fellow CASTOR ogl, siqi :)
some CASTOR ogl photos courtesy of Qiqi:

me, qiqi, sheena and mei at toapayoh sports hall supporting MJ's badminton match :)
and finally, below, CASTOR OGLS! :)


history test, was a bloody disaster. they asked questions that i never expected HISTORY to ask. it was like physics style. loads of definitions. like wtf. the way i perceive history is in the cause and effect theory. i do it essay arguementative style. that test was like a comprehension gone wrong. argh. i think i didnt do well at all. :S

i cant believe SA beat MJ in soccer. that is so screwed. man.. some of it were mistakes. sighs- nvm. the poor soccer guys had to go on podium today to announce the results and they sounded like they were going to cry as they apologised to the school for their loss. i dont think they should have apologised tho. anyway i have confidence in mj's soccer team lah :)

today, was a lousy day. the entire day i felt like puking. no, i am not anorexic nor am i pregnant. -.- i couldnt even eat properly lah! it was puking or like having a million of elephants jumping in my stomach. blah. dentist trip today, they tightened the damn thing again. so it hurts like hell.

a friend screwed up an issue today, which i found rather tiring because it could be made so much easier.

in short, the day was bad.
i have to prepare youthworship songs, do youth teeshirt design, solve an issue between other people as well as study for econs test soon. my entire saturday is gone. i wont be at home this weekend at all.

i hate this.
I.HATE.THIS.

sometimes i question why i bother going thru the JC system.
being able to cope decently with it doesnt mean that i should.

damn.

i went shopping with nat after school today at marina sq. my feet were supersore thanks to that nike pair of shoes! anyhow i bought this nice pair of shorts at royal sporting house and nat bought a shirt :)

man, im broke.
colossially broke.
A LOT of people owe me money still.

i feel so guilty. i havent touched any work at all today! and i have history test tmw.
i am so damned amazing.

ill go read it later on :S

ive been drowning myself into too many cans of lemon barley. man, i love that stuff. like 5 cans a day; and you know how high the sugar content is :S add that plus no exercise for 3 weeks = ewww.

anyway past 2 days were highly tiring. school ending quite late and all. i zoned out during all of todays lectures, i really need to catch up. on the brighter side however, i have finally started doing my tutorials :D im so proud of myself heh.

history h1 is ridiculously slow. honestly, the work done is secondary school stuff. its kind of infuriating. the essay qn to me was simple enough. i dunno lah. i didnt really find h2 hard, just a lot of work. and well, lazy ole me. :S

i hate Rupert Brooke's war poetries.. hes warped with his grand ideas of war and he annoys me!

hmrm i reattempted econs tutorial today lah. i realised how confused i am about the datacase questions ms quek went thru. well, because she went thru rather.. she confuses me a whole lot; after a while i just didnt bother listening anymore. thank God for new teacher, shes pretty efficient and seems to be a better teacher. nothing against ms quek of course. shes a nice lady :)

on a final note, i agree with what sally says. the house teeshirts smells like fish. ewww. btw tho im a CASTOR ogl, im in Phobos :o

i guess power to the Red house now.

i finally got people to accompany me to melbourne! chrestella, huiying (mom) and jasmine :DDD yayy. you dunno how happy i am heh. :)

today i stayed back for the tug of war thing, such a waste of time. it didnt happen in the end. anyway me xiwen and darren got into some sort of an adventure. hahaha, we waited like nuts for bus 36 then found out it didnt go there, so to get to the next bus stop which had 36 we had to cut thru the expressway. we were walking against the traffic flow luh. on the roads :P it was quite funny actually now to think of it. darren freaked out halfway and then said he was gonna get us killed us if we continued working. so he insisted we turn back and get a cab.

hahahaha, me and xiwen were as cool as cucumber but he was quite neurotic :P rofl!

