whooeys. did very little work today. one chapter of lit. one chapter of history. one chapter of SS. bah. humbug. i must complete more. and MORE. hmrph. how unproductive i am. im such a lazy pig. ;) anyway later on shall try to cram two chapters of physics, a ton of chinese tuition hw, chapters 22 - 24 of chinese. and somemore i cant rmb. -sighs- all this in what less than two hours? ive gone off the edge. i started singing christmas songs in the middle of class. mad. all of us have gone mad. its all tk's fault. damn you. chinese now so ganke becos you insist on teaching all the out of syllabus stuff. we're learning like five chapters in this week lor. rubbish. and exams start on friday. great. great. im just in a bad mood. nono not bad. just... tired i guess. its poosible to get six A1s i suppose. but exams are so unpredictable. you never know. but just please please please let me be above average. please. i only wish to be above average bcos i only started mugging last friday. shd have started earlier. ah. damn me too. shall go off now. watch a little tv. then go back to the studying. buhbyees.


to do:
physics - heat, thermometer, thermal dunnowhat, light and __ which i cant rmb
history - british intervention [3 chaps]
SS - chap 5 on conflicts btween countries

after school:
lit supplementary till 3.30 i think.

done so far:
one chap of physics [heat] if you consider just knowing what conduction convection and radiation is.

hours to spare.
4pm - 10pm = nearly five hours with dinner included.
five hours divided by 8 chaps = 37.5 mins per chapter.
==> so dead.

gah. i want to study to 12 but mom kips nagging me to sleep at ten. stupid. annoying. -galres- please lor. she stomped up to my room yesterday and said: "do i have to come up every night to make sure you sleep? cant you off your light yourself?"

stupid. i know how to off the light, dummy. i just want to STUDDYYY!! *poof* all the time you nag me that im lazy im slack. now when i want to study, you want me to sleep. theres smthg wrong with all of you. thats right. all of you sitting there at home. bah. weird mood. weird day. had a maths earlier. did logs and indices and surds. hate that chapter. totally. completely. but forced myself to do it though. oh please oh please oh please just let me be the top 30% of the school. i dont even want to be number one. i mean i want to of cos, but... aiyah. not possible. not now anw.. -sighs- nows receess. im hungry. shall be late for english lesson later, goign on down to buy food to sneak in class. yumm. shall go. buhbyes.


okay, mugging period's finally up. right. pengs. so rushed for time. i estimated that i'd only complete most of my revision of subjects if i do like at least four - five chaps a day without tuition. thing is, i wont be able to fit any lit or physics in. thing is i never listen during lit and physics. shall expect to flunked lit or physics. wohh. who am i kiddin i always flunked physics anw. tonight i shall do chem. right. chem. two chapters. had lit supp from 2- 3.15pm then chinese lesson from 4 - 6.30pm. then after this i shall do two themes of chemistry. right. its time to be productive. productive. have to rmb the bloody mantra. yep. so stinking sian-ed. i shd have started mugging earlier. my chances of 5A1s are flat gone. flaaaat gone. unles God steps in of cos. weell in the first place few few in lvl get more than like four A1s anw. or so i think. yep. ive turned into this super boring person. this is going to last to end of exams i suppose. blah. this is bad. keep getting hit on by a couple of -people- lately. bah. freaks. shall go. no mood to do this. shant be back often till exams over. buhbyees.
[scrawwwwls!]


