fixated to one place for too long.
whheeee~ *sounds so bimbotic lah, but HEY its after mid years after all :D
READ THIS;
year one mid year exams are over!!! whoopee~
chinese paper today was kinda a mad rush, but w/e, i was just so damned happy to get out of the hall, out of school.
me, xiwen, sally, hannah, serena, melanie, kakwai, kenichi, zukai (and later, amin) trooped to orchard. i would have not done this on any other occasion because i dislike orchard for many reasons. unless im full of energy, which i hardly am, i dont wish to walk dozens of malls. and the weathers usually too damned hot from each mall to the next. and further more, unless i have the national budget of a reasonably small country in europe, i wont be a happy shopper. imagine looking at tonnes of things i want, and am unable to afford. okay, i admit, the things i like are usually pricey; like that tangs dress that i hankered after for sooo long! its 400 bucks btw. :S haha, that being said, tho i like a lot of things, i dont spend that much money, cos im picky im choosy and often what i like in the stores, i already have something like that in my closet. anyway some of us eat yoshi, some not. but we ran into sheena and 06A101 at cine. we bought darren's present and by then, my legs wanted to die lah. xiwen left, and so did serena and mel. later on the rest of us took neoprints. eee it was damn gross man. there was one with amin's butt, hes so damn big he takes up like HALF the entire thing. :S
btw on the way there, i had to tahan keropi, makwaikiong, pierre, zhihan and some councillor's never ending jokes. about me :S thanks uh. hhaha smtimes so buay tahan them. then, when i was on my way back at payaleba the bus station, i had a call on the phone to look up. and i saw the same bunch of monkeys waving at me cheekily. LOL. damn funny la they all. BUT, makwaikiong, dont insult tkgs kay, else ill insult VS.
anw i posted my letters to darlings chris (sweden) and nicole (australia) already! LOVE.
went with xiwen to parkway, i changed at home first. SHES SO HARD TO SHOP FOR. aiyooh. almost everything she cannot wear. not because shes fat or anything either; shes on the small side please! :S haha
AND stupid me didnt lock my phone and accidentally called hongkong for 25 minutes. shit lah. hope it wont be ex. :( my moms so gnna kill me.
lalala~ such random happiness.
its like a huge weight of my shoulders;
i feel intense relief. finally, after days and days and days.. haha am always brutually frank, yeah, ouch?
some part of an sms from pierre, stupid boy: "you can now move on to greener pastures dear old cow." WAH. old cow. thanks chip.
thanks. haha always so sarcastic and caustic.
i didnt touch chinese for two months, lets see where it brings us tmw or rather this morning wheee~
SALLY DEAR HAS SAID WE'RE GOING SHOPPING TMW
so i shall not go to nat's place to play pool. that horrible girl was on msn playing some game with me when she suddenly logged out >< so exciting lah, the game! dammmn, we gotta continue it sometime soon. hurhur :)
the thought of writing more tmw gives me a headache. my hands are tired.. poor arts students have to write so much more!
that reminds me, i have to post three letters: one to sweden, one to australia, one to singapore. to my loves; chris, nicole and huiyi respectively haha! :)
lalala~ such an insane mood. i hear "catch your wave" ringing repeatedly through my head. hurhur.
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
okayy this is dedicated to nicoletanwanpin
i miss you nicole tan! <3haha when i was talking to her on msn i nearly died of shock; get this. nicole tan wan pin does laundry! zOMG! :O :O :O lol! ;) i bet you she'd complain bout melbourne abit but it'd be fine. melbourne is such a bloody fine city. aside from people drinking too much, yeah. and
skype is weird! its this computer to computer call kinda thing and its free, tried it with nicole but.. a phone beats it anyday! :)
-
my friend says i seem to be avoiding them, haha. well NO.
its ceaseless;
rawr. whoever invented the pc, i love you. its a way out of talking vocally. despite the popular notion that either michelle is dao or she is quite vocal, i dont like talking too much. haha ;)
talking shouldnt be for mere talking's sake.
-
i really respect people who knows the key, the secret to moderation. its so much easier to swing into the extremes.. moderation does not mean mindless or opinionless btw.
not gonna blabber on, but econs.. as usual is quite a mystery. i dont know if i did okay or not :S but my essays were short tho. like one side per qn >< well, major subjects over. tmw's chinese wooo and its all over! but it already feels like a holiday lol :P
i shall go out later :)
i dont disclose all i am. i am not a book for you to flip open whenever and whereever.
haha something random and off the top of my head
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
i wish a lot of things;
like how i wished the day was longer than 24 hours and i could sleep more
like how i wished i managed to complete my revision for the exams, i fear everything may just be in bits and pieces
like how i wanted always to abide by that two chinese words i held dear to my heart, i hope i ll get there someday
like how i wish ___ would just appear already! ;)
or how insignificant things such as a game like tibia would just work on this damned laptop
economics; the study of scarcity and how we deal with it. scarcity; a combination of man's insatiable wants and limited resources.
this is kinda like that concept of scarcity; too many wishes and wants and too little answers, too little promising futures, too little hope, too little just about nearly everything!
never ending questions and reclusive answers
ripped off sabrina's blog;
7 random things about me1) i like junk food :D
2) i wish i could get whisked up to heaven, right there, right now
3) i like to sleep
4) im ridiculously straight forward
5) im really not as dao as i look lah!