i should cut down on teevee, and on gaming :(

hmm, i have to get the rolc youth shirt designs soon. i dont have my photoshop on this computer so i cant do it now! :( those who are designing any, send your designs as soon as possible, to tungmichelle@gmail.com i store all my photos here :) deadline is this coming wednesday.

anyhow i enjoyed band practice today :D its like a rock concert; best part, your not some silly little groupie. what the world will never take is a fantastic song i tell you. only lousy part was that church mics really stink! they muffle your voice; not sharp at all. talking about singing, i still have that sore throat. its been like that since.. well before orientation. its been ages.

i usually dont talk about what i shop but who cares; i feel like it now.
i want these things:
sling bag big enough for files
shoes (not running ones)
more jeans
more skirts
more blouses

i seem to only be stocking up a lot of teeshirts :S i like them too much. of the late, i hate dressing up. i prefer to walk about in teeshirt and shorts; its so much more comfortable. just to look good, you have to put up with slippers that will kill your feet, shirts that hardly lets you breathe and skirts that make you itch. they should stuff boys in female clothes and they will realise the pains of them.

on a lighter note, i realised (again) that i cant stay mad for long :)

-make me smile
i hope its not just a farce
dont say things that was never truely meant.

i still need someone to go with me to the H2 Econs Melbourne trip.
and i need to begin mugging, soon.

love is not possession.
love is not possession.
love is not possession.

i dont want to turn into this neurotic freak.

anyhow i need someone to go to the h2 econs melbourne trip with me! no one seems to be able to go due to a variety of reasons. :(

i hate how this is turning out to be; i hate it!


i still love this quote;
If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were yours to begin with. i saw this in mj's newletter and remembered it ever since.

its amazing how everyone has problems in that arena. even the supposedly popular people.. everyone is entangled up in something, like it or not.

distance is a factor.

today was pretty much a good day :)
firstly, i ended school for the first time at 1205pm and i basically had nothing educational aside from maths lecture and tutorial. PE was not too bad. three rounds only, i didnt really run anyway :P

im sad that beca, jac, kaisheng, adeline, yingxieng arent in squad anymore :( i hope i cant make retrials lah.

i went suntec with mel; we had a GREAT lunch :)
looked for bags and stuff, found none.

i want this to never end.

its quite ironic when people think that a seemingly privileged person with a well to do family, would have it easier than others.

simply, quite
untrue.

i hate waiting with a vengeance.
erughh.

in a way, the past have made me who i am, who i can be today. hell, it was tough and the first time round i truly felt the edge of the blade. it grew numb after a while. the clam clams up of course..

i dont want any one knifed as i was. once in a long while it makes me upset again; i never knew, never understooded; always thought the world was white. slate clean. i learnt from there. too much i guess. when the lid shuts once, its hard to open once again.

i grew up too fast.
not that im bitter; but i think i gained from it.
of course im metaphorically speaking. :)

i made quite a strategic move today. have no idea why i did it tho, cos im usually not hankering over responsibilities. anyway im pretty different person to different people. not that im schizophrenic nor am i double/triple/quadriple faced, just that i reflect a different side of my personality i guess. not on purpose though..

to my CG mates; i think im a little crazy, outgoing. at the same time, i also get to choose because 06A201 is incredibly wishywashy! hahahaha!! of course sometimes im damn tired, more quiet then.
to my CASTOR8 og people; im probably quite strict and a little nonsensical
to friends in school; im blur as i walk down the blocks of classrooms
to people i exactly know; im dao.

weird.

i thank God i didnt get Mr Nathan as CT :DD

today i hadnt had a SINGLE lesson at all. oh my, i feel so slack. :S anyhow there was only this one junk talk, and after a super long break, i headed with ken (the only one in my cg) to the badminton match.

it was a damn good game, and a pretty quick one too! 15-7, 15-11.
exciting time!

my cg was supposed to go, but the school admin is cooked up as usual. anyway that PE teacher has lost it. shes old and probably senile as well. she has the memory of a flea and the voice of a thousand tigers. she just about blew out my ears.