been long since i updated really. school work and projects and tuition and rubbish like that. yeah. been trying to start mugging for end years. finally did it today. yayy! impressed lor. did two chaps for e maths and the few chapters of chem on bonding and acid bases and salts this afternoon. and then did tuition hw just now. feeling so much better now. less guilty lah. but im not that worried. cos so far the ones ive revised seems pretty easy. hahaha i paid mroe attention in class this year than any other year. yep. all except for physics and chinese, i think i'd be alright. wanyun says shes gonna fail maths or smthg. right right right. no way lor. lol. had english drama project run thru this afternoon. sorta anyway. -makes a face- lol. hehs. zhaoey's group which did peter pan was the best today. jane looks good talking to a tk doll! hahahaa. a maths oh a maths. hmm. linear law is so -darn- funnn!!! im mad, see. but it really is. i cant stand drawing curved graphs plus most of the time mrs geh teaches at bullet speed so you are distracted for a sec, you wldnt know peanuts. but it was remarkably easy. and so was chem. kinda. hmm. i think studying properly sorta's coming back to me. been so out of touch. yadda. feeling quite sick, now that i think of it. gah. hope i dont get a fever or smthg. yeah. today was supposed to go parkways and pia with joy buutt it started raining and the girl didnt want to get wet. x__x lol. went home instead after having wantonmee with joy and wanyunn. you know what. though ive jsut started pia-ing for end eyars, if i continue at this leisurely rate, i still'd be able to finsih all revisions in time. that is, if i keep to it. which i will FORCE myself to. diedie must try. no time to slack alerady! oh yah. going to some theatre thing this friday. mom got tickets for MAMAMIAA. rocking stuff. really good seats i think. haha best part, she didnt pay for it. her supplier gave it to her or smthg. dunno. dont really care. oh yes. i cant believe it. my cousin is getting married soon. yuck. i mean its not a bad thing.. but apprehensive so to say. plus the thought of being an aunty gives me the shakes. during legacy today [smthg like CME], it was my turn to go my teacher pupil conferencing. hmm. yabbered alot. teacher thinks i i look dao. lol. chip off the old block eh? haha. you know what. just a little precaution here. if your not supposed to be here, looking at this, BUGG OFF. thats right. dunno. suddenky hit with paranoia. weird stuff. but my gut instincts are usually right. hehs. hope not this time though. okay. school's been relatively good i suppose. no upsets. amazing in this class i tell you. hahaha! neen good. things are smooth. all everyone cares is paiing for end years. hahha intense rivalry coming right up. better go and sleep. got panda bear rings. but not as though they got there recently. been there the whole year. 0_o stuff mssmuff. shall go off now. check mail or smthg. buhbyees.
[hands_toyourself]


kinda a long day. didnt complete stuff i was supposed to do in class. like those chinese zuoye and the ws and the e maths ws. -feels guilty- but nvm. im way too tired. i was half asleep during chem and history. got the history paper back. did miserably. i do suppose i am disappointed of course. my humans isnt usually so lan. but all i am is numb now. just numb. tired i suppose. the english presentation thing got postphoned again. i wish small ang wldnt do that. im tired of projects. he just seems to have the knack of putting people in group they arent too pleased with or smthg. oh well. my groups okay i suppose. i suppose. if they just go tthe damned english proejct on, then maybe they'll quit changing the script. i cant really be bothered. as long as i pass. yep. i have to keep to that schedule i've already planned out. -blows out air- im stinking good at planning. the best. my scheduler is stinking organized and clearcut. i can plan out the whole studying schedule for the end year exams and make it in stinking good time even if i plan for less than two weeks. but the problem is i can never ever follow schedules. -bangs head on the table- humbug! wahlao eh. so annoying. the silly jnr behind us is playing the whole episode of singapore idol so darn loud. and it sounds really bad. a certain person rather. so annoying. i dont like most of my jnrs. ate wantonmee with yvonne todayy. actually, no. i ate, she watched. hahaha. when came back to school saw wanyun at the badminton board with her sec four snrs. 0_o they made some noise when they saw me. cos that time they tot i and wanyun were crooked together cos we saw us at parkway a few times. so lame lor. hahaha.. anyway waiting for CCA to start. this the last week of CCA thank God. lol. computer club proj nearly done. nearly. hmm okay better go. be good and do the project. yep. buhbyees.




went parkway Macs with wanyun liz and her two ickle juniors yesterday. ate, then did homework. tried to mug e maths. gave up and did it later at home before the Singapore Idol results. hahaa. actually we went home quite early from parkway yest cos we were creeped out when no other tkgian was at parkway at 5smthg. so weird. because usually when we go parkway we met tons of people we know.so weird so we all zhao-ed back. oh wells. then had chinese tuition. didnt watch SI except for the results. hah. i knew it. beverly wld have gotten in. the judges wldnt ahve picked maia without having beverly in first. =) -grins- and thank God Nana didnt get in. i just dont like her. last day of the week. so worried. everyone has started revising for end years and i havent. shall start this weekend or so. playing with fire im telling you. gotta be supersuper disciplined to study nearly all the chapters in time. -noodds head- something im not particularly good at. i shall hope for the best. just the best. =P that reminds me, i'd better go do more e maths revision than anyother. except maybe chinese but that im not that worried becos i just did a chinese CA. e maths ohh e maths. -sighs- my e maths teacher is lan. damned lan. after one or two of her lessons in ferst term i jus cldnt be bothered to listen anymore. i want ten points for end year. we shall see. in the mean time i hope to finish the darn english project, not enthu at all. x__x
[against"time]