7) when i put on weight, it shows up in the face first :x
7 things that scares me1) being stupid
2) God not being with me
3) no food in this world :(
4) gaining tonnes of weight! ergh.
5)
6)
7)
nothing really scares me. a slight fear would be my stomach turning into one pac :( wasted trainings lol! badminton really tones your muscles, but gives you big arms yuck.
7 random songs at the moment1) tell the world -hillsong
2) everytime we touch -cascada
3) ordinary -train
4) what the world will never take -hillsong
5) alpha and omega -some singaporean christian composed song
6) catch your wave -click 5
7) because of you -kelly clarkson
7 things that i like most1) God
2) my friends
3) my nokia 6280 (dont wave your N series at me lah!)
4) my duocor fingerprint sensored laptop hurhur
5) good music
6) renee's figure, talk about pwhoah, probably better than jessica alba lol
6.1) chinese dramas and wuxia movies
6.2) shawn's face structure, someone should give him a box in the face
6.3) nicoletanwanpin's craziness and whatnot
7) that dress i saw at tangs. its 400 bucks -.-
7 phrases i say most1) uhhhhh... okay(?)
2) lol
3) they are damn gay! (refers to certain guys in my class? :P)
4) ehhhh!
my vocabs not that limited lah ><
-
haha was looking at some friend's photos.
zomg, she looked like she dropped ten kg or smth in the months i have not seen her. her legs used to be really chunky and all and she was always fretting about her body. dunno what she did but shes got a bloody flat stomach now >< and thin arms. i wonder how..
haha about the exams;
hist- didnt complete, no time and i took over an hour to complete the first question out of two anyway :X
lit- paper one stank. poem analysis are really not my thing. i mumbled and fumbled thru that hour paper which resulted in a mere side and a half. goodness knows if they were relevant. paper three was slightly better
maths- paper was easy, and really standard cept for the last question. but some how or the other i had a mental block on qn 1 and 2 and skipped them never got back to them either. saw the trigo qn and didnt even bother. question nine, i was attempting them using similar triangles to prove some shapes were a GP. how relevant is that? blah. there goes an A. i really hope i can secure a decent B lah, no careless mistakes please.
its 7pm and im going to sleep. really tired. and ive repainted my nails 3x but my fingers are too bloody tired/sleepy in the end i just removed them.
i hope i wake up in time to revise some econs before tmw. but after that, LIBERATION! well, who cares bout chinese anyway :p as long as i pass decently haha
saw shawn today. and reyes a glimpse before she ran back into the car. :)
need to get overseas postage stamp.
am oh so lazy.
Monday, June 26, 2006
where'd you go -fort minor;
applicable in almost every sense.
but things are better now, and i feel better as well.
but i cant help but wonder;
how long will it take to the next one? the next blow out, the next stage in point where it all tethers on a thin line. the difference between make and break.
nothing else but
hope i guess,
where it all seems quite impossible.
hope.
'of all these, hope faith and love, the greatest of these is love'
-a timely reminder
okay f it.
i feel like crying.
fucking hope gone and everything. i hate hurting people that i care for very much. its looks im gonna have a hard time sleeping tonight, or tomorrow or for some time either.
it meant a lot to me,
still does.
rawr. bloody singaporean lifestyle.
if only..
freak.
i feel. really really lousy...
but its my fault again really.
me being too busy and all. it just feels lousy.
ahh ok,
new layout. NO java script hooray! :)
simple and easy on the poor eyes. haha.
history was a rush. i couldnt complete lah. apparently i took over an hr to complete the 1st qn :S i didnt bring a watch haha.
finally;
yesterday night after quite a couple of weeks. things seem kinda off tho. and i dont exactly appreciate the feeling of being unbalanced. i really would like to know where things are now.. sighs. well at least its a start after such a long break.
"both good and bad lol" "cos i also remember stuff i dun wanna remember lol"it feels lousy.
really.
on a side note, i really feel like grabbing him and shaking him hard. gosh.
anyway, buhbye to nicole. shes leaving tonight at 11pm. :( im really gnna miss you.
Sunday, June 25, 2006
im tired of this layout. heck, i dont like the stupid java clicky thing anymore. i prefer everything on one damn page. but no kid, blogskin.com everyone's jumped on the java bandwagon. and most of them are quite ugly anyway!
if you can design a simple sharp looking blogskin, do let me know :)
haha
some candid and really gay photos today in church hurhur:
1) random photo of some of the youths
2) ryan kills kenneth
3) jw and nat!
4) xw and jw..