ken, sheena, eugene and i had something like high tea at crystal jade. nearly $7 for a plate of noodles and they were incredibly hard to bite off and chew. i nearly choked a few times on them.

i shall have to mug for history test next week. cos i took h2 hist in first term, i never learnt any modern world history at all. i cant help but think im screwed, though mel shrugs it (the test) off. makes me wonder if they studied anything at all..

i pangsehed darren mel shin amin half way to visiting kakwais. super sorry, but was buaytahan already. my head felt like it was going to burst. strangely, i felt mostly okay during the holidays but the ill aftereffects of orientation now. :/

Project Work is damn demanding i reallyreally hope i get a good team. seriously, one person can screw up the whole thing. erugh.

ill talk more later. i need a whole dose of panadol

ive got a freaking headache, freaking migraine.
since 9 am in the bloody morning;
i really feel like dying. theres just this repeatedly thudding impact
into my back of my head.

erugh.

todays lectures were a waste of time :( my CT is something to whine about, for sure. i wonder if he was talking about my skirt *hmmm* anyway, maths and econs lecture was simply a butt warming exercise. we just warm the chairs up for the next group :S went with CG to white sands and i had ice cream! i havent yearned for ice cream in quite a long time..

about my new cg, ive rather mixed feelings but mostly its great. after all most of them are my old A301 people :)) man i love A301. most of the new people are fine, im sure they'll settle in soon. i cant exactly remember all of them; my memory fails me in this aspect. still, A301 was the best :D

i have a lot of things to tell chris :) yesterday was quite interesting; esp the joel part.
i wish the day would just end.
ending time today - 505pm :(

church youth has to put up some item for 1st may; honestly its in pieces and the sound isnt right yet. dunno but hopefully it gets better. Tell the World is a guys' song luh, the key is either too high or too low. you sound either like a banshee or a toad. erughh! i still have a sore throat anyway.

im happy that schools starting really. school, for one is still a party. kind of. sounds warped eh.

another warped conversation today:

1st phone call
person: are you at home?
me: yeah why? im sleeping you know!

2nd phone call
person: look out of your window
me: oh... shit! you kidding!

anyway those goofs were weeyang and darren. thus i had no choice but to go play pool with them, though i suck at it.

i enjoyed :)
things are most probably on track and its amazing how an arguement or a fight really helps. hurhur. man, things are looking up.

btw the new Groove style for chords rock :)

its damn surprising how things can be.

today was quite fun. i slept till 12!! woo :)
went with grandma to parkway. eat yoshi and went shopping. bought a mango top, earrings and evita peroni's hairband. evita's stuff are yummy man.

i came back home and slacked on the computer. tibia and msn and blogging.
todays too good to be true.. sounds warped right? but i dont crave noisy places nor entertaining a huge group of friends.

maybe later ill find nicole at suntec. :)
i miss my TKGS friends. though im not exactly the most loyal person to TKGS, i will still admit im from that school and i really love the people there lah..

although English is an extremely beautiful and profound language, sometimes words cannot be said nor described better, than in Chinese. i used to hate Chinese when i was a kid in primary school, then i realised how stupid it was to hate something. you only make it harder for yourself.

anyway in short,
i want to live my life as this;
honghonglielie
xiaoxiaosasa.

i dont know why im getting more and more philosophical; nor am i seemingly reticent.

of the late, i adore cooping myself up in my room, play a good disk and read a book. or maybe just tinkle a few on the keyboard.. im not too keen on 'entertaining' a big group of people. my mom loves hosting. i dont care for that. its quite shallow to me. often you are talking about irrelevant or unimportant things that you dont care for.