whoopeewheeee. finally the bday project is done with. and alsooo i got to skip half of e maths and nearly the whole chemistry period! hahaha! rockks. though super mafan. adobe was weird; in mr lim's computer. and computer details are sooo irritating when it doesnt go your way. took so darn long to do it. from photoshop to image ready to fireworks. then can print. bah! but nvm. today ms ho was pms-ey it seems. and poor mr ang seems to "feel the tension" in our class. no surprise there. but surprised otehr class werent like that. and yet another has confirmed i have a super dao face. x_x hah. nofair. nvr thought it'd be true. dao huh? lol... oh well. my face what, what you gonna do? rearrange it for me? im in a -weird- mood today. all thanks to strenuous hours at the computer and tuition. heh. huiying yl and me were gossiping like bitches. but we're of course, classiied as nicenice people who cant resisting a good one. lol. had wantonmee with wanyun earlier on. interesting stuff. -looks meaningfully- heh. element of mystery. im totally boliao now. i've got to start on e maths CA soon.. dran four chaps were the ones i slept thru and really know literally nthg. shall ask wy to help. and she shall oblige. right? hahahas. life this year, no, this term, has been exclusively in school. i dont or barely even hang out with my outside friends anymore. how sad. gotta run. print the script and go off before mom comes out. i did a lovely english project cover page for to kill a mockingbird. a bird with a knife at itss throat and blood drips. i actually wanted to do rope strangulation but was too lazy to go draw it out on adobe. i shant touch adobe for a month. no a week. cant do without smtimes. okays better runn. buhbyes.
[humms_awaaaay.]


hmm. i suddenly realise i dislike most of my jnrs. some are really nice. but most irk me off. big time. they are either fake, scheming, bitchy, bimbos or attention seekers. some even all of the above. i dunnno lah. but i dont get it why some type of guys go for that sort of girls. hahaha. on monday when at BK with wanyun, saw this group of six sec ones. wah lao. their attitude so qianzou! then saw this bumch of sec twos. fakes, bimbos and attention seekers. -shakes head- i dunno lah. i just hope that these are the minority. the batches are getting wrose and worse. but there ARE still some good catches ard though.. in the lower sec i mean. ate wantonmee with liazzy today. i shall damn all national social studies shit projects. grrr. so much trouble. im seriously getting quite worried. sooo unmotivated. for subjects like e maths. -sighs- wait. motivated at all? no way. i need to do smthg about it. 5 A1s and i get that laptop, ipod and dunnowhat else. i mean sure i want the results. but the incentives are pretty good yeah? but 5A1s ahh. even wanyun herself not so sure of getting boy... die lah. im getting so worried. next's weeks CA is e maths. on circles and tables and graphs or smthg. the last four chapters. the four chapters i really know nthg about. congratulations to me. i wish i was smarter, quicker. fgt it. i might as well ask to be a stinking genius. but lok at this so called genius i know. so screwed up. and weird . and mentally disturbed. maybe its not such a good idea to be a genius after all. im rambling. cant help it. english project's a disaster. i feel so guilty. havent been doing much. not unlike my usual self. i barely trust other people to hand anything. even if its passing a note. yep. thats me. to kill a mockingbird sounds shitty to me. really just reading the court case part is soo dull. adn we're supposed to act it out. all we do is reading the stupid script out. why? cos its a court case damnit! how interesting cld it be? gah. nvm. shant care so much. i need to ace monday's paper. shall ask wanyun's help. wwanyun's the mugging-emaths-amaths-chem-wahteverelse pro. i think so lah. yep. shall get off now. online secretly. hahaha. time to go read a book and unwind. books are lifee.


