Sunday, October 31, 2004
alrights. yesterday finally got the ABBA discs. rocking stuff if you can appreciate it. and mom made me promise to read "im Gifted and so are You!" by adam khoo. its THIRTY bucks okay. and the books layout like a textbook. -sighs- yar yar. the stuff insides are what i already know. big deal. -loud yawn- and so happens i went for the Ernest Wong Superkids workshop when i was younger. maybe thats why my PSLE grades improved radically. i expected to land up in some
longkang school with a aggregate of 200. got three other books at MPH as well. the history one was good okay. it definitely beats our stupid modern day history text. its interesting la; modern history. but its layout really stinks. so this book; guide book; which costs like twenty bucks is an improvement. the current textbook gives me a sense of misplaced direction whenever i read it. i get the info but ... well. you dont really understand la. the interrelatedness and all that crap. yep. let me tell you something. i have a lot of workbooks. but however, they are always in a attempt of enthusiam. the moment term starts, they land up at a corner untouched. i have wasted sseveral hundreds of dollars on ununsed books already. this year; or rather the upcoming; i shall change. i shall try my very bestest to use the books. we shall see yeah. and in the meantime, i try to figure out waht to do with my awful physics. all thanks to the sleep ive gained over the whole year during physics lessons. should i drop the subject or should i just take it but dont giveitadamn or try? hmmm. and okay, the Myanmar misssion trip is most probably back on. im telling you ar; the organiser is one confused fellow. keep changing dates. how annoying. anyway going to kuantan with nat and the cell group people. not flying out anywhere for hols this year. a first in many years. always went somewhere that required at least six hours of flattening of the butt on a squishy chair. at least mom scrapped the idea of going china AGAIN. i just dont really like it there. probably if i go there, i'd only want to go to shaolin shi and see the monks practicing martial arts. and the rest of the days? holed up in the hotel room. i dont see the point of a holiday that makes you run up and down the country la okay. and to **** with nature and rocks and sand. oh and water and grass too. ive enough of those. my moms a nature-rocks-sand-water-grass type of person. i just dont care for it. my idea of a holiday is to stick in one place for more than three days thank you! -sighs- going to PP to get the ciyushouce for tomrows chinese tuition. yippee. buhbyes
Saturday, October 30, 2004
alrights. got my result book back yest. ais, dont talk about it man. im such a goondu. when i got back my results i flipped to the page and got a nasty shock. as bad as last year. stared so hard at it. then snapped the book shut. black face already. picked it up again and flipped to the last page of the report book and saw my NAPFA scores and then stumbled onto my REAL sec three results. wahlaoeh. im such a blur toot. alrights so my overall this year results is not fnatastic thanks to my highly fluctuating results each term. eeks. but whats done is done.-shrugs-
went to sentosa after school. with jocelyn and joy. joy got this room at rasa sentosa shangri la yeah. lazed ard munched on fast food. lol. and joy was so
laoya; didnt even go into the water of the beach. x__x nvm had fun. mom picked me at seven and then zoomed off the prayer meeting at church. lol. thats about it for yesterday i suppose. i feel really sorry for the eleven retainees in our level either retain or transfer out to NA. how demoralizing. but then again; who asked them to do THAT badly. sorry, i can be such a coldhearted ass sometimes.. lol. today; my mother went to invite this family from church over for lunch. i mean they're alright people la. but i dont reallty have much to talk to them about. so im stuck up here in the room and not downstairs yakking to them. after i "seem
nonchalant and aloof" right? -grins- thats what mr ang wrote in my result book. ah whatever la. those sort of teachers feel really threathened by my sort of student. lol. because they jolly know they cant control and we'd only do whatever they ask if we feel like it. but mr angs a nice guy la. lol. ahh. i feel the increasing pressure already! stupid. im worrying about Os la. i suddenly realise its not a whole YEAR to go. its like six months. its intensifying. -scowls- shall go. see ya all ard. next week still got school. =x
[sandthruurfeet]
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
nows nearly TWO o clock. i spent the whole morning
sleeping away. pig. i woke up at 1 plus. the time im usually released from school. -yawn- just so stinking tired. it just so damned weird. im not even doing
anything and im tired. theres seriously something wrong with my clock.