AWWWW ;)
5) xp and jl, my only photo of her and dno what shes doing with the jacket lah
and dno why she doesnt like the camera! :(
Saturday, June 24, 2006
i hate being lied to.
on purpose, blatantly.
and worst, for minor insignificant details or things.
it really shows a lot.
i didnt really want to think or write about this while i was baskin in the after glow of camp, but whatever. im pissed now.
as much as i love church and the people in it, it pisses me off as well sometimes. the people i mean. the things they do, the mentalities.
and the facade annoys me to death. i wish i could put an end to it. how much more do you know me in church than that
a) confident kid who leads and does practically everything and anythin
or
b) girl who doesnt need anyone to help, to talk or to anything
i wonder if any of them, really really know me. aside from the superficialities.
its so damn hard to make sure everyones happy. all the differing opinions of the youths, and throw in the standards the adults have. holy horrors! i have to make every conscious effort in every single action, every single word i say. let loose a wrong word, and well, hell unleased and be damned.
oh God. help.
frustrations i guess. they come and go, and theyve come back once again!
the irony of it all.
trust and hope, trust and hope hope hope.
Friday, June 23, 2006
im in one of the Katong cybercafes; its kinda funny. in i walk after going to school to collect notes in my MJ OGL shirt and i see this whole bunch of meridian year twos gaming like crazy away. so much for A lvls huh? LOL ;)
is it enough?church camp was a fresh revival. im learning more and more.. and i have to say im utterly grateful for Him. that he looks out for me in each and every way, every day. its nice to know that you have someone holding your back. always and forever huh.
Jesus, i will live for youIn everything i doI'm holding onto youAlways! Always and forever.. many things are on my mind now;
the mid years next week, that stack of books, the work undone, project work, church, worship leading, youth, certain friends.
complexities.
anyhow some of my fellow school mates are mugging their heads out; some of the slackest people (i.e pierre yim) are freaking me out. and some of the supposed hardworking diligent people (i.e. tang xi wen) are out. ill just work at my own pace and leave the rest to God.
i miss 06A201 and their nonsense
the cartoon gang
my tkgs friends esp that cow nicole tan wan pin whos ditchin me for the lovely land of kangaroos, koalas and well, more cows.
my church youth; jammin was waaay good. waaaay.
and maybe just some of you reading this heh.
maybe.im ready to jump back right into school;
cept i wish it wouldnt be plungin into the mid years head first.
And when my world is falling downIn you i will be found
Thursday, June 22, 2006
church camp was fantastic. i wouldnt have missed it even if i had a choice. ok, granted that i was reluctant to go since it is the mid years after this week, but whatever it is, God is more important than everything else.
it was at Sofitel Palm Resort
the youth teacher was irene east. i just found out today she's a reverend :O LOL anyhow it was a lot of application and mainly on spiritual healing, speaking of tongues and all. we saw some miracles. like how when you initially clasp your hands and its not even. well, prayer and anointing from God can make the bone structure straighten and grow into its intended perfect shape, within seconds. i saw it before my own eyes. heck, everyone in the youth got either adjusted ankles, hands or whatever. haha all thanks to singapore's MOE causing us to carry the super heavy backpacks! my ankles got shifted as well, think its cos of my injuries due to badminton. and my fingers as well, hurhur. its quite amazing lah :) learnt quite a bit i have to say. the last night was as usual, the night where everyone puts up a show. the youth had this skit thing. it was hilarious. it was based on the parable of the ungrateful servant. xp was king, i queen, xw the 1st servant, sam the 2nd servant, joan was sam's wife, jl was xw's wife and the rest played the kids, bodyguards, the other servants and so on. the costumes were gay. we just grabbed the hotel table's table cloth and it served as xp's king robes. the crowns were really stupid and gay looking, but it was damn funny lah. and i got two hotel chair cloths and it served as a gown or whatever. the scepters were drum sticks lol! :) anyhow the worship i led, i did quite a few fast songs; jumping like crazy for 20 minutes nonstop is quite tiring. plus must sing. only one minor fault that few could decipher, so it was pretty cool. oh yeah, and every night we had mini parties lol! all of us eating, playing cards, watching tv, gaying about, swimming and all everyday everynight. rocking. :)
1) me and xp in the gayest garb ever. but without the headpieces.
(i like his shoes but we look really stupid.)2) mindless scribbles and drawings by some of the youth
Monday, June 19, 2006
your blue sky's faded to grey;i havent started on history. but i shall attempt to do some "cheat-studying". we'll see if it works. :) cheat-studyin can be remarkable helpful in times such as these.
and really, some people are oh so obvious ;)
and im off to church camp, latas!
colour me blind.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
my frosted cornflakes got a slight durian smell in it. damn :( its cos i put the cornflakes in the box that previously held my father's darling durians. of course washed already, but got that smell lah! yuckks. i dno lah, people always say singaporeans love durian, but i dont think that is really the case among this generation. sure, some love it, but just as many dislike it.
todays backup was not bad. but aunty evelyn and uncle wc entered a bit late for a few songs but nvm luh. and ill be leadin worship on thurs church camp :)
im off to church camp tomorrow but ill haf to lug my books
if im lucky, i might just get a tan ;)
love! to those who know they are meant for this. hurhur :)
but just to name a few; nicoletanwanpin, jasminethefrog, pierreyouchip, keropiwhosmissinginaction, joce, joy, xiwen, melaniessquealing, shinyuthefishball among others :)
sad luh, nicole wil be going off to australia soon WITHOUT SEEING ME :( you bi*ch. :( some kinda bestie eh. hahaha love!