ohh. stupidstupid michelle. went to flatten the adobe image and nooowww i cant edit it. how smart. -scowls- nvm at least i settled it in the end. gah. but its mom's fault. cos she saved the wrong one. i have one unflattend and one flattened one. but whateverr lah right? hmm. chinese test over yesterday. i'd pass by a few maarks or fail by a few marks. 0_o. okay. now the printer had jammed up. grrr. what is wrong with the stupid thing!!!!!!!?? -sighs- today was a bit mad actually. bought famour amos cookies to school.badbad idea. i only had one piece for myself. and that was chiense lesson. when class was reduced to 25 i think. =s hahhaas. im really hungry. shall go home after this and cook maggie mee. mee goreng or smthg. im an adddict i think. but its really yummy. coarse food. yuumm. oh wells. ahhahs. hansimin wrote me a testimonial about being mad. and my hair. lol. h simin is mad. but nice. but anywayyyyyyy dad and mom saw my term3 grades slip last night. a definite improvement. [my term2 grades were as bad as it cld get] but at least it was above average. yep. my grades are weird. i aced chem term 2 but failed term3. failed both maths in term2 but aced both maths this term. my grades are fluctuating. to very very large extents. how worrying. i dont mind failing my prelims next year if that means that i get straight A1s for everything though. -grins foolishly- todays legacy lesson was rubbish. i dont see the point. how useless and unneccesary. and whatnotneed to be said was that it was boring. some thing with strings and dunnowhat else. im in a super heckcare moodd. sooo. apparently i reek of dao huh. nvr thought that it'd be trueee. -sighs- so many people have told me to deny. they say my neoprints fool you. 0_o err okkayy. imm HUNGRY. and i want my instant mee. unforct im still in school. darnit. -sighs- this term is quite useless. nthg much to learn. if only we didnt have school. we cld maximise our time i'd bet. and wy did be back doing 10 to 14 hours of mugging a day. hahahaa! okay better go. feeling really sick. =x
[drifttawaaaaaaay_]


have i ever said how much i value efficiency? yes i do slack, but i think im still pretty efficient. i hate people not handing over their work by the date due. this doesnt count for homework. just projects. and i condemn mr wj ang for this project's grouping. the people are alright i suppose. just not terribly enthu. im sorry. yuck. bloody apple keeps threathening to drop out of my mouth. grrr. went parkway with wy today and bitched about. better go off. that reminds me, whens the hell my mom's birth day? gah. im hopeless.



bah. i think my other two entries have been icely messed up by the ever lousy blogger server. nvm. holidays as been a madd madd rush. been out nearly everyday. nono not to go OUT and have fun. to do projects or pia chinese or smthg. 0_o how sad. but nvm. yest went BK and kinda did a bit of English project with marsha, adora and shuwei. and then met joy was supposed to do physics script but we cldnt be bothered and piaed chinese instead. met wanyun and her friends. it was a good day basically if notfor the working part. yep, later on going to Fever04 concert thign with natasha and joy i think. have to pia chinese somore. really scared i dont pass. wait i want a B okay? a B. but... who knows if itd come thru. gah. please oh please oh please help me pull this thru. singapore Idol was a toatl LAUGH. mr k ang was on tv holding the "y" in the sign "jerry". woots. but the two guys shdnt have gotten in. hah .my dad says most prob that guy jerry was from some mega big big church and they swung the votes. hmmrphs. oh weells. nvm. the benjamin guy from SI was kinda cute. kinda. okays. enough blabbering. gotta go pia a bit. nothng has gone in yet. nats staying over tonight as well. yay. okay better go. buhbyees.


how infuriating!! how pissifying. -breathes fire- grrr. stupidstupid blogger.com lost my prev entrry!! die, blogger. DIE. jabs finger vehemently at the screen. hmrph. of all times now too! stuck dogin the stupid flash. getting more and more cheam. more annoying. pissing off. difficult. manual work. bah. yvonne is completeing up the thaipusam one while im doing the -spits on floor-stupid Surprisingly Singapore. all your fault short ANG!! i blame you. in an awful mood now. turns all moody whenever i encounter the dreaded flash. hmrph. tired. and hurgry. and thirsty. and craving for mushroom soup. who cares if its just Campbell's. as long as i quickly complete this, i'd be thankful and get out of heree. ahhhH!! the stupid flash library cannt for some reason bring out my screen showw! stupidstupidstupid. -mutters darkly- im so annoyed. gives me high blood pressure. sigh im in school now. comp lab doing it up. so tired. better get back to the stupid thing. buhbyees.
[screeeaaaaaaammss!!]


how infuriating!! how pissifying. -breathes fire- grrr. stupidstupid blogger.com lost my prev entrry!! die, blogger. DIE. jabs finger vehemently at the screen. hmrph. of all times now too! stuck doign the stupid flash. getting more and more cheam. more annoying. pissing off. difficult. manual work. bah. yvonne is completeing up the thaipusam one while im doing the -spits on floor-stupid Surprisingly Singapore. all your fault short ANG!! i blame you. in an awful mood now. turns all moody whenever i encounter the dreaded flash. hmrph. tired. and hurgry. and thirsty. and craving for mushroom soup. who cares if its just Campbell's. as long as i quickly complete this, i'd be thankful and get out of heree.ahhhH!! the stupid flash library cannt for some reason bring out my screen showw! stupidstupidstupid. -mutters darkly- im so annoyed. gives me high blood pressure. sigh im in school now. comp lab doing it up. so tired. better get back to the stupid thing. buhbyees.
[screeeaaaaaaammss!!]