anyway, currently, my pet hate, my pet peeve is MONEY issues. erughh. i hate money issues. i dont like being calculative with my money. to me, as long as im happy, my friends are happy; im fine with that. but no, my mom's worse than a bloody loan shark. she counts every damn cent. its not as if my family is stupefyingly poor.. of course, she upholds her nonsense with a heroic-like claim "i am teaching you how to save!"; as if she is doing service to the community. and for your information, i am not a spendthrift. my wallet isnt filled to the brim with hundred dollar notes if you please. nor, am i a shopaholic.. and believe me, in Singapore, a few dollars cant bring you anywhere. so why bother counting the cents?

something i ripped of zukai's blog cos i was bored:

About Me -
Name : Michelle
Age : going 17 this July
Gender : Female
Height : 1.69m (i want to be taller)

Sports -
Name 4 sports you watch : soccer and badminton. even so, not often.
Give 2 idols from each sport : none really. except for Michael Owens, but thats cos im shallow :D
Which of the 4 sports do you play the best : probably badminton. but im not that great at it either.

Love -
Have you ever been in love : Yes
Have you been rejected before : No, girls have it better here.
How long was your last relationship : not sure, maybe 4 -5 mths?
What are the 3 most important qualities you look for in a partner : independence, humour, reliability (i could go on and on and on..)

Friends -
Do you make friends easily : if i smile. :)
Name 15 people you can think of : jocelyn, joy, xiwen, nicole, natasha, shawn, renee, mike, chris, melanie, weeyang, kakwai, darren, diyanah, kyle
In these 15, how many are female, how many are male : 8 female 7 male
What do you look for in a friend : people who behaves their age

Peeves and Purrs -
What annoys you : people who are rude, crude, egoist to the extreme, or people who talk too much. i also get annoyed by indecisiveness.
What makes you happy : friends, music, a lot of things really. :)

Self-reflection -
Use 10 adjectives to describe youself : reliable, nice, extroverted, introverted as well, friendly, dreamy, straightforward, crazy, decent, slightly warped.

Now, name the people who you want to see doing this quiz : XIWEN, NICOLE, SHAWN, actually whoever reading this lah. cos only my friends read my blog ^^
END.

yesterday night i attended IGNITE. their band was really cool. i loved JUMP, and SALVATION and all those jumpy rock songs. anyway im completely bushed from it.

im sorry for making shawn, rene, and the rest worried. i dont know what came over me. i happily grabbed a few and drank. i crashed and burned really fast. and no, im not depressed. no, im not troubled. no, im not losing it!
anyway im okay already.

xiwen is still as sick as a dog, i hope she gets better. sadly though, she cant crash my house tmw night :( i miss everyone in A301.

currently my thoughts are scattered, so ill get back to you later :)



FLY AWAY;

no judgements,
no objections,
no requirements;
just everything you wanted to do,
but never gotten the chance to.

heres to life :)

dreamdreamdream-

yesterday was quite a tiring day. interesting of course.

i waited like mad for the alter shop to open, but it disappointed me again. anyhow my mom sent my school uniforms for alterations :) the skirt by 2 folds and the shirt's width as well.

i joined xiwen, diyanah, mel, kakwai, darren, zukai and amin for shin's birthday at macs. i was pretty late of course. by then shin had gone off with her hwachong boyfriend :o anyhow most of us were quite tired from orientation so we landed up in simei starbucks. thank God we didnt go watch movie or anything. im superduper broke. and ALOT of people owes me money. i just cant remember who. :S after that i went to MJ with some help, cos im still quite bad at taking buses lah. hanged around school a bit. as mad as it sounds, its quite refreshin to go to school when not so many people are about and you're filled with this sense of familliarness. beats staying at home anyway.

strangely, dunno why some people at the study benches, whom i dont know were staring at me. i didnt realise it at first.. im a bit blur sometimes. i wonder if i've accidentally offended anybody..

after that i went for badminton at tampines sports hall with jac, beca, jiankai, kaisheng, stephen and lychee. chiobu and adeline couldnt turn up :( jiankai kept smashing, its seriously scary. some of them kept laughing cos they couldnt believe when i picked up drop shots or did netting.

had a fast dinner with weeyang before i went home.