Saturday, June 17, 2006
rebecca st. james is an incredible worship leader and singer. her vocals are undoubtedly one of the most impressive. and finally today in church, the accoustic drums arrived! dammmn style. its black and amazingly loud it blasted my ears off despite xp playing at his softest. but dammmn style lah.
style!i wish aunty evelyn and uncle wengchee could do more ahhh.. you can call it vocal gymnastics or dynamics i guess. its boring not to. i hate my voice on the microphone. it sounds quite odd really. and i wore my fifa world cup germany jersey to worship practice today. man, its BIG. its an european M size. it even covers my skirt so i had to fold my hem up, else damn suggestive lah! :S okay fine, my skirt isnt that long, but the point is, the shirt is DAMN BAGGY and LONG. but comfy heh! :) i love it. the material of it really rocks. even more cooling than the new mj pe shirt which i had deemed to be like 'wearing nothing' ;)
i cant find the "speak to me" by rebecca st. james mp3 online :(
to write and to be able to write, is liberation.
how i love expression;
-that other blog.
hahaha my friend was talking to me last night and he went, what OTHER blog. curious nitpicks eh. <3!
im not too happy about a particular overseas friend, but nvm. we shall see.
im still waiting, as i always have been.
Friday, June 16, 2006
pictures! 1. ultra small and tiny siewmais!
2. jasmine the crazy frog ;)
today was kinda weird. some people in school were kinda looking in my direction. weird. -shrugs. maybe theres smth wrong with my shirt or skirt. maybe some ketchup stain or smth. oh well. i dont think i offended anyone heh. i hope. you never know with my hostile face; people'd assume the worst first. anyhow i dont bitch behind peoples back. im too straight forward for that. the good years of tkgs heh :) if you ask me i can tell you straight. haha. dont know why im saying this but w/e yeah
after consultations (which ended MUCH later than expected), i rushed to airport on taxi at 3pm. pierre sounded like he was gnna kill me on phone. i missed dennis; that goon left before i could pass him what i bought in australia! :( anyhow went to BK to find pierre, we left for macs instead which was even
more crowded :S we tried to do some work, which i did a bit. jasmine came at about six. by then we had gone chocolate shopping as well as siewmai (that cute soft toy tortoise) shopping! i bought a tiny siewmai which is absolutely adorable. its hanging on my pencil case now and im broke as well. haha! we had some good laughs ;) anyway as we were leaving, a table of guys a few tables down were givin us looks. second time today, ultimate weirdness! haha maybe pierre was too kiampa lah.
maybe. LOL.
they sent me home. yes, forever road noob.
and isnt this photo i found just sweet? look!
awwwwww.. haha!
that song
love, me is damn damn sweet.
cascada is.. undescribable. her voice is pure honey and milk yumm. hurhur ;)
well in short, im in love with all those power 98 songs now heh :)
and,
awwwwww, renee j shawn are so damn sweet, feel like crying heh. they fedex-ed some old momentos they knew id kill to have.
i love you guys! :)
everything is good, cept im short of that one thing that its not within my control. hmrrrmh!
shall wait and see. anyhow tmw's (or today rather) a mugathon. i must try to survive it!
and, i need longer and more formal skirts sheesh. i dont have enough formal enough skirts for backup singing on stage in church. (okay fine, they are mostly too short) and i cant wear my jeans right. hahahaha.. pity im dead broke.
'the eyes say a lot' ;)
Thursday, June 15, 2006
it has never been so clear..
-the
other blog.
dad's back from germany, frankfurth and goodness knows where else. i hope he bought back
world cup shirts!!
blah, time to start work :(
it makes me happy
when i see how two of my good friends have gotten together. whether lasting or not, they are happy now, and that makes me happy too :)
or to see a friend, who used to be so soft spoken and dependent on her friends/boyfriend to become so much more independent and happy and joyful sounding
simple things make me happy.
really, despite my hostile/hard demeanor, im a sap at the heart.
but sure, if you get me that lovely dress ive eyed at tangs, i wouldnt mind either! ;)
hurhur.
-
i am so bloody conflicted sometimes it takes a genius to work me out :)
but at least i understand myself. lots dont.
i wish a lot of things, and though everything is okay right now,i am hoping for better.better and better.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
at times such as this i wish my blog was locked.
i am tired of having to explain what i said, or why i said, or whatsoever.
at this, i bet you some people will ask me what i mean
again.
maybe this will deter them.
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and really, the winding path's straight when you see it from above.
i can see everything that i wnna. its great being so clear headed :)
on a separate issue, i have to thank God for all He has given me. despite some things that has happened, i have learnt some things i would have never learnt eitherwise. and plus i am grateful for the things i have. like the recent melbourne trip. it was wonderful :)
the only thing i guess, is that my Bible reading aint regular. im not too good at all :S
as much as i am blatantly open, i still like my privacy please.
not everything should be said, nor everything be known.
i dont see a need to disclose my life to everyone or anyone for that matter of fact.
just like no one else does.