gah. im in school now. on a lovely lovely wednesday morningg! -sighs- how loser. but nvm. gah. i havent woken up after ten not once this hols. how sad, y'know. nothing of a holiday at all. yep. anws im in school fiddling with flash macromedia again. -grits teeth- hate flash. hate hate flash. im terribly hopeless at it. for someone who has the trg and all that shit i suppose. hahas. now we're busy trying to figure out what type of dropdown buttons to create. yep. so annoying lor. -sighs- nvm get this over with. and fast. yayyyy!!! finishing already. happy happyy!! hahaha. i want sweets now man. indulgence. mmmm. havent had them for a long while. having mushroom soup for lunch. gah. how foolish this sounds. nvm. back to old flashy. starting on second project. -yawns- shall start mugging chinese already. buhbyees.
[dont_stoprunning.]


slept really late yesterday night. at 2 am. was up yakking to nat. den was reading my book. yep. so anyway jocelyn was supposed to reach my house at like 8.45pm. that awful girl had me awakened so early. and she came late. at 9.15. imagine! i could have slept a peaceful half hour more!! -wailsss- anw, had my breakfast and then went up with joce to try start mug. i have to say that today wasnt as productive as i wanted it to be. because of my weakness for distractions. and my ill discipline. did finish the e maths paper, and four chapters of chinese zaoju altogether. how disappointing. i was aiming for 8 chaps of zaoju and that e maths paper and the chem paper as well. and my chem and physics homework. in all very unproductive. bah. jocelyn did loads more. she completed 19 to 26 chapter already. 0_o krin on the other hand came late .at eleven. yep. anyway talked a lot of rubbish. -of course- but feel feel so... unaccomplished. in terms with comparison to our lovely mugging maniac. i.e wanyun. she mugged another ten hours. ahhh! i cant stand this. ooh. wanyun, your mad. mad. mad. -sighs- i definitely dont have the motivation to do that. no no way. bah. anw after we "escorted" jcoelyn to the busstop, me and krin left for BK in parkway. unusually dull and boring though. i mean no one i knew, or know quite well, was there. unusual bcause it always seems like certain people live literally in BK. yep. did one chapter of zaoju then gave up. went to MPH to read Deception Point by Dan Brown. sorely disappointed. an okay book i suppose. but by no standards as good as da vinci code or digital fortress. these two are my personal favourites. angels and demons was good, but somehow i still like the above two slightly better. yep. i shall try my bestest to be productive to night. though very unlikelyy. i need five A1s for final year exams. im driving myself mad with the thought. im the sort of person who wants instant results see? so, no inspiration at all. oh Lord please help this poor little stupid unfocused soul and let her pull thru this well and in one good piece. wait. who am i kidding. i dont want 5 A1s. i want 8. 8A1s. i hear people choking now. -glares- but anyway. yep. thats not too possible. sooo im aiming it slightly lower. five only. five. im trying to convince myself here that it is possible. -sighs- why i want them? though i dont care particularly much, i do realise that grades do mean a lot in this insufferable society. grades. and brains. and grades. yep. gotta have a good job next time you know? i dont want to end up washing plates. lol. im in a strange mood now. so if i inadvertedly insutled anyone, sorry. im just all tensed up. i really feel so so sorry for all the O levels people. poor things. but part of its my fault. i might fail e maths. i havent been listening at all to ms diane. ohhhh nevermindd! besides she cant teach well anyway. shall get my dad to drill it into me when it gets desperate. nexts week CA is Chinese. yuck.yuck.yuck. so not ready. why? because we rushed thru four chapters in two weeks and maybe a half. enough of the ranting. oh yes. english project. ooh for goodness sakes!! i DONT WANT to be snow whiteee!! yicks. do i seem remotely like a princess to you? witch maybe. not a princess. rah. enough again. shall go. buhbyes.
[yankshairinfrustration]


