chinese paper was easier than the june one. however, i was not as prepared sadly =/ but hopefully i will do better.. but at least ONE subject off my mind. you dunno how much one entire subject can take up man!

i went to BK to study wif Nic. studying with her is funny. :) anyway i completed an entire E maths P1 and did some Endo,Exo TYS questions. we went to look at loadsa stuff. 77 Street has a very cute skirt! it has a very unique colour and interesting designs. its.. about 70 bucks i think. >.<>.< dots lor. nic and i also tried on other stuff lah, like prom dresses and nike shirts. the prom dress was a big laugh. both of us got problems with the zip, cldnt zip all the way, but nic's dress was a lovely colour on her. :) hahaha nic is super small man, shes an S or M size i think. lol, we kept eating and eating man. first it was lunch, then snacks, then junk food from Marks and Spencer. no wonder we put on so much after the prelims. maybe will study wif Nic on friday again. shes fun to study with. oh and i killed off my weeks pocket money already, but it isnt much lah.

laters :)
tys to shawn and reyes and mike. that "thing" was really cute. lmao

i have never been so frustrated in my whole damn life. i whined to natasha the whole morning. poor nat.

haha anyway i shant bother anymore, such a freaking waste of my time man. =/
its sad to have things turn out like that. and i hate time being wasted.

anyway church was fun today, but my mother was being an ass. okay, so some things such as playing hp in church isnt good, but she shdnt haf taken away other peoples phone.. thats stupid and rude. christmas item is on, i guess. cant be bothered to say anymore.

laters.
take care all :)

natasha came over today to study. i taught her a little of SBQ :)
and wow, shes hot! `grins. no lah, i dont mean it in a perverse way okay?

played a bit of soccer as well. dirty and smelly
i enjoyed it. surprised? hahaha..

shant talk more.
words are silver but silence is golden :)

today was the essense of dull. immense dullness.

i stayed at home the whole day. woke at 12 plus finally, stumbled out of bed only to stub my toe against the bed post. -.- anyway today all i did was watch tv and i did some lit. i finally completely the entire lit book okay. i never did copy down any of ms ang's notes.. why? i never listened to that particular lesson. it was like The sleeping period. so i did a bit of my own notes for each chapter and stuff. and of course my lit isnt completely done yet. i still have to do character analysis and look at some questions and understand what they want from you. hopefully i can pull a good grade :) i have not touched SS in ages, i feel rusty already. looking at SEQ questions make me a little irritated. i still do not know why i messed up both my History AND my SS SEQ. nasty stuff man. i think its got to do with my lack of concrete details i.e evidence. too general as usual >.< i didnt fail or anything of course, but its not good! it drags my lovely SBQ down into the drain. i shall not be complacent about my SBQ anyway, a little slip and there goes all the marks into the rubbish bin.

and well there CHINESE on monday. yuckss. i have to study Chinese this weekend i suppose. i shal not touch any other subject man. its only TWO days after all. if i get an A, oh my goodness, its really by God's grace man. my chinese language is like crap now man. i wont fail, but its definitely not as smooth and nicely flowed as before..

im still worried about English though. darn all Compres lah. i really dunno what the hel they want. sometimes i get good grades, but of the late i have been merely scrapping by or just failing by a mark or two. compre is like an enigma to me. i duno what the hell it wants! i just anyhow answer and hope for the best. after all, the number of compres i do a year amount to less than 5. this is simply horrible. `scowls.

nvm, God wil bless :)
take care all..

PS tmr will be fun. nats staying over to study chinese :))

Blogging always turns out to be a running commentary on the state of my studies nowadays. i will have to promise more colourful and interesting ones in the future after the O's. i cant take it myself.

oh yes. i am really happy the way i am now. its good, just me myself i. no distractions except for the Com and TV. which is superduper good. sometimes i really feel like throwing up my hands in frustration. i have never heard such screwed up logic in my life. -.- shall not go on.

goodnight.

physics prac was pretty crap. my curve gradient is like -0.05 something, its almost like a straight line. and blur me FORGOT to bring my curve rule and my long ruler. i had to run up and down to try to borrow. no such luck though, i ended up buying my 5th set. >.<

shant talk about it.