-
haha, the silly (and maybe, stupid) things my freshies say.
they just make me laugh. :)
havent talked to chris in ages! :( i miss chris really. its crap that such good friends live soo far apart sighs- try sweden and singapore :x yes, its
that far.
shawn's suppose to take me out tonight, and later to meet the orchard moppies. yay :) hugs and love and kisses to them all. hurhur ;)
well.
its back to the real world. and i have yet to start gearing my engine up to study. looking at the maths notes gives me heavy grief. not that i fear the subject, but its more of.. okay fine. being lazy. :S ive got 4 days before im off to church camp and ive to cover 13 maths chaps, econs till monopoly, lit 34 poems i think and history which i have not touched in a few months. i miss melbourne and the crazy times we all had. its like post melbourne blues. or melbourne-itis. or whatever you want to call it really..
despite what some science students think, arts stream isnt all about ''bluffing your way thru''. its damn hard. and sometimes no matter how hard you try, you just cant hit the nail down in one. and for your information, despite being an arts student, i can say i do understand maths clearly and i am decent in my previous science subjects. anyhow, the lit poems, some of them are givin me massive headaches. blah. stupid wilfred owen! he should have gayed around more and written less :( i think i gotta find a way to getting around those 34 poems without actually studying them all! it doesnt take 5 minutes to study one btw. try half hour. or maybe up to over an hour for the harder ones. :(
anyway thurs- im going go study with xiwen. im TRYING TO
fri- pierre and dennis(whom pierre has yet to ask)
denise was asking me to go watch movie with her huiyi qy runguang sean alan xw mervyn on friday. shall see how and dependin on movie and time haha!
during the holidays;
supposed to go out with
nicole before she leaves for australia
wanyun; she was supposed to MAKE me study ;)
after the mid years;
i have to go out with joce and joy
go out with an old guy friend
go out with the orchard moppies. <33
<3 to all my friends.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
it would seem everyone who went to melbourne econs trip misses melbourne like crazy. no one wanted to leave on the last day. and most of the nicknames on msn now reeks of missing melbourne, missing those times spent together, or wanting to spend more time together as a group. krish has already said that after the mid years he wanted to organise a paint ball outing for all of us. awww. :) i bet you manel will be so happy. its her kinda thing, plus it has to do (a bit) with her new love, air rifling :)
this morning, when i woke up i thought i would hear manel huiying and yvette nagging me to get out of bed. how weird it was not to hear their voices. or not to feel the coldness of the window next to me.. or the shock of the cold wind the moment i step out of the hotel still half asleep. or how i'd wince at some of the food (take GAYLORD as an example). or playing taitee for hours, or having yvette nag on whos this guy or that guy.
it was great.
more than great.
i wish i'd go back and do it all over 10, 20 times all over again.
hurhur, but not incurr 10, 20 times the cost i hope :x im not rich. haha :)
<3 to all the people on the trip,
esp those who made me laugh oh so much.
HELLO.
everyone's been asking me bout the drunk incident LOL ;) tell you what, all of you make an auction and bid for the story and the highest bidder will be entertained. hurhur.
i realised that i missed out some important events that werent included in the previous post
like krish using jason's cam to snap huiying sleeping. and huiying nearly killing jason's cam and mainly krish later on for it. theres a whole loong video on huiying killing krish hurhur.
or singing mouse loves rice while huiying and manel makes mysterious phone calls!
or us roomies playing 'taitee' for hours! how i would grumble of not getting a single 2 lol :)
or playing daytona and the shooting robbers thing with the guys at the airport. sheesh, obviously i lost hahaha.
or sleeping in the plane back and vaibs had to sleep as well since he didnt want to disturb me and manel (the gangster) sleeping
or yvette passing out food YUMM!
or the cold cold icy weather and us pretending to smoke by blowing out visible 'smoke'
its been a great trip.
always remembered!
<333
Monday, June 12, 2006
BACK FROM MELBOURNE! :D
the weather was fantastic tho on a certain day i was pretty grouchy cos it was icy cold and i was only wearing a shirt and a thin jacket :S anyway it hit 0 degrees pretty often. i love the cold weather. stepping back into singapore's humid was another shock altogether. anyhow ill do this post chronologically; its gnna be a long one! haha
day one:
pierre and jasmine were sweet enough to send to off and they got me this really cute cherry crystal encrusted handphone keychain! love you guys!
gay miranda house captain. and sheesh i uploaded jas' and my photo but it disappeared :(
anyway my roomies were -
manel yvette huiying!
day two: stockmarket talk was... amazing. amazingly sleep worthy. the entire line of girls fell asleep. heh. tried to stay awake, but we just touched down from the plane, tts why soo tired! it was super funny in a way. about 10 girls, all slumped over sleeping. had lunch, didnt like it at all :( some halal indonesian food. next up, melbourne convention centre. it was unimpressive at all. really. singapore has much better facilities but the talks they gave were really interesting :) just a 6 day conference of 5000 people can generate over 25 million! dinner was decent. btw, my hotel room is lovely. :D im in love with it.