hehhehs. things took for a turn right after i did that prev blog entry today. yep.met joy, we surfer the net instead of doing physics. then we went to my house for lunch!! yep. talked a lot of rubbish. den i was so nice to follow her out. in case she got lost or smthg. hehs. no lah joking. joy has amazing sense of direction. lol. unlike people like jocelyn. im not fantastic at it. but not bad. after i shamefully admit i never took public transport till primary six. and i got lost. hehs. i mean i just assumed the bus went in a round and it'd drop me somewhere near my house. ah. foolish naive little michelle. but ive got to say, im muchmuch better now. very much thank you. yep. followed joy to pick up her "lost" church friends at paya leba mrt to go to post synergize something. a group of five of them. then went back to parkway to pick jocelyn. i went to hang out with krin and charmaine at BK parkway. charmaine seems really popular. with the guys i mean. she went bowling after with a group of five guys. the only girl leh.. hahhaas!! she asked me to go, but im terribly bad at it. i'd malu myself. had tuition after anyway. so yakked with krin at BK parkway. met ickle jnrs meishan "the loud voiced" and cheryl from badminton. they were with this VS guy. and her ex was a few tables down and she didnt realise it. 0_o. then she quickly zaoed when she realised. nvm. yakked a bit more. then left for home using taxi. didnt have tuition in the end. laoshi had to zhao early. so only taught samuel. so annoying. my brother purposely pissing me off by trying to read what i say. blahblahblah. punch out your face lah. anw just tonight i got a fright. shawn dedicated a song. Pieces of Me by ashlee simpson. and mentioned my school and my classs. and said the three wordsss!! ahhh. so malu. nvm. -sighs- reyes heard as well. and was laughing like a hyena over the phone. shall take it as a compliment i suppose. anw gotta run. brothers majorly pissing me off. itching to smack his stupid face. bah. interesting day. but if this is the end, its a lousy one. ooh. hes so irritating. my brother. pissoff. hope mom smacks you. hard. -growls-
[rash_]


in school now. had lit earlier on. its so... un inspiring. and not to mention; awfully stupid. just as i dont like the stupid book, theres this morbid draw i guess. death and the screwedupness of two ten year olds. the book's im the king of the castle. went to my eldest uncle's new place yesterday night. ohgosh. the place's radical. the outside of it looks ordinary i suppose but when you drive in and see all the foyers its like wow, not bad at all. and then of course theres that usual video screening personalised lift entry shit but the house's damned big. i mean its a CONDOMINIUM for goodness sakes. house i can understand but condo's are usually really small and squeesy. the place's 3200 sq fit on one floor. most house are like 2000 to 2500 sq fit altogether when counting all three floors or so. its amazingly big. and pristine. classy and expensive of course. guess my uncle's really rolling in it huh. unreal. the place's got some name... grange residence is it? opp tanglin mall i think. cousin aviel got new specs. yicks. my mom says hes now yandao. i just say hes my cousin. never been particularly close to them. theyre much older i suppose. then my uncle was saying if i ever wanted to go clubbing go ask any of my two cousins. adeline or aviel. adeline's doing stinking well now; as a lawyer in a top law firm. drew and napier yeah? anyway im too lazy to go into the full details. and really good fish and chips in tanglin mall. its in the food court there. but its expensive for food court price. its 8 bucks. its from australia apparently. and they use fresh fish. good stuff. later on doing physics project with joy i suppose. cld go to that post synergize shit. but too lazy really. shall go home, take lunch, and sleep. gots chinese tuition laterr on. this holidays not a holiday. yeah! and joce and i have agreed to go suntaning in bintan on our six days off right after exams. poor MEP peoples got only four days. lol. we shall eat ice creams and drink cocktails. and do nothing but laze ard. sounds like a good time to me! back to reality though, its so stressed up. got to complete my pile of hw. and from what it seems, im unbelievably clueless about how to do them. tomorow jocelyn's coming over to pia together. i shall start studying chinese already. wanyun is zai. shes mugged five hours in a row. zai. i cant do that. no way. i'd be lucky if im productive for an hour. i must learn to be like that. ive got to get that 5A1s for final years. i'd be getting a laptop for that. of course i want good grades. but the computer's certainly a good incentive dont you think? but its gonna be hard. cos currently this term's level average is like a 22 or 23 points for L1R5. i think lah. i got only 18. and i stupidly flunked chemistry; my usually a1 subject. =x okay, God help me then. gotta run. so darn sleepy. and hungry now. buhbyees!
[itsbeenalongtime]