oh and i love my new chemistry TYS
its simply lovely
if i dont mess my chem up cos of my prac, its all due thanks to this lovely orange book. :)
i feel good doing this book man! hahaha

im in quite a lousy mood actually. its quite weird how some people, who are tall, slim, really smart are still quite insecure. its well, a bit sad lah. haha then wad, the rest of the world no hope is it? -laughs.

i cant wait for JC
i cant wait for O levels to be over.

i seem to be repeating this time after time

now im a bit confused. i'll be doing arts in jc, but apparently AC arts is quite strong. `scowls. its between SA and Ac for first 3 months i guess. i dont quite like the feeling at meridian JC. even my other friends who went to the open house thought the same way; it was cold, unfeeling, detached and disjointed. of course the people in there might view it differently, but this was the feeling i got from the open house.. was a bit disappointed lah.

okay laters`

i cant wait for JC; its like starting anew. not that i hate the school, that is way too strong a word. i did have some enjoyable and memorable moments in school, so it isnt really bad or anything. jus that the school system is a tad screwed up. but nvm about it. i guess i regreted some moments in TK; some things i have not done, or some things i should not have done. i used to say i would not regret anything ive done, but its too proud and rigid a word. i will not regret to the extent that it will completely affect me greatly i guess. but still, some things could have been better. like the type of relationships i have. nothing wrong with the current, but there is always something more, i could have done or that is within my reach. or like to type of grades i have achieved. i have procrastinated from the scratch since sec one. i have always said yes i would start the next week, or the start of the next term, but this has dragged into four years. four long years. even til now, i have a major problem with sitting down and seriously studying for longer than two hours. sometimes even an hour or half an hour im buay tahan already. joce can verify that man. but thats nothing to be proud of.

i guess i would change a lot of things when i go to JC. for the better of course. :)
but i will miss my classmates dearly. they have been fantastic.

my brother is infuriating. now i cant type further because he whined that he wants to play SOMEMORE. `scowls. and my parents got fed up.

okay more later

chem prac was okay when i did it. im pretty sure its ZINC for cation anyway; i did it 3 times more to be sure. youve gotta pour some away to dissolve it..

im already thinking of PROM
`grins. well, i was looking forward to going to buy something new, but my mother said that i should use the daniel yam black one i bought in june. >.<>else has. i must check if daniel yam is mass production or not. i have another golden daniel yam one, but thats long. this sounds really silly and superficial, but i guess, its the Last Day i will ever hang out with the rest of the school. okay, i know that is still kinda dumb, and doesnt sound like myself but everyone want to look nice right? hahaha.. i'll wrangle something, somehow. can try OG, or Topshop, or something like that. i mean im not as crazy to kill 500 bucks on a dress lah. lol. and i already have nice silver slippers. :)

also after Prom, joce, joy, me, angie, liying, chuanting, stella, suyan, shihan etc are gonna get a few rooms at the Raffles and we're gonna hang out for one entire night. i wont say party, cos i dont think we'll go clubs or anything. we're good, see? `smiles.

today im a bit on high.

oh and i just realised CHINESE O LEVELS IS IN LESS THAN A WEEK! `dies. i thought it was two weeks man. i am such an ass sometimes.

i cant wait to change school uniform. im tired of green. really tired of green. and a nasty thick, HOT, pinafore. skirt and blouse wil be a lovely change. :)

tongxinyuan is a stupid show.

youth was really fun on saturday :)
didnt go church today. stayed at home to study a little instead.
the meeting was a complete disaster from what i heard. `scowls. how terribly disappointing, yet how unsurprising.. natasha was a bit fed up.
the band was flat out tim's idea but now he doesnt want or not sure >.<
christmas item, im not keen on it myself. last year was a horrible mess lol.
i feel a bit bad, cos i "sang-ed" a few of them today.. well sorry! but man, it seems like most stuff are thrown at me and nat and sometimes, well most of the times, everyone refuses to cooperate. that doesnt make our lives easy.. at all. >.<

but anyway i went to the beach today.
went cycling and played a leetle bit soccer of the 3 old men - uncle wc, jacob and my dad plus the kids - nat, ken, xw, xp, sam etc
i was the goalie most of the time. got hit a couple of times >.< football is painful, but fun i guess :) hahaha. nat was super enthu about soccer man. she played in SLIPPERS. too bad she didnt do anything silly like kicking and her slipper flying off too! it would have been a great laugh. mm i really do like my church people regardless of anything nice or not nice that has happened. its great! :)

plus it was my first exercise in a long while. biking today was shiok except that on the crowded parts of the beach i got a little annoyed cos i kept having to avoid little kids or old people or really slow bikers or bladers. it was frustrating. but as i made my way further and further down towards the tanah merah side, there was less and less people. which is good. sometimes i think im people-phobic.