hmm. i realise that for once ive nothing to say. amazing isnt it? no i just think my brain is not working. and i HATE my english. it is prefectly normal and average and whathaveyou. blah. sadly my english has not improved since PRIMARY six. im so boring. i wish something exciting to happen. ahh. humans are so fickled minded. when we've got the excitement we get sick of it. when we dont, we whine about how boring and unstimulating life is. and no i shall NOT use the damned program anymore. lol. my fingers been twitching all morning to load it up. but no. i think its a bad idea. blah. whats with this sense of sudden pro humane rights crap?
nevermind.
sometimes i really feel i dont even know myself. and seriously unlike what most people think, i actually think a lot. a hell lot. too much.
hmm. just consider this as a load of gibberish and pile of nonsense will you? i dont even know what im saying sometimes. and as ususal when theres nothign much concrete to blame; it shall duely go to the
DAMNED HORMONES.
i should really chagne my language. no more damns, hells, hecks. and the works.
[racea.gainst]
Monday, October 25, 2004
okay. today was netball interclass la. we didnt get into the semi finals. lol.. they played super
violent. scary to watch. i was laughing thruout the whole thing. not at my classs mind you. at ALL the games. it was aso funny! dont ask me why. its just insanity on my part la. was supposed to play badminton with jocelyn today. then there were no courts. 0_o oh weells. slacked ard at home after school.
aiya. i just hate getting nagged at. im the sort like to be left alone. well sometimes la. i do my thing; you stay outta my way. so finally my parents went thru one by one each exam paper. and my mom was "oh this is what i learnt during my time blahblah blah. all factual work expect you to do it.. blahblahblah. like me i got a b4 for phyiscs and maths but i studied very hard and got A1s for them the next term. blahblahblah. " yes yes i
get the picture. you were hardworking, you got the A1s. im slack, so i get crap results alright? whatever la. i started panicking too late. bah. the whole episode went on the whole night. irritating. like a nasty little fly in your ear buzzing away. yuck.. i did badly i know that okay? i think im overly ambitious though. probably even i did better by like 10 points i'd still probably wldnt be happy.
tomorow; no school. promotion day. whatever it means. and i have to spend my fantastic day doing
CORRECTIONS of my test papers. hmmrph. i shall just copy off. bah.
my brain is getting rusty. and ever since the exams ended ive been acting a bit weird. and off colour. im looking forward to revitalising my brain. been feeling weird and lost not doing anything.
Sunday, October 24, 2004
hohoho. today went back to old church BFEC. hmm. awkward feeling. saw old friends blahblahblah. but nthg much lah. wahlaoeh. i dunno whether im impressed or horrified. an old church friend already started studying for O lvls when her exams just ended. scary. -sighs- madness la. anw came back soon after and slept and read the afternoon away. ahh. my brains getting rusty. i can feel it creaking when i try to work it. stupid! lol. then went to Parkway for dinner. looked at a lot of bags. none up to Mom's standards. 0_o so didnt buy anything. came back home and could have died on the spot. the first level was
FLOODED. flooded with
FISH INFESTED water. yuckks. the pond's pump went mad and the more level was FLOODED. with yicky water. wahhahaha. was laughing like mad. it was hilarious. lol. anyway its all cleaned up already. interesting day. i shall hope to oil up my brain. feeling horribly lost. and unaccomplished. its weird not having anything to do. yucks. sometimes i really think people are just so weird. ah. shall go off. naggings up. buhbyees
Friday, October 22, 2004
today. was crapp. completely crap. school was a waste of my good time. sat in hall the whole day roasting on the dirty wooden floor and
collecting dust and sweat. yuck. and we had.. four long long talks today. on Sexual Violence, Leadership, STDs and Body Language. all were quite rubbishy or completely just logical sense. i mean does it look like we dont know all that stuff? nvm about that. dental appt later. left school early. and got teeth yanked apart and slotted in some sort of bands or smthg. and got a lot of photos of teeth taken. i was supremely amused. joy, jocelyn, me, bimin, shuwei and char were giving each other massages. lol. it was funny. and painful. at first la. im pretty not bad at it; jsut dont like being prodded too much. but got used to it i suppose. and basically fell asleep with eyes open. especially during the sexual violence and STDs and Body language talk.
