Friday, June 24, 2005
whoots.
super duper good mood
wadd can i say?
`winksall i feel like doing is grinning like a cheshire cat :)
~oh happy day! (lyrics frm gospel song)
Thursday, June 23, 2005
dad and sam back.
loss of freedom =/
i just dont like people to know where ive gone or
wad im doing.
becoming a real antisocialist lol
but its just as well, cos dad comes back to nag at
me. to make sure i do
some work.
i dont really like holidays anyway
its like you have the beautiful days up ahead
the nice sun..
and whatcha doing?
debating whether you should study or should you play.
often i end up not doing either of them.
i just get stumped there.
-blinks.
singapore school system really stinks.
its the holidays and u still gotta study
then during school term, you cannot tahan anymore and
all you want to do is party.
so distracted, how to produce good grades?!
nvm, im in a really sian-ed mood.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
lol. today i was more productive then usual; and im quite happy =)
my dad and my brother are back
from myanmar.
the house's gonna be noisy again
haha, oh well..
just no more late nights surfing of the net =/
i bought a mango skirt the other day. its
awfully pretty. :) very very nice.
just that my legs are not very very nice. LOL
loadsa scars cos' of the many accidents i have.
a bit of the klutz lah. ;)
Monday, June 20, 2005
everybody wants to be happy.
but
happiness is really merely on the surface;
its pure joy that's true
and that lasts.
i think, we shouldnt ask for too much.
its good to be contented with what you have;
forever chasing one thing after another can be extremely exhausting..
mm, ive slacked the whole day off anw. 6 hours on the comp. -eyes pops out plx. lol, im severely not ready for next week's CAs. human's opinions are often screwed up and close minded like it or not. restricted.
True Joy is the Lord =) amen.
mm.
im a procrastinator.
its 2plus am anyway..
i could be studying. -.-
yeah right.
=)
Saturday, June 18, 2005
humans make loads of trouble for themselves.
thus my conclusion is;
if your not part of the solution;
you are the problem.lol, its sorta like a universal truth lar..
yeah anw im manasitting and making adevo mas hur. wait till my butt is sore..
-sighs. 180 mana. u gotta be real patient to be a mage. too bad im not lol.
ive the patience of a cat who's ass is on fire.
can crows count? lmao! :)
Friday, June 17, 2005
oh happy day?
xD
had my fun
really happy.
now the only thing left is to study.
sad, yes
but unfortunately true.
ive been out everyday of the entire wk.
im happy
but i need to buck up.
i will do
both. -beams
my brother and my dad are both in myanmar mission trip.
the house is quiet. a tad weird.
but kinda good too, haha.
some of the youth are so lucky. sighs-
i wish i cld go to myanmar too.
shall go at the end of the year anw -grins =)
Thursday, June 16, 2005
went out today
again.
tired, but dosen't
matter =)
some people think too much; over complicate stuff.
like i said,
simplicity.
i remember :)
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
church camp was pretty great
pastor evelyn was cool ;)
we had loadsa fun
i do love my Jesus and my church
fantastic time on monday
and today as well =)
yup, im pretty much in a good mood.
no, make that great mood. xDD
i apologise to hy anw; i didnt expect things to become liddat, whatever it is now.
just as theres on high, im reminded by the upcoming block CAs and how much ive studied.
or rather how little. ;)
Thursday, June 09, 2005
2nd post of the night.
im feeling kinda wasted.
i dont understand wad i do. what i do it all for.
it seems all so pointless sometimes..
i cant explictly spill it all here either. some people can, and im envious of them for that blatant honesty. im somehow always aloof and ive gotta keep the distance no matter how hard i try. even my closest friends wouldnt know what on earths on my mind. sometimes i dont want to face up to it either anw. i know whats going on of cos'.
sometimes thinking too much is bad for you.
enough of that anyway.
ive seriously got a major problem wif my studying style, attitude, the whole works.
if this goes on, well..
o lvl's are gonna sink right thru.
my efficiency level is currently like 5%
as for holiday hw, as it overwhelms me, i simply cant be bothered anymore
i copy or i dont do.
its terrible i know..
people affect other people. i guess we should all watch the way we act.
we could seriously hurt someone if we're not careful.
i wish i was in heaven already
today was lovely.
i slept at nearly 6 am
woke at 10 plus.