dinner with the whole group was funny man. the boys started playing with the ice as they usually do when we eat at that particular place. they chew on the ice and use the straw to spit them out. gross right? i had bits of ice on my hair, neck, shorts, everywhere! cannot tahan being the target lah, so i threw back ice pieces. haha. everyone got hit i guess. i wished i had stuffed some ice into sam's shirt. but as he was not sitting next to me, a bit hard to do. its as if we're primary school kids man. super duper funny :) oh, and tabi hit my mom on the face accidentaly! hahahaha that was damn funny man. my mom wasnt too happy though, obviously.

today i went to Mj's open house with becca
it wasnt as good as SAjc, no offense.
SA's definitely my first choice; Arts stream :)

after that i went to Joce's to study. studying with Joce is a right horror. its super amazing how people can sit down and study 4 hrs or more straight. i was super buay tahan, but she kept calling me to sit back down >.< lol, okay lah, she meant well. so, THANK YOU joce :) hahaha, i did some work today, yup. she kept laughing at whatever i did, though it wasnt funny. at least not to me. standing comedian eh `laughs wryly. anyway i have a long way to go for chinese. my flair for chinese is gone sadly. i should reread and reread those wuxia xiaoshuo. they helped me a lot. did i mention i like the SA uniform? hahaha, it beats TKGS' head to toe green uniform anyday. blue and white would be such a lovely change.

i went to friendster today and got a bit annoyed. maybe im looking too much into it, but hey, i dont think im thinking way too much. `shrugs.

joce and i were talking about waiting and that stuff. as for me, im not sure. just take things one step at one time i guess. and i really need to go run or something. my life is horribly unhealthy. i eat and eat and eat and eat. its almost like a mechanical reflex. while studying, my other free hand automatically reaches out for whatever yummy food there is on the table.

life now is as dull as a Kindergarten book.
its awfully straightforward and simple to read. as for now, what else is there besides school, studying, JC, eating and getting fat? well, nothing. good thing im tall :) my one last consolation i guess. i will never ever go on diet. cannot take it man. all the yummy food. singapore's food, is just fantastic.

ayes, thanks to the wonderful friends Joce and Joy for accompanying me to study. :)
see, now you happy? `grins. okay, time to go read the usual trashy novels.
good night!

hohoho! friendster has this sneaky little outlet where you can check out who has viewed your page! super interesting. and as a friend has termed, super sneaky as well.

hahaha, i think i wil be going to MJ's open house tmr. if that girl, beca, finally can make her mind to go, haha. otherwise i would go to Joce's house to study. mm gotta pick up Joy's lit book as well. its kinda sad when people who have gotten along so well previously make their separate ways after years of friendship. that makes me thankful for what i have i guess. cos' the person you enjoy spending time with might just walk out of the door, never to turn back again. i presume that i'd have to be grateful for some people then, esp my church friends. even if all of us go to different schools, something still holds us, and thats God and church :) yup and out of them, esp Natasha. its been.. SIXTEEN years. long isnt it? -grins. im being awfully sentimental man. i really enjoy "jamming" sessions. keyboardists, drummers, guitarists, bassists and all. like whoaah please. we have gone so far.

i sure do hope even when i go to JC i still get to hang out with my secondary school friends. 4/6 people are really nice. all different in their own ways, but still, nice.

nice is such a nice word.
blahh. hmm, out of a sudden i cant seem to write nicely anymore.

arGH. that darn word again "nice". it seems my vocabulary has become so limited. i shouldnt being bother even reading all those trashy love stories. there dont seem to have much good books lately though.

and im losing my voice. quite a sore throat. i hope it heals fast, cos im leading worship on saturday. i cant sing when my voice is hoarse. funny thing is that i havent been talking much on the phone, or the other either. `shrugs.

its TWO WEEKS to O LEVELS
ONE WEEK TO PRACTICAL and counting down.
study hard, all. :)
and pray for me to study veryveryvery hard as well! :D

today, history class was quite waste of time lah.

and the library is a horrible place to study.
you only feel like sleeping.
the air is so musky
and when you breathe in,
you absorb the drowsiness and
you just float away.
time passes... ...
and when you jerk awake,
you are shocked to realise
that half the afternoon has already past;
and you have accomplish nothing.

what an awful feeling man. i dint exactly fall asleep, but i wasnt productive for nuts either.
I WANT TO BE STRESSED
LET ME BE STRESSED
I NEED TO BE STRESSED
`mutters darkly to oneself.