talk talk talk talk. like we dont get enough from the teachers on normal school days. -yawns
in this incredibly
blah mood now. i think i thhink too much. analyse things too much. maybe its cos i hate to lose out on certain things. im easy going i suppose. but i get touchy about certain issues. who doesnt eh?
my fingers are still sore from the guitar. hmm. i shd thank God ive got beat and rhythm. and that im not tone deaf. lol. music is just heaven. the right music just lifts your spirits. blah. cheesy lines. shall go. buhbyees
Thursday, October 21, 2004
second time blogging.
itching. just itching to switch on the program and do a run.
and extract that information im itching. just itching to get.
okaay. nvm. i shant. sometimes i just think its so obvious.
can you make me a tad more challenging.
it bores me outta my head.
-yawns-
despodent? yes.
some how this class has driven a sense of competiveness in academic grades in me. -contemplates- and when i compete; i hate to lose. not to anyone in particular. but to myself. myself. this time ive been dealt with a heavy blow. but whats done; done. and it was my fault that i started so late. too late. even a week earlier would not be sufficient. whats done is done. get over it.
rights. extended studies start coming wednesday. -winces
shall go. amuse me if you can. and still rewatching yitiantulongji. i certainly got my moneys worth. lol
-sighs- all my results are back. and im sorely disappointed, teed off, whatever you called it. not one,
not even ONE subject managed to sastisfy my demands. did so badly. failed A Maths and Physics. both 30smthg % boo. and my L1R5 is a stinking 28. never done so badly. ahhh. its all my fault. for starting so late. one week is NOT enough to cover a wholes year work. stupid wtuupid me..
now that its all back i feel more relieved. none of the tensed up anticipation before receiving every paper.
i wont drop A Maths. i wont. its weird. my grades are topsyturvy. a maths ferst term A1, 2nd term f9, third term A1, fourth term f9. the great great me. have no idea what the heck im doing.
disaapointed. every thing jus fell apart during. crap. just crap. shall go. buhbyes
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
incredibly teed off about my english chem and ss results. it was
damnationable. =x how upseting. english; a mere 67.4% -spits blood- i messed up my compos this time amazingly. its usually the compre. but this time i did okay, compared to most of the cohort. -shrugs- still maybe... top ten in class? ahhhh. but shd have done better. better. better! -scowls- and worse SS ruined my day. i got a miserly 50%. wtheck happened?! shall write it off as just a bad day being that my SS is usually pretty alright. and chemistry. so crap. i passed, of course i did. but miserly as well. what do you think of 56% -spits somore blood- bollocks. shd have studied more. and not watched yitiantulongji on the weekend. -sighs- too late for regrets. but i think im above average for everything so far at least. i guess i shd be glad that my grades are above half. but still. not pleased. at all. i know what i ought to be getting. how upsetting. nvm about it. tomorws a shucker. oh weels. not looking forward to it la. wish me the bestest luck. hung out at parkway for a short while with wanyun and rene. met zhaoey and sonia there. famous amos cookies rock. i watched a bit of yitian when i got back. still love the show. rocking. wayy way out. right. gotta go. do stuff. still unbelievably tired. buhbyes
[craneyournecks]
Monday, October 18, 2004
third time blogging today. unbelievably tired. i prefer someone to tell me in my face that they hate my guts then to stab me in the back. not that i really mind either. ah nvm. im half nuts anyway. just ignore this as part of my ranting. you know what. i dont care about that. i just dislike the fact that i chose to overlook that little factor. ahhh.. like i said. im half mad. nvm there.
my fingers hurt. decided to pick up guitar again. just that my fingers hurrtt. ah yucks. my fingers are soree. yuck. sore. oh yessness. -feels happy now- aha.thinking about that person makes me cheer up immediately. wooheys.