day three: singapore airlines talk. that was probly one of the best and most interesting talks about the challenges faced by singapore airlines. about the high exits of barriers and competition and protectionism. then, some photos at an old majestic church! lunch at gaylord was.. gay. monash university was hardly impressive and their teaching was wayy too slow. we learn much more in a 50 minutes lecture in mj for sure. the 'tour guide' had reallyreally nice hair. just like out of the magazines. im jealous. hurhur.
day four: wakes up at 455 to realise that we were all running late and sprang out of the room in 10 minutes. we were late :S anyhow the tour at melbourne whole sale market at 5 am was really interesting. aussies are really friendly anyway. as you walk past they'd yell hi or wave or say something hilarious. hahaha. ford motors was boring honestly. it was a complete guys thing, they oohed and ahhed at every single car. carlton brew house; no drinking :(( i was looking forward to that lah! and that day stupidly i was wearing the two sizes too baggy jeans and had forgotten my belt. thank goodness for the long CASTOR shirt :)
that night, was the most 'exciting'. there was this drunkeds incident which involved a couple of angmohs, the people in 201 me manel yvette huiying and krish and vaibs (babes) from next door. it was quite hilarious after the whole thing, but it was kinda freaky then. ms loh was the most scared really. hurhur. its kinda long, im kinda lazy so ask me yourselfs!
day five: financial talk. pretty good. chillipadi restaurant. dammmmmn good as well. :D and shopping for the rest of the day and the next as well!
the people on the trip were all realy nice lah. of course, there was bound to be some gossiping, but no bitching i guess. which was good :) i enjoyed the trip lah, all the silly jokes and things that happened. manel's 24/7 sleepiness, yvette's mummying, huiying's dreamy love sick moods, the drunks incident, the huiying sleeping photograph episode, arcading at the airport. arcadin at the australian airport was soo fun! haha daytona and the shooting game. :) i slept thruout the plane flight anyway.
when touchdown, jasmine met me but she had to go after a short while for council meeting :( then pierre appeared, a little late. had breakfast and he lugged my heavy bags around. dennis the pig, who stoutly claimed 645am in the mornin was no problem had some problems with waking up and didnt turn up. dennis zhu is a pig. hurhur. anyway i spent quite a bit of money in australia lah on shopping. bout 200 aussie but it was cos everything there is really DAMN EXPENSIVE :( but i got my brother three shirts cheap. and myself a dress. hahaha.
got more photos, but the uploadin thing don seem to be working anymore.
laters! ~
<3 to nicoletan, jasmine, pierre, keropi
<3 to 06 A201
<3 to rolc youth
<3 to the people at the melbourne trip :)
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
i realise how much i love all my friends, even down to the ones who piss me off constantly.
yes, love love love love!
love! to the Cartoon Gang whos sending me off tonight, so
sweet lah i tell you! ^^
love! to nicoletanwanpin who i just had a nice and long talk with :)
and how i love God too,
im always secure in Him. i have no reason to fear.
really, God has been really good to me. he showed me and made me understand a lot of things. im not insecure, lack of confidence, or anything because of Him :) His goodness is uncountable lah.
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finally; dear kyle, you'll always be in my heart.
10/06/1988 - 6/06/2003
hmm. 11 emails in my inbox. shall check them out.
>.< 4 forwarded mails by stephen, and 7 from Friendster.
teehee, since yesterday 11pm till this morning, i got 6 friendster testimonials.
aww. feels quite loved la. haha! :D <3 and hugs to shi-na, jasmine, pierre, jiayi, shinyu, sabrinanghuimin! its amazing how a few words can make anyone happy. really. :)
and i tell you, dunno how many peoplet think ive gone already :( cant wait to get rid of me right? hahaha. on msn, mel was like 'hows aussie?' and darren sent me an sms 'hey dajie have a safe journey, enjoy your self' or smth like that. then i have shawn calling me in the middle of the night from LA asking me whether australia was cold and whether i needed more warm clothing, i could always bunk down to mike's and reye's place to grab some clothes. :S then there was a church aunty who asked me if i rmbed to bring vitamins.
hurhur. damn cute lah they all :)
on a side note, i think my maid just food poisoned me. argh.
Monday, June 05, 2006
7 Qualities I Wish I Could Have-
1) smarter
2) thinner (i.e less fats please :X)
3) have a nicer smile
4) have a face that doesnt say 'hit me!' or 'attitude' when you look at it
5) nicer hair
6) a more patient person
7) to be able to trust people more inately
7 'Items' I Could Possibly Be Jealous Of-
1) Shawn's smile. it has made quite a few girls swoon before hurhur ;)
2) Fiona Xie's body. talk about tight and toned!
3) the amount of fans Orlando Bloom has. *hints at sally kwong cho ki
4) the chocolate bar at Fullerton ^^
5) Kyle's brains; bloody genius!
6) Kylaine's style, your next Donna Karan
7) Renee's arms. damn damn damn nice, i admit im ridiculously jealous!