i bet kaisheng, stephen and jiankai are gonna give me hell during training :S

somehow i really admire those two chinese characters, xiao sha. if theres anything i want my life to be like, its to live by these two words.

i am officially as sick as a dog.
i am as hot as the damn microwave.
you can cook eggs on me.

how does 38.8 degrees sound? ERUGHHGH.
i must get better by tmw, i need to go to badminton
i need to get out of the house!

some things have changed drastically within a week.
how weird it can be.

i think the distance has gotten to us
its time to go.

im not looking backwards though; move to the forwards
on and on :)

orientation overall was pretty good. wet and wild, is just as its name suggests. just that CASTOR8 was quite wiped out after MMM. i was feeling quite lousy after the 2 or so station, i felt like puking. errugh. still sick what. anyhow i lasted thru the whole day and had a wild time during Campfire :)

i got sabo-ed dunno how many times during Wet & Wild okay.. a lot of it was from Dennis lah. i feel super relieved that weeyang didnt do anything, especially with vanilla essence. that on your hair, is really gross!

i love the CASTOR ogl shirt. :)

CAMP FIRE was raelly fun. all the CASTOR ogls went mad lah. we were partying and cheering the whole time. and i finally learnt the guys part for Accidentally in Love :DD

went for supper with xiwen, weeyang, zukai, zi zong and faris. it was quite funny lah, xiwen and weeyang invaded the guard's information table for the soft chairs.

as for today, i feel quite dead.
i skipped vocal and keyboard classes today and went to town to read books at borders then met weeyang later for a little pool. his VS friends came later on. anyhow, today just confirmed my suspicions. VS guys are mostly quite mad..

on the hindsight however, i should not daydream too much. people will think im veryvery blur :S

MJC for the next 2 years. hurray :)

CASTOR EIGHT ROCKSS! :)
so proud of my og okay, enthu and very nice. words cant describe what i want to say lah, but im glad i became an ogl. even though you work like shit, you get a hell lot of satisfaction too.

i have to credit this to the nicenice Councillors, and CASTOREIGHT people, you know who you are lah. made it fun for me :D SAND, STRAWS, SHOES, SUN. fantastic combination lor. however i am quite scared of a few of them lah! haha! i dont give two hoots about winning, i dont care if we're last. what all matters is that we have a LOT of fun. and i mean it :)

some of them thought i was dao at first tho. shocking heh.

i miss 06A301 veryvery much. all the bananas, and jokers, and stefanie suns and siao kias.

b8 was quite horrible. everyone was dead. not that i can blame them, but at least, try to cooperate with the ogls lah! anyhow CASTOR8 is muchmuchmuch better, very proud of them lah, upon seeing on other dead groups. :) with the exception of a few that is. every group will have the few attitude ones; giving me a bit of a headache really. i prefer people choose to not come politely, then to come and be rude. ewww. i still hope everyone in my OG will bond and all that. i worked hard for Orientation.. am super tired.

anyway i got home soaking wet. all thanks to kind wee yang and his soccer friend, jon. errugh. splated 3-4 times. i dont think they were wet at all :S LOL. anyway MJ was like completely locked up, didnt know how to get out, so i copied what i saw someone else do. i climbed part of the school linkway from the canteen to the atrium. heh. like spiderman. anyhow, thank God it was dark, no one really noticed me climbing around like a burglar.. hurhur. :P

not feeling too good. still sick like a dog, metaphorically speaking. plus my ankle still has problems. damn old injury :( tmw ill be putting my resistance to pain to the test. haha MMM at Sentosa. its like MJ's version of Amazing Race. :/

oh yes a BAD incident today. SOME IDIOT KNOCKED OPEN MY BAG WHILE I WAS CHANGING and dropped my CREATIVE ZEN MP3 PLAYER INTO THE DAMN TOILET DRAIN HOLE. wahhhh i wanted to cry okay. its expensive lor. plus, it cant work now. and that person had the jolly guts to walk off without admitting nor apologising before i could grab her. errrughghghghh!! was sososososo pissed off. -growls. i think i have to pay for the repairs, yucks. im super broke lah. i dunno why people always think i have money, cos i really dont :S

anyway lets hope tomorrow will be a better day :)
CASTOR!