[fusion]
finally used shawn's program. was kinda bored i guess. ran a search on many stuffs. indeed. the program is impressive. it searched out everything. and just my luck to find smthg that i didnt want to see, that i a month earlier said not to shitcare. okay it was written long time ago. we shall see, really. he didnt lie to me after all. shd have known it. cold blood runs in my veins. ha. i shd have known that my instinct were always spot on. ah well
what the heck la. what the heck.
today. did nothing much. watched more and more of yitiantulongji. cant help but laugh. lol. zhaomin is stinking funny lor. ;) anyway chopped off my hair today. about.. two inches lah. it was long and getting rather unruly. so down it went. aiyah. anyway my hair grows at such an alarming rate, i'd be at the dressers again. lol. im getting really weird. paranoid. on the way back from the haircut, turning around the bent; heard a movement. was about to take the metal can in my hand and spray it over. and then saw a stranger. and pulled back in time or that person'd get a mess of green-yellow down his face and front. a harmless person. bah. im getting weird. my nerves are pulled tight across a string. dunno but it seems like im unconsciously on the alert. weird lah. okay nvm about that. didnt go play badminton with jocelyn and joy today. i cant stand Kembagan CC. so didnt go. yep. tomorow back to school. results time. a battle of the nerves again. ahh. im not surprised if i get high blood pressure next time. x__x gotta go. buhbyees.
[snapsandbreaks]
Sunday, October 17, 2004
ahhh. how singaporean students are lost without school. first you go wild, and then after a little while, you'd get a tad lost. with all the time you have. didnt go to school on wednesday, thursday, friday, sat, today and monday (thats tomorow). super boredded. but i bought the yitiantulonji dvd to kill time. yup. very nice. -grins- anyway tomorows going to play badminton. dunno whether looking forward to it or not. just as i think the game rocks, ive still completely out of practice for so long, its super malu-ifying when i play. bah. shall see how. lately, though, examsa re over, all i feel is tired. tired. dunno why. lethargic. and sleepy looking. had seafood at jumbo smthg today. for dinner. met an old church friend. well kind od lah. it was really stupid. cos i wasnt waering glasses nor contacts. so cldnt see a thing. shall go now. talk alter.buhbyes.
[fill'erup!]
Friday, October 15, 2004
oh gawd. now that its after exams; its
so damned MEANINGLESS. got nothing to do. nothing of interest to do. i mean, enough of the going out thing yeah? going out doesnt give me any sastisfaction lately. so ive been watching yitiantulongji on vcd. and the bestest part; ive only disc one to twenty. theres the rest till fourty. and i want to rent/buy and my mom yakked and yakked about being obsessed and the show was like "a drug". whatever lah huh. talk about your son. been playing computer like a maniac for over three years and you do nothing about it. i dunno i hate watching things half way. its the same with books. i have to read the whole book thru and thru without any breaks. like wise. still ive got to get my hands on the discs la. once i watch finished i wont care anymore. but the shows rocking, you gotta say. but a few parts were draggy. yeahh.
so damned annoying. i cant write the vcds into empty discs. wahlao eh. pissing off. hammered at it for over half hour and still cant get it to work. theres smthg wrong with the settings. and later joy wants to collect it. and i have yet to really watch finish. shoot lah. got nothing to do. read finished the pile of books already. and dont tell me just when ive finished my exams, i can kill time by studying somore? lol
ahhh. arhhhh. ARHGHHHHHHH. i got NOTHING to dooooo.
and my mom tells me i can spend my time mroe wisely. like doing WHAT? tell me. and dont tell me to read my book or Bible. read both; been there done that. nothing to do! -whines-
stupid la.
stupid. stupid. stupid. stupid. STUPID.
TELL ME WHAT TO DO. wey. TELL ME.
