Tuesday, December 28, 2004
right. yesterday was monday. had to study a little in the morning. but went to East Coast beach for cycling and running ard in the afternoon. haha. with Nat and mark and his friend. im really bad at rmbing chinese names. anyway, the point is that my parents dont know. so keep it to your self la. haha my plan completely worked. and the rain helped as well. totally tired and sore after the cycling. its like all the way to changi and back..
today had chem and physics tuition today at YL's place in simei. the shopping centre there isnt that boring afterall. my chem is really improving. ahha. im impressed with myself. cos im usually not too good at chem long qns but today i got all but one little part right. =) physics was the usual crap. but i did improve. a little.
the new maid's come. and none of us can rmb her name. except mom i suppose. finally. no more eating out. i hate eating out now. its like everywhere i go, the options are western, chicken rice, meepok tah (and the rest of the wantonmee etc) , carrotcake (plus the oyster eggs), and theres always the store with mixed rice. its so damned boring. eating like that for two weeks stink. my old maid could cook like a pro.. anyway no more cleaning the floor, no more ironing the clothes and no more washing the dishes. hurrah. =)
okay back later. going to mess a bit with the keyboard and guitar. ta
Saturday, December 25, 2004
rockin. really really rockin. yesterday night went to uncle wengchee's place. had the works of sashimi, sushi, salad, the various stuff. got presents! heh. and three Sasha's bears to go with it. long story. but Sasha's bears are really pretty. and cute. haha
mom gave sam nike shoes. bleh. unfair. lol. =) and he was yowling away that he hated people buying him clothes and shoes and lalala.. you can tell how pissed off mom was. so i had to bring him all the way to parkway to change his stupid shoes because he kept insisting the width was too tight. right. and he changed a pair which was half a size bigger. and you know with sport shoes, half a size isnt much. i got a black skirt from mom.
and laoshi gave me chocs. =) =) =) i adore chocs. yum stuff. except that after christmas i got to go play badminton or smthg. and i cant wait till the new maid comes. ive enough of the mopping floors and ironing and whatever else.
later
Thursday, December 23, 2004
today was an awfully tiring day. i slept at three plus last night. woke up on and off from 8 onwards. finally got out and 10.30 am. took a taxi to tanahmerah mrt. met nat, mark, dave and sam there. took a long walk to uncle siowhui's house. singapore's sun stinks. =S kinda messed around on the piano, keyboard, guitar and drums. junwen junlin sarah and tim came later. and kenneth and samuel came even later.
had to get the people to sing and practice.. long story. half were willing enough. samuel tung and kenneth messed around. irked me off. please if you came you jolly well cooperate and even if you dont, please kindly dont disturb. junwen and junlin were not audible. just like that Singapore Idol wannabe; the Silent Whisperer Guy. lol. anyway overall on that day it SHOULD be okay. the practice was overall okay enough. it could be a lot a lot worse. it turns out that mark and sam both can mess around the bass guitar and the drums plus piano. 0_o im kinda impressed. i dunno i just really respect people who can play various instruments, not just one. hmmm. theres smthg off about the When You Believe chords. Em is too high. but Dm's too low and a bit flat. just hoping it'd turn out okay. yeah. played a couple games of table tennis with them. i hope that next time this sorta thing wldnt be pushed to the youth without asking us lor.
i think im tired because i didnt get to sleep enough. -yawn. have not slept much the last whole week. due to various reasons. and im really glad that ive wrapped up the load of christmas presents already. i like wrapping. just like i like packing my holiday luggage. lol. call me weird. =)
hotmail died on me again. just when i finally managed to access it yesterday, today it died on me. =s
for the rest of today i shall do the following:
sleep
eat
do chinese tuition hw
sleep
sleep
sleep
im turning into a regular pig.
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
today. woke up at nine smthg. was so tired. my house is going MAD. the porch's drainage thing collapsed. fnatstic i tell you. it was made out of solid concrete. and then yesterday night at 1 smthg i found out the the pipe under my sink was LEAKING and spurting water all over. what a wonderful day yeah?
so today. met joce and joy. gave joy and joce their presents. joy passed me mine. went to Parkway. jocelyn joy and i kinda shopped a little. and picked up a couple of things. i bought more sweets. starburst. i am very pianxin i tell you. the starburst i only giving the youth. cos this year i kidna decided i would give allt he kids smthg for christmas. got nat to share with me. joy was nice enough to help me wrap.
tired. going to sleep. till later.
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
okays i still cant access msn nor hotmail. freaking fantastic. =( -sigh
yesterday night my parents and me and my brother went maid hunting. it was really hard cos we wanted a Christian maid. anyway hunting down maid agencies are a wastee of time. internet search is much much much more efficient. hopefully we can get a maid really soon. then the house will be cleaner and the clothes will be ironed faster. =)
and this friday's at uncle wc's house cos our maid went MIA. and sat night's at aunt hs's. and SUNDAY. sunday is not what im looking forward to thanks to the performance "the youth have to put up". as usual it was thrown to me and nat to do. we kinda discussed it over the phone last night. then yakked all the way to 1 plus i think. so we and all the other kids are meeting on thursday afternoon in church. that means i have to run all the way to ponggol from katong. x__x later on today's chem and physics tuition. eeeeyer. supposed to be at my house all along. and then halfway yl's mom wants it to be at her house. but now i think i think i think its back to mine. so confusing. -yawn its twelve smthg and im too lazy to go out and buy lunch. at this rate if the maid still doesnt come, im gonna starve to death sooner or later.
and tomorow, jocelyn and joy's coming over to exchange christmas gifts.
dang. what a busy week. one of my biggest wishes
still is to be able to do nothing and not feel guilty about it. it has not come true.