O LEVEL PRACTICALS ARE LESS THAN A WEEK
CHINESE IN TWO WEEKS
O LEVEL PAPERS IN 3 WEEKS
AHHHHHHHHH! `screams.
im hoping this makes me worried. like shock treatment.
oh, how shocking. `sarcastic laugh.

i sleep like mad man. i wake at lunch time
oh! the hours i waste! `wails

darn it, the melodrama isnt working for peanuts
i shall scoot off now.
goodbye!

ive been wronged.
i went to parkway to STUDY and i got told off for that
whatthehell
andd i even said okay lah i go study in library next time
and dad says "so distracting! so many people walking in and out!"
-.- so frustrating. but heck care man.
i WAS productive; even completed an A Maths P1 and did some history.

i decided not to buy the lovely nike shorts, cos i may never really wear it.
and i need to exercise.
studying+eating = bad

i cant wait for the end of O levels.
i cant wait to have a life.
i cant wait to leave TKGS

it may seem very disloyal, but i dont like the school for nuts
my friends are cool, some teachers are fine
but the rest, shant talk about it.
oh plus, it has a very ugly uniform

i actually like being in a girls school.
its so.. undistracting.

and everyone knows, im already as distracted as distracted be =/

i hope i can make SAJC.
shall pray about it :)
the atmosphere is nice and cosy.

i dont really have a 2nd choice after SA. i mean, i dont fancy Mj or TPjc much
nor do i consider serangoon jc at all.
please, its in SERANGOON hello?
right across Singapore.

i get unbelievably jealous when i read certain people's blogs.
they write in beautiful prose, with so much style.
they can use bombastic words without seeming pretentious or obnoxious.
their lives seem so much more interesting, so much more vigour, and of colours more than one.

sadly, mine are more reflective of the colours of the textbook i face each day.
i procrastinate a lot, a hell lot.
its bad.

i want to MOVE on my ass and start working!
but today, i have slacked again.
i went SHOPPING. `guilty.
friday till sunday i havent been much productive either.
its unbecoming of any O level student.
even neighbourhood school students have more focus and determination than i have..

anyway, ive sort of calculated. not everyone makes it into JC
one cohort roughly 40,000
number of JCs - 17 or 18
average number of students per JC per cohort: 800 - 900
% of people going to JC: about 40

so, the point is, if you dont make it to JC, dont be sad
cos, not everyone does :)

but anyway I HAVE TO MAKE IT TO JC
i cant go to poly, i cant do anything there!
its either make or break.

i dislike reading my compos; its horrendous
honest. i dont like it, its reflective of my awful P6 english standard.
whatever words ive written are what ive known in primary school
so sad right?

okay study hard all you :)

P.s: church was totally fun this wk as usual. people are always so lame.. but lame is funny :D

i love that poem/lyrics. (RIGHT ON, in the below post)
its so swinging, so carefree
the type of life i chase after :)

after moderation 15 points.
okaay lah.
some people got only 1 moderation
some had 9 to 10. which is like bloody amazing

i wanna nine too! then 11 points :)
go SA for sure i think*

oh well be sastified with wad i haf
tc all. buhbye to TKGS

and so it ends.

im hardly muddleheaded nor stressed up.
even if im stressed up i think with a clear head.
i know what im doing.
and this is how it is..

of course im worried.
but tc yea.

RIGHT ON- 111005
you never know whens it blowing about
talking about life, thinking its all straight out
take what it has, accept the gone
move to the forwards, on and on.

blue shine blue the deep night right,
silence in the court yard, beyond the tides
its your pregorative, your life your sea
call your shots the way you want it to be.

its never lonely its never dark
look up, theres no mark
no fixation, call for peace
life's just simple and easy, by the least.

shall concentrate on my O's :)
nothing else.

kids nowadays are soo weird.
one moment so jolly and well
the next insulting each other.
i have no idea if insults => compliments??

its strange.
esp at that age, you'd develop a sort of attitude
which is a tad over blown lah.
it gets on your nerves.