[nothingness]
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
ahhh. i feel so much better now. i woke up at... eight smthg lah. later on meeting jocelyn to get disk 8 to 12 of yitiantulongji! wahaha. rocks la. joy coming over to watch. then we shall go library to borrow books. then maybe go shopping. somewheree.
its so weird to not mug after one whole week of intensive pressure.
i shall mug PHYSICS today!!
aiyar dont be mad la. just impressively bored.
i really dislike town. its not even that great. and you cant exactly go there wearing tee and shorts. i mean. it doesnt go right. yup. lol. after exams, i shant care. i dont want to "dress up". i shall go places like parkway where some aunties wear their pyjamas to go supermarket! lol.
shall go. buhbyees
[out and about]
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
alrighties. i shall proclaim that my exams are
finally over. -whew chinese was alright. messed up two zaojus and compre was hard. but i think shd be okay lah. i think. physics was, well, kanasai. trust yappy to set this sort of people. ooh. unpredictable prig. i never'd liked him. was his maths rep for two whole msierable years. wanted to quit in sec two and he flat out refused. bah. anw, enough of that. exams are oveeeeer. lalaladidum. lol. oh rights. after school went to parkway with jocelyn and shihan to buy KFC then went back home to watch yitiantulongji with them. and joy came later. ahhh. so flipping sad. that zhang cuishan killed himself. and so did yin susu. soo sad. and then the poor little wuji banged into some many tragedies. 20 VCDS; i watched like til half way number Eight i think. nice stuff. lol even Joy agrees. and you know how picky she is. =P right. so the next... six days shant have school. i shall sleep. like a pig. good thinking it is. get rid of the eye bags. lol shall go. and do up some more blog designs since im so free. buhbyee
half hour laterr.
ohhh. PISSED. so annoying. wos searching the net for ENGLISH synopses of yitiantulongji. and all came out chinese cheamcheam type. please lor. do i look that chinesey to you? hmmrph. i may understand when people talk. but look at scrolls and scrolls of chinese words give me a headache. tomorw shall go out with joy. library and parkway. and maybe on thursday shall wach wimbledon with jocelyn. or maybe conintue yitiantulongji! lol.
[thoughtofyou]
Sunday, October 10, 2004
whoooeys. todays yitiantulongji finale. only one hour. haha. so looking forwards to it. hmm today seem to pass so very s l o w l y. dunno why. and i completed six chapters of e maths and physics each. not super thorough. but enough to do TYS. yup. it shall be by God's grace this time. -grins-
i cant wati for exmas to be over. then i can buy my vcd. this is freakign obsessive. never been like this before man. hope i can watch the show tonight. i mean tomorws two papers. y'know?
blog entries are getting more boring. thats the way things are with exams. but right after the exams, things are gonna get back to full roar. -noods- okay shall getoff bumbling ard here. buhbyees and God bless all you with exams. ;)
\\ yesterday and today.\\
Saturday, October 09, 2004
ahh goodness me! YITIANTU LONGJI rocks my socks. whoooeeys. but today no scenes with wuji and zhaomin together. but the fighting was impressive. wahaha. i like anything which got flying and fighting. whooeys. im mad. this is mad. okay nvm
monday - emaths and history
emaths? what e maths? so dead. havent revised anything and watching the show. ahhhs. -feels guilty- nvm. i shall mug later. for... ONE hour. yes thats it. lol.
tuesday - chinese and physics
no doubt my worst two subject. only way for survival. pray to GOD. oh GOD. please help me. plleeaaaseee. pray pray pray prayy. my physics is sooo lan. thanks to sleeping in every lesson. no doubt it. only way. ASK FOR A MIRACLE. PLEASEEE? i shall credit it to YOU. please. -pengs-
-sighs- i dunno what im doing man. stupid wanyuns bugging me. die lah, you wanyun. for that bet. and that thing you asked. die lah you. die lah you.
ahhh YITIANTULONGJI so sweet. want to cry. okay better get off lah. people will start thinking im mad. shall go. buhbyees.
\\thought of
you.\
Friday, October 08, 2004
all the papers were not easy. but neither were they particularly difficult anyway. been taking my paper in this daze where i just let my hands do the working.. weird. didnt feel nervous or anything during the paper. just worked on. and on. calmly. as though this was another stupid revision test. -shrugs- shant care. please let me do alright God. oh please. next weeks e maths history physics AND chinese. i dont know whether to laugh or cry. or cry and laugh. ahh. dunno what im rambling about lah.
today i went to mug with joce and kiran and joy after chinese tuition. my heads about to burst. we kinda zero-ed in on the information that can be asked. we canceled hafl the book i think. lol.