Monday, December 20, 2004
its been some days since ive blogged. on friday christine and joshua came over to stay the night. we went to go see anna's church musical. and we saw daniel and his girlfriend as well. btw these are all my cousins.. we kinda goofed ard and on saturday, i and christine went to orchard in the afternoon. walked and walked and christine got this oriental looking skirt and this belt. she would have bought a pair of shoes and another skirt too. but didnt in the end. parents and sam and joshua came around orchard later for dinner. had dinner in paragon.. dingdongfang is it. or ding tai fung. smthg liddat la. it had xiaolongbaos. they are supposedly really good. i thought it was merely.. okay.
sunday: went to BFEC for joce's and steph's baptism. it was realle fast. and den kinda joined the SSS for a while. it was kinda strange la. going back to the church you left for over a year? yeah. but real happy for steph and joce. =) oh and my maid was supposed to get on a plane and get back on sunday morning. she didnt turn up. turns out she didnt take the plane. shes still at her indonesia home but otherwise uncontactable. really annoying i tell you. if the uncontactable status goes on, i really dunno whats going to happen to the house. put it this way. none of us are pros at washing clothes and ironing them and cooking and cleaning the house. my mom was ironing the clothes yesterday and she was doing at half the speed of my maid. so thats really slow. and the past whole week we've ate nothing at home. lunch and dinner were all eat outs. its sickening already. and hotmail is DEAD. i cant access my msn messenger neither can i access even hotmail.com. how irritating. i ticked off cos i havent checked my mail in days and its bound to overflow so to say.
ive bought all my christmas presents for friends and family already; except for my dad. he's a hard one to buy for. this year im broke-r than broke. and i dont get hols pocket money either. but nvm. and oh yes i bought this really cute pair of house slippers. heh. my dad was yakking that i spent too much money on useless things.
laters tuition, so ive got to go out and buy lunch or otherwise eat instant mee. see ya all ard. and i suddenly i cant wait for christmas.
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
ow. my teeth hurts like mad. i finally did the braces for the bottom arch. ow ow and triple ow. todays a complete day for the erm, physical side. i cut my hair today, put on the last part of braces on my teeth and alter on, fix my contacts. -shrugs
went out with natasha yesterday to get jocelyn's baptism present. shes awfully hard to shop for. i kinda decided already. and on the way picked up presents for three girls in church, our moms & nat's sister. and got a couple of tanks at U2. plus my pink shirt. =) a real shopping day. and of course parkway was filled to the brim with TK people.. went to the library with her later on. and japanese buffet for dinner. it was really god. and my dad and my brotehr whacked all the sashimi. greedy pigs. and they were being incredibly lame; a couple of people truned around to look.. 0__o
hmm im guessing that sometimes its not to great to appear "aloof" after all; though its a rather subconscious thing. and my mom
permed her hair today. it looks really.. silly. like maggie mee hair. like a poodle who ran 10 km. like.. well you get my meaning la. its supposed to "make her look younger". well no success to that. and she sure wasnt happy when both me and sam told her straight out that her hair was weird. oh weels. this week is sure long. and im really broke from christmas shopping. it stink tht i dont get pocket money during the hols.
back at you later. buhbye
Sunday, December 12, 2004
im back from myanmar!!!! =) =) =) =) =) =) that was how good the mission trip was. im definitely going back next year after my O's. fantastic i tell you. we visited a couple of Christian orphanages and i tell you, their worship blows me away. the kids there range from like 5 years to erm i dunnno, 18years? and the kids
plus the adults in my church cant beat them at worship. their free worship is powerful. haha anw we stayed in a 5 star hotel and we were joking that we were 5 star missionaries. and that instead of losing wt on mission trips, we gained wt instead because we ate out at [really really sumptious] restaurants everyday. didnt get the chance to do much shopping though. =s the things there are really cheap. and im kinda broke now because i gave a large portion of my spare cash to one of the homes. Immanuel. and we're enbarking on four projects i think. so thats good. loads to say, but i shant type it out.. in short, you have to go to see. and the trip was
really really really good. im going back next year, thats for sure. and their weather beats singapore's anytime. really nice weather.
really busy now that im back in singapore. chinese tuition hw, clear up my bags etc. plus my maids in indonesia for two weeks.
fantastic. and then of course to settle chem tuition, dental appt, swopping shifts for worship prac and this and that. im busy. busy. busy.
oh yes, i need to cut my hair. and its gone a shade lighter because of a whole week of sun. lol. my mother's taking leave for the whole week because the maids not ard.. lol. no sleeping to 1 pm then. =s
and i have to go christmas shopping!!! im way behind.
im contemplating to shut this blog down. because i dont feel good anymore when i write. its not easy or soothing anymore. i have to force the words out. just have a lot of messed up thoughts in my head. and i feel
really stupid when i read what i say. and the things is, i have smthg else better that i want to say, but i dont.
bleh. how discouraging. alright back later. full week up ahead.