`praying for decent grades :)

how can they do this to me?!
moderate e maths by TEN??
my goodness.

nevermind, i shall be happy for my fellow classmates instead :)
being that 30% of the cohort flunked e maths..

i hope i can get to go to at least SAJC man.
oh please.
`dies.

final episode of dragon heroes.
it better not have a sad ending..
so fed up with directors trying to be "creatvie" and give a twist to the ending.
PLEASE, life is a horror in itself,
i need some happy stories with happy endings.
who cares if its predictable.
the whole point is making the consumers happy right?
and happy endings exactly do that, as long its not too cliched

i need to improve my english compre. mr ang gave me a 14/25 for the blasted dodo compre. bah. i need an A1 for english k. my english is fine, except for my awful technique when it comes to compre.

today joy dint come to school, haha miss your quiet little presence joyeee. ;)
i really dislike decontextualized SBQs. political cartoons for them are right horrors. you can never tell if your making the right inference.. unless they are so generous as to tell u so in the short summary of cos.

oh and grats to nat, for her mock test or whatever 84%
finally, some decent results.
hard work ought to beget good grades.
however sometimes it just isnt so

it gets annoying.
its repetitive.
worse part, i can definitely say i studied less than YOU#
`glares.

bloody singaporean education system.

anyway, the way certaain people think really make me raise my eyebrows.
why would anyone want to dress really well and "high-classed" but behave like a shrew?
calling people "bitches" for minor little things and such are so very unbecoming.
dressing dont make a man, or woman in this case.

yuckks` i think over-using of expletive on others is un-classy
and juvenile

anw i wanna thank a lot of people man :)
for helping me to get to this far.
joce
joy
wy
liz (ur maths papers are still with me!)
mel (whining partner during collecting of scripts :D)
natasha
reyes
shawn
drew
*___ (for all the support, always :))
i hope i dint miss anyone else :)
what would you do without nice* friends?

ohkay L1R5 19 or 20.
thats before moderation.
i hopehopehope they moderate man..
i was soo surprised when some people who always been hardworking did worse than i did, but my class did not bad i think. joy got 13 pts, joce got 15, wy 9, liz 9 etc.
i think i improved which is good :)

i havent really started studying like mad lah.
ive been sleeping more than anything.
i slept the entire afternoon!
`feels guilty.

plus ive been neglecting my chinese.
im still very *bu fu with my history and my SS essays.
my chem needs more precision in terms of answering techniques
my e maths its mainly BEARINGS and a little of trigo and circles. i lost majormajor marks because of bearings. got flat zero for that qn. =/
my a maths, hell, everything needs to be revised again after such a lousy paper.
physics was very surprising. surprisingly good.
i have to improve english compre. i refuse to be on a plateau and kill off my L1 R5 with a nasty B for english. A1 man.

i miss tibia. i do =/
shall be back after the O's i guess. and some occassional "visits"

SEA B3
MW B4
total - B4

wad a tragic day.
i was so happy when i got 19 for SBQ but my hopes were dashed with the nasty SEQ, sadly.
my SEQ seems to be severely lacking. i didnt fail.. but it sucksss

arghhh` shall have to call ms ong to explain to me my fatal mistakes.
i shall do MUCHMUCH better for O lvls.
have to

oh please. my e and a maths plus chem must do super super well.
else ferst 3 months byebye

i cant believe tkgs is soo kiamsiap to not moderate at all!
hmrm and i heard some schools hmoderate 15 marks for HUMANS
that is literally unheard of

i should not be too relaxed
so far my grades are 3s and 4s =/

if i cant make it to at least SA or that sort for ferst three months, i shall go and work then. wif nat and the other accomplices :)

someone said that last yr only 10% of cedar girls' went to JC for first 3 months.
like whooaah.
the schools so mean.
tk, you better not be like that

english was really bad.
a sucky B4

a 64 point something percent i guess.

i failed compre supersuper badly.
my compo couldnt drag the grade up sadly.

it will be terrible if all my subjects get B4
L1R5 - 24

horrors!

i shall not slack.i will not slack.i must not slack! `chants.

i am getting fatter by the day.
studying and eating does no man good
but the foods really too good :)
haha

God bless to all the people doing Final Yr Exams and upcoming O levels :D

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