7 Things I Cannot Stand-
1) people who dont respect my space
2) overpossesiveness
3) indecisive guys
4) overdependance
5) my arms
6) bitching about my friends
7) guys treating my girlfriends bad
(you. will. die.)let me add an 8th lah- too much whining. my temper may snap if its overlyexcessive
anyway i <3 Shinyu, Mel, Xiwen. thanks for our recent talks. makes me feel muchmuch better! bitching therapy. haha! no lah, shinyu mel and xiwen are ridiculously sweet people. they dont bitch at all. hahaha..
oh. and i got the skirt. its beeuuutiiful. ha!
i bet skeptics like zukai will say its short or smth. zukai is weird. he acts like he has never seen FBT shorts before! :X how gay. ;)
ive realised how outdated some of my blog links are, haha. well, too bad! unless you tell me
again, i wont relink. im plain lazy to go find out. :x stupid swiss cheese lah, change your blog link soo many darn times! pssft.
im done with PW; for now that is.
ive sent all the stuff to mr chiang, and im flying off tmw! :) kinda excited. haha huiying better not ditch me i tell you. im the only arts students in the entire trip ><
i saw a really nice mango skirt only $49, and i want it bad. haha my parents dont like me spending too much money, even if its the money ive saved up! i fear that after i get back from australia, the skirt wont be there anymore :( tell you what, i think ill get this afternoon or tmw :) i feel immensely guilty since i just bought an expensive top a week or two ago, my new mobile phone, a new laptop. plus the australia trip. ahhh! but its soo damn nice. :(
i feel the need to mug. wonder if ill actually make it to my table successfully.
anyway,
one day to go.if i manage to complete studying Econs CEP and history lect 1 -3 ill go buy the skirt.
Sunday, June 04, 2006
it amazes me when people try to do things that they obviously cannot pull off. like clothes.
take last night,
i was completely repulsed when some girl wore a midriff baring tube top and really short shorts to parkway. those shorts were shorter than fbts for good ness sakes! worse part, she wasnt exactly too slim. sure, all of us haf got flabs and fats somewhere around, but most people attempt to conceal them or work around them. this girl in question is probably literally twice or thrice my size. that was how big she was, and i arent exactly mini-Me either. far from that. it was a sight to behold, pale white flesh spilling out everywhere. i have nothing against the larger species. and honestly, whats wrong with wearing a teeshirt and pants that covers something? does that girl feel good, showing off what she doesnt have?
furthermore its only
parkway, there was no need to dress up to such an extent! you'd probably see that sort of clothings in clubs. no, in fact, you'd see
more clothes in clubs.
i was trumatised throughout the entire shopping trip.
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when i get back from australia i want to go suntan my arms and legs with nicoletanwanpin! she better'd book a date for me :) my previous tan had faded quite a fair bit.
ooh. Accidentally in Love's on radio. yummy song. its quite a nice MJ dance lah. the first person i learnt it with is darren i think. that time i didnt know him yet, and one word was going thru my head was 'shit'. no, not because of darren lah, darren's a really nice boy :) you dont exactly do these sort of dances in a girls' school like tkgs, was a bit squirmy. mel completely refused to dance with any guy lor! dancing with lychee was damn funny, i kept laughing at him cos he is shorter than me by 4 cm! but the most fun was dancing with some of the girls. really! hahaha.. i want to continue being an OGL for next year's 1st orientation :) reckon it'd be really fun. but no more CASTOR :(( can i be a miranda OGL instead of phobos? nothing wrong with phobos lah, its a great house, but quite attached to CASTOR heh.
didnt go Church this morning; terrible migraine. took medicine and slept till 1 pm.
i miss my tkgs friends; nicole joce joy wanyun huiying
i miss my class 06A201 people; most of them anyway ;)
i miss the Cartoon Gang; half of them's (Pierre, Jasmine) at LTC and dennis is rotting at God knows where. :p
i miss some of the wild times ROLC Youth had, before some of us grew up.
i miss the Orchard
Moppies. heh :D
its one freaking am and what am i doing?
attempting to cover an unimportant chapter i.e partial fractions as i chat on msn, bloghop, friendster hop and goodnessknowswhatelse! partial frac's not even in the syllabus, hell. and im failing miserably at studyin; ive written four lines in the past hour..
i think i will fall asleep tmw in church, during the message. ha, best part: my dad's the speaker. :x
imagine this:
visitor 1: eh whos that girl dozing off there with that lit book on her face? *points*
a regular: oh! thats the speaker's daughter, michelle.