awrights. i dont think CHUAWANYUN can get your 3A1s. man. wanyun you BROKE MY HEART. -sighs- dont want to kiss lizzy lah. lizzy's nicceeenicee. but. ahh. please GET YOUR A1s. oh please please. ohh. -bangs head- like ive sed in your friendster testimonial, ive died. shoot. dunno what rubbish im mumbling about lahh. streessed out. out. ouuutt. aiya if you dont get it its, read down. two entries ago i think. about the bet me wanyun lizzy and yvonne man. so deadd.
im waiting for yitiantulongji. tomoroww! yesyesyesness! im buying the VCD. or DVD. or whatever laa! you can see, my mood swings are so bloody frequently they change.. 3 times in a span of one blog. fantastic. shall go now. buhbyees. good luck for your papers. and God bless for mine. lol. see ya. oh and pray for me. HARD.
oh yes. i might miss you.
[thruthe
blueink]
Thursday, October 07, 2004
ohh bitchin. bitchin. a maths oveeeer. and so's my life. even our brainiac angsimin sed she might not get an A. friggin fantastic. awrights. nvm. think i shall pass. lit paper was easy. and thats to me who didnt study at all and who dont listen in class. rights. now jocelyns in my house. shes mugging history. i was studying chinese. now im blogging. why? cos my brother stole my dad room's keys before he left for phillipines. stupid cookyhead. smack you ar. getting bad to worse. blardy **** ***. sorry in a weirdd mood. not even writing in my usual style. tomorows no schoool! -gloats- tomorows bio. and i dont take bio. heh.
TAKE THAT BIO PEOPLE! lol. my class is half taking bio half physics see. okay i better take that "take back" back. might get sat on by people like elizabeth and wanyun on monday or smthg.. ouchie yeah. i dont really like physics anyway. im way behind time. im 3/4 year behind time. think i might drop it next year. cos got no time to study physics. -sighs- wah. why some people so buyaolian. go friendster saw my darling jnrs nick: " CUTIE"? huh. excuse me? cute your head. then the photo. wear lipstick like clown. and so artificial looking. cant say ugly. just mismatched. top halfs okay, bottom halfs weirrrrd. buyaolian. somore in profile say" im sweet and romatic so
watch out for me yea?" pui.
what, selling yourself is it? sorry lah. weird mood today. just a bit off. ah ive developed more lower arm muscles! writing papers are goood for you! mad. ooh bloggins so fun. i shall always be problogging. yeah man. that reminds me go find the vcd for
yitiantulongji. seeya back to the chinese.
[cramp.ohouchhh!]
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
whoopeewee. chem exam over. just glad its over. and done with. right. section a was easy just a lot alot of careless mistakes. section b was alright except for the iron qqns. i completely fgt about the stupid oxidising or was it reducing agent part. blahme. blahblahblah. section c was the
killer. save the best for the last huh? my qn 2 was easy. but was a bit confused about qn1 and qn2 but believe that i can get some marks there. -sighs- wanted an A1. think maybe get a B this time. worse part, i do realise the paper was
easy. overall i mean. easier than those papers that i tried. and stupid ole me
blanked out during the exam. my chiense compo was blah. boring. nvm. i want to pass. i'll be very happy already. yeah. tomorows a maths. so
not prepared. i shall, erm, study ten chapters today. and read lit. i dunno how to study for lit mann. plus i never listen in class. ms angs so good to ignore. hohoho. yep. my a maths i have only settled the understanding of TWO chapters. alright. i need your prayers and your wahtever elses even more. a maths oh a maths. bah. you never know with my grades. so irritating. one moment can get f9, the next term, get A1. freaking crazy i tell you. i get so nervous whenever i get back my papers. well. i dont so it of course. i wont show it. most of the time. i dont care. i just want to be AT LEAST above average for everything. but of cos to pass everything lah. to hell if the whole level fails chem. then i shall want a 50 mark. but thats not gonna happen. cos we are def not that dumb. thats right. okay. shall start work at three. stop at 6.30pm. thats right. righht. i keep repeating myself. this is going outofhannd. madness. shall go. friday ive got no school. shall use thurs and friday to study e maths chinese and physics. oh and history. oh DIE. barely can make it. -sighs- okay see you. i will play yitiantulongji the mo the exams end. hurrah! i have developed more lower arm muscles from all the ridiculously much writing. and moremore writing. shall go. buhbyees.