4 hours of sleep.
stil im ful of energy :)
went online at 2pm.
tibia. a friend brought me dwarf hunting. so shiok.
the exp is higher. ;)
anduril came along. we were being quite lame, but it was funny.
im a lvl 17 now, its quite nice
but my skills suck tho. its like, lvl 13 skills >.<
was late for tuition again, no surprise there.
wonder why im online at 1 am? guess.
if you got it right, your smart =P
tonight, i'll sleep late again.
its a nasty pattern which i like.
contridictory isnt it? figure it out yourselves.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
some of the neoprints me HY and SY took yesterday. havent scan finish all lol
http://www.friendster.com/viewphoto.php?p=e&pid=130194109&uid=3772223http://www.friendster.com/viewphoto.php?p=e&pid=130193930&uid=3772223tibia eats up my brain cells. i only did MCQ of physics paper today
and of cos' its horribly done..
so dead. >.<
tuition later on.
no mood to go.
shall i skip again? lol.
nightwind, always. =)
Monday, June 06, 2005
today was wild and tiring
ms lui was late for clas a whole load, so class ended late
rushed home to change and went out with Hy and SY (tm)
then Sy's hse in tanahmerah
then kenzers house.
-.- apparently u need some stupid disk
swiss cheese came with it. he was a blur goon. he
stood at the front gate and waited.
he could have just rode his bike in >.<
20 mins there.. gosh
took a long time to load the disk and copy over the 100 over mp3 songs
im tired.
pray for church people.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
haha, church was fun.
xw started this lame nose poke/tap thing.
my face got bashed a couple of times -.-
its not shoving fingers up someones nose lar, thats gross. =P
umm, cant wait for church camp.
in the meanwhile, time to buck up hopefully.
my tibia frens stil rock. :)
Friday, June 03, 2005
ahahahaaaa
im getting zen micro! and travel speakers!
-whoots
:) big smiley please
i dint go seoul garden wif class pple nor went movie wif joce and joy. went parkway wif nicole then met a fren. x)
i think being exclusive isnt good. -ponders
tmrs sat. i so look forward to youth meeting and my zen micro. :)
so much homework. =/
Thursday, June 02, 2005
omg im so pissed off.
everyday i gotta go to school.
everyday im told to study
every day i gotta do work.
when my parents are going off with my brother in tow to the Cheese and Toads hse, i said i wanna go, im sick of doing work. they said go and study
and most probably going at 9.30pm. so i went up to start on my work ferst.
my foot go at 9.30;
i was doing more work in my room and they drove off without telling me. wth.
study study study. stuff you, grades. stuff you, o lvls.
im so damn incensed. im SICK of staring into work everyday.
okay, im
not your most hardworking kid,
but still. I AM SICK OF STUDYING
i called up my dad, and i was so pissed off. and he was like "so?"
he heard me mutter the first two words of go to hell. -.- so dead. ahh, well.
sorry, im usually not so angry or vulgar either. im just so damn sick of it.
-sigh. im wishing for the day o lvls end. i dont want losuy results.
who does?
but i dont wanna study much either.
too bad theres no such thing.
today was KILLER.
okay an exaggeration.
but 4 hours of physics can kill lor. -.-
haha, had history tuition today. it was quite good.
new tuition. i learned more than i learnt in 2 yrs in my that subject class lol.
not bad, but amazingly expensive. 140 bucks per lesson.
my parents say they are going broke. lol!
hmm, wonder when i can get my MP3 player. hopefully before
church camp, lol. =)
school is crazy; so much work
its madness.
im becoming introverted my goodness. i like keeping to myself nowadays.
but i start sprouting crap in physics tuition and in church. xD
its really funny. :)
tmrs class going to seoul garden at orchard. dont feel like going.
i mean, like, it will feel a bit weird. everyone's upbeat and
im like "yeah, yeah.."
see ferst.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
okay, ms lui kindly reminded me that i gotta buck up on my emaths. how nice.
my eyes are itching and tired from staring at the computer screen.
umm stupid tibia and its super slow gaining exp.
how dare it be laggy on me!
im in a very strange mood.