wooohooo!! todays the holidays. ah yeah yeah whatever lah. this morning got a "wakee up" call from Jocelyn. the phone was vibrating like hell so i picked it up. apparently that girl was at the changi airport at 9 am in the morning. i thought that she was half mad. but anw, i finally got off the bed much later on. did half a chemistry paper. did chinese ws. ate lunch. went to pick Jocelyn up from the busstop. 0_o lol she says she'd get lost. tho i really question that. =P anw we pia-ed [me school hw and her, chinese] from like 1.30pm to about 4.30pm. of course in between talked a lot of rubbish lah! hahahas. i completed paper One of the EMaths paper hw. im telling you i know nuts about E maths. not only our e maths teacher is lousy though very nice, i dont listen. bet few do anyway. and then im too lazy to try them at home. so prefer a maths lor. i want to drop e and continue with A. but they have some stupid policy about E being complusory. then i was trying the stupid paper when i realised that i forgotten everything i knew. spent the next hour flipping the stupid textbook. and i just realised on friday that we already finished the whole infernal book. im in good shit. gah. today's entry shall be a whiny one. i havent whined in a long time. yeah. this holiday is NOT a holiday at all. so much work. and most of its chemistry. got two or three chem papers, a set chemistry wses, maths papers, english proj, physics proj, the stupid birthdate project. dunno what else. i'll be going back to school often enough. had a fun time trying my hardest to pia. i shall be a good girl this term. have to be. have to be. exams are in about three weeks. and its the finals. im looking forward to the six day break right after my last paper. i shall go bintan with jocelyn and whoever else. and lie in the sun for hours and do nothing but get cooked and burnt up. i think im a bit mad today. nvm. later on going nat's house while the parents have bible study. yay. i shall go and sleep now. buhbyes.
[blank_ness]


this is -so- cool. it seems like i might just be migrating to UK! maybe. my dad got asked if he was interested in some UK job. in bournemouth i think. if my dad does take it up, then i can leave anytime. like this year, the next whatever. cos they do O lvls there toO! hehs. lolness i think it would be great. if the people there are alright. if not. pray double hard. triple whatever. its gonna be cold alright. just as i think i'd really wish for a change of surroundings. theres always that pile of friends you just wanna grab along to wherever you go. yep. but my mom says she doesnt wanna work when she goes there. if i mean. i want her and my dad to work. UK is expensive. and i dont want her down my back about homework. yicks.

this personality disorder test i just took. weird.

sooo. apparently, im majorly antisocial. and majorly schizotypal as well. weird. never thought of myself as antisocial. i talk to everyone i suppose. but apparently to someone i asked, i only talk to those to talk to me. hmmm. er. okays. hahaha. nvm lah. just a weird old test. i shall go see lizzy's tests. interesting alright. interesting.

school today was relentless. heavy subjects today. and finally collect most of my test papers. no cat fights. unforctunately too. i was gearing up for one. lol. =P i improved my L1R5 by 7 points. still no good tho. ferst term was 14 or 15. 2 was total -shit-. 25 can you imagine? my parents threw a fit. nows 18 i think. yep but its still above average im sure. still not good enough. i wanted a 13. should have gotten a 13. but too bad i suppose. anyway, buhbyes. gotta go do stuff.
[you'dlose.]


so pissifying. i tell you that photostacking lady in school. elice is it? its such an annoying toot. i ordered our test papers for the few of us like three weeks ago. every time we went to collect she'd say come after school. or put it off the next day. been there with krin over ten times. and finally when she actually went to find it; she said we didnt made an order because she had no record or some shit like that. omg. i wanted to scream at her. freakish. been there over ten times and now you say we didnt order? when we did? over three weeks leh. wah liew. then while krin was patiently explaining it to her, i kept my mouth shut cos that stupid old woman went on rattling and denying that we handed in an order. so qian zou. den when i looked up she damn well had didnt have the decency to be apologetic and even said "why are you staring at me huh? staring at me as if i owe you a hundred years?" wahlieww. was sooo pissed off. i had a black face all the way the next few periods. then when i so politely asked her if we ordered now could we get it the next day afternoon cos it was the last day of the term. that cow actually said" its not he last day of the world what!" pissoff. grrr. if she dares do anything more funny. ooh boy oh boy. i'd scream.