Friday, December 03, 2004
oh. pui! hmmm.
this profile is er, awfully frank i suppose. but eeeyuck and gross too. bleh. and you can imagine the msg on my inbox. yuck. and i say that again. lol.
woke up so darn early today. at 8 smthg. had chinese tuition at 9 plus. still unbelievably sleepy. i slept at 3 am yesterday night. was rereading my shediaoyingxiongzhuan and this english book. going to the library later on i suppose. to borrow more chinese books. hopefully they are on the racks. cos the type of chinese books i borrow have to be reserved in order to get them..
my god. my brotehr is an annoying twit. wth. while i play computer he keeps walking back and forth from his room (having tuition) to make sure i dont play any more than he has. that twerp wasnt even suppose to play before his tuition and his did and i caught him red handed. stupid and foolish. and still dares to tell me "i played only 30 minutes". over my dead body. if i believe that im a fool. -growls that twerp is getting out of hand. he oughta been smacked more. its as if he doesnt get to play the comp or gameboy, the whole world owes him a whole darn load and we are "mistreating" him. i wish he'd grow up and get a life. the only thing he does besides eating and sleeping is computer and game boy and some tv and mroe comptuer.. plus the weekly tuition. thats it. and he stole the extra key to open the door to play computer everyday. geezus. bad to worse. it annoys me to hell. nono HE annoys me to hell. have to do smthg about it. -sighs
anyway im leaving for myanmar on sunday morning for a whole week. see you then.
Thursday, December 02, 2004
hahahaa. im so darned happy that taufik won i tell you. i was so engrossed in the silly show. and was muttering " sylvester, i step on you!" then, "taufik, you better win.." then "taufik, if you dont win, i step on BOTH of you!" eees. madness. then still got " taufik,
or, sly?" "OR!!"
can you believe how boliao? lol. and then me and my brother started shouting "
gurmit! i support gurmit!!" x__x heh. can you imagine
Gurmit Singh singing? unbelievable.
anyway ive alerady started packing my luggage for the myanmar trip. packed so much clothes i cant believe myself. but nvm, luggage still has a lot of space. i still have yet to do finish laoshi's hw, so i suppose i have to be good and do it this afternoon. tomorows chiense tuition then theres the cell thing that joy set up. meeting at parkway. im really too lazy to go anywheree. but on the account that jocelyn and joy will be there i shall think about it. oh plus i can copy off a maths hw from them! =)
lol enough of this. im going back to my she diaoyingxiongzhuan books. aye, im an addict. ;) buhbyee
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
[at 4.25pm] HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA! im soo mean. im gloating. low life forms DO certainly look low life-y enough. lol. i was surfing friendster just a moment ago. im sorry, but i cant help myself. eee. so buyaolian that person. i nearly puked out my own intestines i tell you. the moment i look at that photo i cant help but feel like that.. -coughs like mad. lol.
anyway tonights Singapore Idol. as per usual the amazing amazing reyes and shawn has got SI tickets again. i tell you its not fair. they got nearly every worth attending concert or event tickets so far. x__x haha, and i just cant be bothered to go. just watch on tv y'know. i mean i dont even think very highly of taufik or sly. but between the two, taufik definitely deserves to win. but then again, both of them dont even deserve to be in the final two. so i shant care. eee i wanted so badly for Jeassea to make it. so sad yeah? but nevermind. i shall sit on my nice sofa comfortably in cool aircon and eat chips while i laugh at any of the bloopers they make while singing. its so much better than sitting in a place wheres there's so many people, you've got to fight for your own oxygen. -snorts im still half asleep actually. yes at FOUR PM.i think i should sleep more. i dunno how esle to get rid of the worsening black eye rings? i dont exactly want to look like a panda though theyre kinda cute..
[at 2 smthg] aww. im kinda ticked off. now
that is gone, i guess theres nothing to hold on anymore? another of my warped reasoning and theories.. hmm. plus that irritating fact that part of what i rmb is in there!! hmmprh. never mind. i can [of course]
not tell that person. it'd be malu-ifiying. bah
alrights. im finally cut up the 120 pieces of boards. and more or less the myanmar thing is kinda done, except for my testimony. i really really have nothing to say. give me some sort of inspiration will you? still no lightbulbs blinking yet.. and ive got to complete 1. my chinese tuition hw 2. the last section of e maths 3. 3 - 4 sections of a maths 4. four sections of chem. fantastic. im really too lazy to do my hw. especially the a maths cos i actually have to really use my brain. well kind of la. currently in a very sleepy and grouchy mood. -yawn
i really wished it wasnt done y'know? well. theres nothng into that anymore. and i suppose thats just that.
and im going to the library soon enough to borow more chinese books. english books more and less bores me now. so stereotypical, most of them.. right. gotta run. see you all later.