[blueink_split]
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
times: 6.43pm
did last: chemmmm tuition!
ate last:
a lot. glutinious chicken rice, brownie. and a bit of fried rice in a span of four hours. mugging makes you hungry.
want to do next: watch yitiantulongji (have yet to buy it though) and SLEEP
going to do next: eat dinner.
no no, dont eat dinner. too full.
after?: mug chem and chinese compo
tomorow?: chinese compo paper AND chem paper
what:
die.
see? how boring life can be. stupid schoool. all my papers are DOUBLE papers a day. want me to drop dead in my seat is it? after chem tuition im feeling more... confident of the A. i hope. that so far yet so near kinda thing. come onnnnn. i NEED that A1. bah. i NEED 5A1s. -scowls- nvm about that. lemme tell you, dtho its kinda late. yitiantulongji on last sat was rockin. rocking fantastic. man. adore that show. never been like this before. im a seriously "so what?" kind of person. rocking. the two main characters are so cute together. arghhh. someone knock me outta here. i was yakking about it
whole monday morning. i still
cant get over it. obseessed. oh no. nvm. anw i straightened out the quadractic a maths chapter. its not difficult, just a bit confusing at times. my signs were always the wrong way. but straightened that out already. tomorow i shall mug a maths. have i said i need an A1 for that too? mwahaha. ive gone mad. have i told you about that lovely
BET i and wanyun made. it was all in a moment of
rashness, madness, pre-exam trama. you get the idea. if she gets 3A1s,
she kisses yvonne. on the
lips. if she doesnt, i kiss lizzy. so
eeeyeeer. but im very confident
wanyun will lose. just as wanyun is sooo sure she wont get her 3A1s. but no way. im freaking sure. i cant lose. i cant belive lizzy and yvonne agreed to it. it was all in a moment of madness. and i still maintain im
perfectly straight, please. how exciting. just cant wait to get exams over. stupid stupoid me only starter mugging for end years a week before the exam started. and nine subjects in ONE week? not possible. at least not me. lizzy'd tell you im a distracted soul. i studied with lizz and wanyun for half hour, then got up and walked ard the library flippin thry books. i studied half hour; slacked one hour. hah. thats me. i must do better than that. chem's tomorow, wish me luck. god bless. whatever la really. i need it, i do. gimme it. see you all ad. its going to be a long walk to the executioners. nono. be more positive. i will have FUN doing the paper. -fingers crossed- buhbyeees
[drifts away...]
Saturday, October 02, 2004
alrights. went to school at 8am for physics. yep. then went with joy and huiying to parkway Macs to eat and do a little studying. a little turned out one chapter. and i was hoping for more. hahahaa. today loads of work to do in the afternoon because i want to watch
YITIANTULONGJI!! ahhhh! i adore that show. and today's episode is fantastic.
just fantastic. i bought 8days just to read about it. ha im mad. whoopee. -sarcastic laugh- whats with all these despos and sending me msgs at friendster. bah. im too lazy to reply. anw they all seem BORING. so who cares yeah? yup. thinking good thoughts now. after O Lvls during the first three months off, me joy and jocelyn shall go cruise and so port hopping and shopping. and for joy, tanning of cos. hahaha. that girl's forever white. yup. today shall do 6 chapters of chinese, three of chemistry, a maths and lit i think. tuition hw maybe. see ferst. ive kinda completed chem already. just need to memorize like the solubility table properly and salts thing. yeah. chem is easy to revise. once you've got it, you've got it. and i cant believe JEASSEA got kicked out of SI. humbug. no one is as good as her. NO ONE. jerry cant sing. for peanuts. i shant watch Singapore Idol anymore. it is SO disappointing. man, singaporeans. where'd the hell your taste go? oh i forget. maybe most of you out there are tone deaf. -glares balefully- okay people like maia is OKAY i suppose. but please lah. jerry?
over my dead body times hundred. shall go. so hot. hot hot. buhbyees
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