i bought a new racket today. Prince, under 100 bucks, not really expensive.. i hope i didnt make a wrong choice lah. but its a pretty racket, orange and black. and its a bit longer than the standard one. its supposedly quite decent for smashing. it has titanium strings. :)) anyhow its lighter than my old one luh. obviously. but somehow i prefer lychee's racket. yonex titanium mesh. the grip and feel is just yummy.

anyway im exhuasted. really. i had vocal class then keyboard class in the morning, followed immediately by main worship practice, then youth worship practice, then youth session itself. i left the house before 10am, and finished after 6pm :S

im happy today. finally. its been over a day.
i was considering cooling it off... but seeing that message made me smile :D
people can be so foolish sometimes.
but cant be helped! -grins.

orientations going to be hell. reaching school by 630 is a mean feat. my dads not gonna fetch me. means i have to leave house by 515. means i have to wake up by 430. YUCK. plus im really quite tired from normal school and trainings. errugh. what have i gotten myself into??

i didnt go out with CG today.. haha, its refreshing to hang out with old friends sometimes. i have also realised that hanging out with some people in CG has made me acquire certain bad habits :S oh well.

after Nat left, i stayed in MPH to read books. ive been craving for some good books lately. i read a parody of the Da Vinci Code. it was qutie hilarious in a queer sense. oh yes, there was this really interesting incident in parkway today. we were walking along the shops when we heard this loud crash and the breaking of glass. we half thought it was a bomb or something drastic luhh. apparently 2 floors down, this poor little kid bashed his head into a spectacles shop's glass display and it broke. its damn amazing lah! the kid didnt even bleed or anything.. but anyway the parents grabbed the kid and hurried away. probably because they couldnt afford to pay for the glass display. haha. poor kid though..

i was ogling at badminton rackets with nat. i didnt realise they made Prince rackets anymore.. i remember this primary school team mate with that brand cos it was very squarish shaped and its a damn good racket.

then when i was in MPH, mike appeared! eh shocking okay, this from someone who says he wont be coming back to Singapore, at least, not for a very very long time. hurhur. anyway that jerk crept up on me and lifted me off the ground luh! not so drastic like a metre off or something; just maybe 20 cm off the ground. i was so absorbed in the book, i screamed lor. so embarrassing. heh. anyway Mike just got back a few days back, just to visit his cousins. think got some family function or something. welcome back :)

training was a little bit hellish today, since im running a fever as well. ha, bet no one realised! anyway today i mainly played with the guys; its a much faster and harder game, but i felt my shots improving and stretching further :)) a lot of attacking strokes, fast and hard. i like :) but my arms are aching like crap now lah. and stephen made me look like a cow by making me run like a dog on the court :S first it was front and back, then right and left. blah. my face was damn red lah!

anyway im beginning to hate the planning process of a CG meeting. OHGAWD I FEEL LIKE KILLING SOMEONE. :S

i dont think i can be bothered going anymore.

i hope my friends get to stay :)

i cut school today, shhh.
i like pool at nat's. its free and no one (well, hardly) goes there. :)

anyhow, a fellow CG mate pulled a trick and i got really pissed. i nearly wasted A LOT of time as well as money. -.- stupid.

i find that JC life has made me very tired. when that happens, my tongue turns a little sharp and pointed. i have to apologise then. :o cant help it really; sometimes somethings somepeople are intolerable in that sort mood.

today was an enjoyable day. i slept in the afternoon again.
however interestingly, MOE has been 'hacked'. MJ people know whether they are staying or not. apparently MJ ARTS cut off is about 12. what a large jump, but well done :) i just hope my friends can stay.

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