-dies.anyway, it seems that im quite a misunderstood person. i am probably not the person you thought i am lah. i cant help it if my face looks too attitude for your liking; go blame my father if you want. :S haha. its also got to do with the way i was brought up, the things that happened. and no, im not some rich kid whos problems amount to what to wear to the next socialite shindig.. anyway i cant really be bothered to explain myself to people that i dont know.
as of now, since its sunday;
2 days to go.
eff. i really miss kyle :( and i really want to go to the funeral 3rd death memorium at LA. but its completely out of the question lah.. i will get out of the country on that day to Australia. 6th June. beats staying at home alone since i will obviously not want to go out on that day, not even if you offered me a million dollars. it feels absolutely lousy to be the only one not going there. it really does. i was looking thru some of kyle's old stuff. like this nonsensical scribble he made on my secondary one maths text, 'eat this, and you'd have everything in this text in you ;) ' or i remember i had a really bad injury from stun biking and had a big bandage over my lower left arm and he drew a whirlpool on it. significance? as cheesy as it was; to suck away all the pain. i love kyle for all the goofy things he will do jus to make me laugh. or when i was still in that phase where i totally hated chinese, he wrote/drew/scribbled things on every page of my textbook, so that i'd cheer up when i had to read or study chinese. or when kyle had some problems with his step mom, the evil queen of the west, and we went to SNOW CITY. i wont say what were the crazy things we did there. but it was pretty stupid alright. hahaha.. i wont go on but just one last line: its all down in the heart :)
Saturday, June 03, 2006
michelle's
not a happy camper.
my escape this tuesday.
anyway i havent done ANYTHING today feel incredibly guilty. i am such an idiot at poems i swear :( i need consultations BIG TIME. i shall ace my Lit Mid Years. once i understand them poems, its fine as rain. i do not lack in the writing essay area, its all in the content really. haha. so i think.
haha. ive got a separate private blog that no one knows. under lock and key. ;) cept the orchard crew of course. hurhur. secrets. this blog isnt private enough! i cant talk as freely as i want without hurting some peoples feelings or without sounding like a complete ass to people that dont know me well. or maybe perhaps, i dont want everybody to know everything about me. ive always never been completely dicephered and i want it to stay that way..
im private, see :)
its so weird that people (younger than you) grow up. really weird.
respect my space.
those who know me well enough should know not to cross the line. my personality is as such, even as i love hanging or interacting with my friends, i need my space. do not become overly-dependent on me. it will make me run away faster, regardless of how close i am to you. this isnt aimed at anyone really.
on a similar note, i <3 shawn kyle kylaine j. mike reyes for being there for me (as of the past or as of now), yet respecting my space. heh. yes, im not entirely the easiest person to know. hurhur.
i <3 06A201
i <3 the Cartoon Gang
i <3> ;)
i <3 ROLC Youth
i <3 the Tibia crew
Friday, June 02, 2006
last day of school woohoo!
tmw, hibernation mode begins! :) hahahaha..
i bought my laptop today. IBM Thinkpad DualCor :) talk about rocking. it has fingerprint password access! ahaha so cool i tell you. i got a 1 gig usb drive as well! :)
<3
anyway next week's australia trip; taking time away from the house, the people in it, school and everything else. breathe fresh air..
oh yes,
i <3 style="color:#333333;">too!
if ill try to buy some aussie snacks back for her uh. that will totally make her day. the squealing hamster heh.
i remembered a quote of kyle's: 'studies is just a game to the next step up'. yah. thats all it means to me. a game i have to master decently to get myself up; i dont need 4 As and 2 S papers, just enough to get myself up to that next step. its all putting things in perspective. is getting As in every assignment, every paper neccessary? i dont think so. (haha, but if get every paper, i wont mind! ;) )
adidas 'impossible is nothing'
ill use the holidays to think this over. i know by then what ill have to do. truth.. i miss you kyle, i wish you could be called back from the dead. you'd understand and know what to do.. <3 to shawn, reyes, j., kylaine, mike. its for real.
Thursday, June 01, 2006
two words;
poor pierre.
hahaha, sorry chippola but im the ultimate road noob.
and man,
i love mcdonald's twisted fries.
today;
i came to school for only
one period of class, maths. how dumb. anyway PW is hopefully moving along, and we're gonna get all the sets of surveys out by tomorrow :)
a surprise: weeyang gave me a bouquet of
flowers today. "anything to see you smile" soo nice.
despite all the nice/good/normal things that happened today, im hit by a torrent of waves. crashes. it just crashes all over. the grey mix, skeletonal like. being pushed under. not being able to surface for air.. chokes. running and not wanting to stop. empty, hallways. no colour. no light. no routes out. nothing at all.. a maze. picture after picture messes vision. pressure.on a side note, 5 days to Kyle's 3rd Death Anniversary. ill write something dedicated to you kyle, before my courage fades. kyle, you were my best friend, my buddy, everything. i wish you'd come back kyle. make me laugh like you usually will do. your imitations of people, your jokes. your quirky way of eating ice cream. that incident when you threw a surprise party for renee and me. it was just so sweet. it was like being on coke. memories of being fresh and young, kyle. you know i wanted that just so bad and you tried your best to give that to me. i know it got harder. shutting myself out, and wanting to handle it all by myself. but you understood that some things i had to face by myself and was just there when i needed someone. thats where you aced at, and where many others failed. but never you. never ever you.. you and reyes and all the rest kyle, we were supposed to grow up together. we knew each other best.. inside out. but even the best of friends had to part doesnt it? look at where we all are now.. but i still thank you for the times we had. all of us. theres still something that holds us all together, forever and always. nothing can change that. it was good memories, tho i wsh it could have been longer. those 4-5 years were the best years of my life. i love you you twat. i wont be going to LA with the rest for the thing there, but you know i remember..
and dno why she doesnt like the camera! :(