in physics lesson now. we're in the computer lab. mr tan ying's still in hospital soooo. we've got a sub. yep. shes a NIE in training teacher. poor girl. but we hardly ever listened to mr tan anyway. what more her. kiran is very anoying. she keeps being nosy. =P nvm. yest night went to exchange the gold grandpa gave for his 80th birthday. i got this lovely contemporary white gold cross. with the chain its like 400 cos its got a small diamond. but really lovely. my mom got two rings for herself. hehs. with diamonds again. i dunno but practically everything has some diamonds on it. i dont like yellow gold. so obiang. white is so much. classier. yep. i suddenly realised i got fat knuckles!! yuck. i was trying on some of the rings at the jewelry shop and some got caught in the knuckles. 0_o ouchness. hahaha im in a good mood. tried on this skirt. it was er, white i think. and really short. hahas. but it was very nice. and very expensive. $98 i think. met shawn, reyes, and sher at katong again! lovely people. they helped keep me un-bored. hahaha. yesterday i have to say that my neighbour stefan did not burn down my house. he was unexpectedly on good behaviour. anw shawn treated all of us to some strange thai food at the lemon grass restaurant. actually he just wanted to try it out and grabbed all of us along. but nvm. the chicken was delish. i havent listened to a drop of physics for dunno how many days. i feel guilty about it. oh weels. read the bible yesterday night after a long period of time. felt much much better after that. -sighs- i mean like my reading bible devotion thing on weekdays has been pretty irregular. but shall do my bestest to read everyday!! yayness. you know what was cool? i prayed for God for bus 12 to come on tues the moment i stepped into the bus stop. and it did. and when i was going back home and taking 12 again, the moment i stepped into the bus stop, the bus came again. hahaha! so cool. =) thanks Lord. heh. krin's writing me a testi now. bet you shes gonna put me down. lol. ohkays better go off. buhbyees.
[maybe_not]


didnt say much yesterday night. parents were hanging ard. yeah. the neos i took with nat were so pretty!! =) -grins- im a loser i have to say. i didnt go out with any of my ex pri school mates yesterday nor today. was supposed to i guess. but cancelled it. went out with nat instead yest and on the way back at katong. three goons popped up near my house. who else? shawn reyes and d. and they insisted i eat ice cream with them. 0_o good stuff though. haggendaz. this computer is whacked. weirds out on me. im at a cybercafe lah. at home parents lock the computer room. wow. yesterday night my mom showed me the gifts my grandpa gave us for his 80th bday. man. a silver and gold bracelet. like nearly three hundred bucks. so ex. i dont really wear much jewellry. except for earrings lah. yeah. so damn hot in here. the weather stinks out right. my neighbour stefan is going over to my house to play gameboy with my brother. geezus. gameboy. and hes already sec one. nvm. and hes got three gameboys. one gameboy light from parents. another gameboy the latest black one from parents. and another one he bought secretly by himself because my parents consfiscated the other two gameboys. yeah was trying to learn chap 12 of a maths earlier in the morning. because i know peanuts on it. i didnt listen to this chapter at all. so i dont know anything. and tomorrow theres some test for it. yuck. plus tingxie. lazy to learn i tell you. in fact i was nearly too lazy to walk to the cybercafe too. but sitting at home with my books are too dreary. nvm, shawn and reyes and sher are "dropping" by again to "entertain" me late in the afternoon after shawn and reyes' tutor leaves. apparently kat has completely given up on shawn's writing. because he simply doesnt care and scribbles them down so unlegibly that she cant read them. so she tells him to type it out. weird people. lol. kats the home tutor. shes kinda cool with all her hippy style. its kinda cute. =) im a lazy bum. i dont listen in chinese class and then i barely do during tuition. and i have to admit i copy off the answer sheets each time laoshi gives hw. except for maybe zaoju which i copy off the shouce. i havent been learning much. unbelievably feeling guilty. but too tired, lazy whatever to do anything about it. i dont care much except im hoping i get a B for next terms ferst week CA. an unrealistic hope i do realise. i think im getting dumber by day. by year. didnt use to have so much trouble with grades. could ace it whenever i wanted. now its a major problem.they tell me its because im lazy. nah, i say its because they give me too much grief about it. dunno. ah craps out with the school shit. talk about something else. like why i dunno if im still into -that-. or why im screwed up. im screwed up in a normal way i think. and i think its because of a certain few neighbours. gah. when you are young, you just love playing with fire. yep. plus a few minor influences in primary school. i think i know the root of my problem. but theres no way i can dig it out from my life. i'd have to kill people to do that. -shrugs- whats done; done. just as i love my tkgs friends and they rock and their nice and blahblahblah, im biding my time to get out. for some reasons i wont say. new starting you know? nvm. but shall make the best of whats left i suppose. okay, better get back soon to check my my brother. and little neighbour stefan. i dont trust stefan for peanuts. i trust him more to burn down my house. buhbyes.

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